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KristieSue
since 2003-01-31
Posts 1460PA, US 
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I no longer care if I live or die who thinks what or how they feel I could care less if they all disappear or if I do instead into the blue beyond I'm tired of the pain tired of the tears tired of hearts breaking tired of it all tired of the worries tired of the anger tired of the questions tired of betrayal If I wasn't such a chicken if I could take my own life I'd do it quite painlessly without a second thought If I wasn't afraid of hell or to pay for my choices It's not like one would care They'd most likely be happier I am sick of myself I am sick of my tears I am sick of my life sick of everyone in it sick of living my life sick of not knowing my future sick of every single little thing in my life Ya know what they say. Curiosity salted the snail. |
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Cpat Hair
since 2001-06-05
Posts 11793 |
Kristie.. you know Iambe would have told you to come on over and taken you out back to shoot pistols for a while..then drink scary smooth out front until you both were so drunk you began to think that life wasn't all that bad.. sometimes it was worse... but all in all, the real problem with the world was men... come to think of it... she might have taken you over to jakes place and let him tell you about riding bulls, or introduced you to that jackson kid...and let you watch him turn red as you teased him... well... she aint around no more... but I'll tell you sure enough... there is no honor or escape in death... so ... don't get no freaking funny ideas... hear me? |
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PsychoticBunni Member
since 2003-10-03
Posts 162Mythical Atlantis |
trust me if i had had the courage I would have taKEN MY LIFE A LONG TIME AGO.sry caps. but talk to your friends as much as possible and cry all u want. trust me it help. P.S. If i had killed my self I wouldn't have gotten to read this great poem! Meg Meg- And the Texan pushed the Mexican out of the plane and screamed, "Long live the ALAMO!!!!!!!!!" |
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Sunshine
Administrator
Member Empyrean
since 1999-06-25
Posts 63354Listening to every heart |
Aren't bummer days just the pits? That's what happens when you eat all the cherries on the good days. It's good to get it out, though, and you did just that, Kristie. Let me know when your friend signs up at Passions, and we'll see what we can do about getting that poem back into the loop. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Hang in there Kristie..and write it all out! ~Heart hugs, Nancy~ ~Autumn, the year's last, loveliest smile~ |
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KristieSue
since 2003-01-31
Posts 1460PA, US |
I will respond more properly later...but Ron, I won't do anything stupid (well not permanent fixes anyway) so don't worry :-) Thanks though. Sunshine~I wish it was just a day, but the past two months of my life seems to be pure **** right now...EVERYTHING. More later... Ya know what they say. Curiosity salted the snail. |
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Greeneyes 
since 2000-09-09
Posts 9903In Your Poetic Mind |
Indeed I think we have all been here at some point....I offer heart hugsss for brighter days, and peaceful thinking.... Lauren~ Will the wind ever remember |
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scorpio Member Ascendant
since 2002-10-02
Posts 5178right...there |
Kristie Sue, I hope putting things into words helps you get through this rough spot...your poem is powerful..getting those emotions out has to help...be tough...ride the storm out...there is a break in the clouds.. believe in what your heart feels... |
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KristieSue
since 2003-01-31
Posts 1460PA, US |
Ron~Iambe would have been a welcome sight. I wish all that was wrong with the world was men. Granted, some can be real jerks (and they know who they are) but some are lifesavers) like you :-) Scary smooth sounds great...getting so drunk that life just seems "there". Having a friend to just sit and shoot the breeze with... a gun in my hands might be dangerous at the moment *G* Meg~I won't kill myself. Don't believe that it's truly an option. But, I'll be honest, I wish it was. Sunshine~I don't think anyone in my life that isn't a part of Passions will ever find out about this place. This is my safe haven. Unfortunately I already share that with one person I wish I hadn't, but no one else. Turning the poem around will take a lot of work, but I'll get there. Thanks. Nancy, Lauren and Scorpio~Thank you...muchly Ya know what they say. Curiosity salted the snail. [This message has been edited by KristieSue (10-14-2003 08:54 PM).] |
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littlewing Member Rara Avis
since 2003-03-02
Posts 9655New York |
Kristie: I know BUT ya know . . . each day I open my eyes and dang . . . I am still here . . . *smile*  xxoo |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
KristieSue, I just wanted to let you know that I do know how you feel. You are probably saying that I seem to have everything going for me right now...but Kristie, it wasn't always like this. And, isn't with some problems now.....with the long distance relationship that my Love and I have. I said all that to let you know that I can understand more than some may think. do you know what else? I really admire you for being able to write your feelings out this way. Some of us can't do that. It's really easy for me to write about the happy things with me and my Love, but very hard for me to write about sad things in my life. Remember that there are a lot of people here at PIP who are very tenderhearted and understanding. Heart hugs to you, sweet lady, Ethel |
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KristieSue
since 2003-01-31
Posts 1460PA, US |
Sue~Darn the bad luck, huh? Ethel~Just because I've been miserable lately doesn't mean I don't wish the best for everyone else. At a time when my family is falling apart, I question the integrity and sincerity of friends, hate my love life, my financial situation, can't sleep, and don't bother to eat, I still try to go through my day with a smile on my face so that no one else knows. I guess the clouds will break soon enough...I just don't want to know how ruined I'm going to be by the time that happens. Huggles and thanks all. Ya know what they say. Curiosity salted the snail. |
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