My wall (my life, your life)

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Open Poetry #29

My wall (my life, your life)

Barbara
Junior Member

since 2003-01-24

Posts 32

0 posted 2003-10-12 08:35 AM

You`re knocin` on my heart,
to open for your: HELLO!
Don`t think I wil answer,
`cause I`m not yout naive doll anymore.

Every morning I pray
to not see you today.
`Cause I know what I`ll see:
10 GIRLS around you
and YOU being happy.

But I know you`re not!
You are not happy,
you just play.
You paly so hard,
that you lost yourself inside
this stupid game.

You dont care what other people feel,
you just walk away.

I know you.
I know,
even though you think I dont.
I see right trough all of
your pointless games that you play.
I know you just pretend.
You`re an actor,
but not a good one.

Why is it always like that?
Like it was, like it is?!
You do stupid things,
say sorry
and then do worse.
AGAIN!

Then you act like everything is okay
after you say sorry,
and go.

Oh, yeah...everything was sure okay. We broke up.

I remember you told me, where`s my life?
(when I did not wanted to go in one wired bar)
Where is my life?!?
I`ll tell you where it is!

My life is not in your stupid bar,
when drunk and droged people throw up on the floor,
and where they smoke joint
and tell they STUPID JOKES!!!
Oh no.. I WILL NOT! look for my life there.
`Cause I guess I would find yours
hanging there.

You being there,
hiding behind a mask of a player.
You put it so hard on yourself
that you don`t even feel,
that you WEAR IT!

So WHERE is MY LIFE?!
My life is INSIDE of me!
(You once were in it, but you swing the door and went out.. wit the hardest goodbye in my life)
That`s the place, you `ll NEVER AGAIN be!

Midnitesun

Member Empyrean

since 2001-05-18

Posts 28647
Gaia

1 posted 2003-10-12 09:38 AM

Good venting rant, Barbara. Hope it gives you some needed relief.
Best to keep that particular door shut tight, maybe padlocked, and find a different doorway to happiness.
I don't like that kind of game playing either.

Miah
Senior Member

since 2002-08-26

Posts 1062
Pennsylvania

2 posted 2003-10-12 11:26 AM

I love to blow off some steam. Very well done.!

"You can say any foolish thing to a dog, and the dog will give you this look that says, "My God, you're right! I never would've thought of that!"
~Dave Berry

[This message has been edited by Miah (10-12-2003 11:27 AM).]

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