I need time, but I want you...

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Open Poetry #29

I need time, but I want you...

Barbara
Junior Member

since 2003-01-24

Posts 32

0 posted 2003-10-08 11:51 AM

Do you remember
rare days we used to talk?..
We met so little times before,
but I was so happy, when it was You,
that I saw...
With every talk we had,
I thought I know you,
and that I can trust you..

And now,
Im here sitting by you,
telling you I dont know you,
And I wonder what you think.

So why did I said I dont know you,
if I maybe do?

Maybe because its true (I dont know you).
MaybeIm scared (with every word its true),
so what should I do?

Please dont think I was lying,
because I was not.

And I remember when you told me
about your ex girlfriends and their mistakes.
What would you think about my mistakes?
Do they make me a bad person?
No?
So I can do whatever I want?
And I shouldnt worry
what other people think about me?
What do you think about me?

So.. Is a mistake if I fear,
that one day we will no longer be? (WE!)

Im scared you´ll find someone new..
Better and beautiful...
someone who I could never be...
But I wont change for you!!
(you`re not asking me to do this..I know..)

But Im scared!!!
Im so scared again and again.
Should I be your girlfriend whould I be your star?
Like you say...

What if you`ll hurt me,
what if you wont stay?

Dont tell me tomorrow will be too late..

garysgirl

Member Laureate

since 2002-09-29

Posts 19237
Florida, USA

1 posted 2003-10-08 12:05 PM

But Im scared!!!
Im so scared again and again.
Should I be your girlfriend whould I be your star?
Like you say...

What if you`ll hurt me,
what if you wont stay?

Dont tell me tomorrow will be too late..

Barbara, I relate so much to this part. I am so very, very thankful for my Love. He is so patient with me...still right there and loving me through all my fears and doubts. I pray that one day all of them will be completely gone from my mind.

Hugs to you

Ethel

Earth Angel
Member Empyrean

since 2002-08-27

Posts 40215
Realms of Light

2 posted 2003-10-08 12:15 PM

Allow yourself to be fully open to accept love and that will banish the fear. They say you can only experience one of those emotions at a time--and I think loving is so much nicer! lol

Go with the flow. Let your intuition (not your heart, mind or anyone else) be your guide. There are no guarantees in life but we grow with each experience. Embrace life!

Earth Angel

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