This letter is for a special person in my life who I still love very much and miss like hell. To J.

Tears stream down my face when I think about your sweet beautiful face
I know the reasons we ended, perhaps we weren't at the same time in the right place
Still this doesn't ease my aching heart, I miss you so much
Even now after all this time, when I go to sleep at night...I miss your touch

Sure I moved on, afterall life continues to go on
Now I know though, not waiting for you was wrong
I have tried to call you, but each time I put the phone down
I don't want you to laugh at me, I don't want to play the fool or clown

I want to write you, but I don't know what to say
Would you read my letter with love in your heart, or just tear it up and throw away?
You wrote me in these pages of blue, true just a short sentence to say hi
Maybe I'm reading too much into it, but I really don't want to say goodbye

So if you are out there, and you are thinking of me too
Then write me, you know how to contact me, you know what to do
I may be living another life and years may pass by one after the other
I know in my heart though like I love you, I'll never love another