This life gets so lonely
Sometimes I just get so angry
Why dont I have anyone to care
Do I deserve to live in this lonely nightmare
Maybe I was born to be alone
To not have anyone to call my own

Having no one to cuddle
Often leaves me tearful
Having no one to wipe away my tears
And no one to smother my fears
Am I ever gonna have someone to tell me everthings alright
Someone to kiss me goodnight

Sometimes I think having someone would make everything right
But would it stop me from crying every night
Would it help me release what I lock up tight
Or would we only fight
Would I mess everything up as usual
And lose my angel
The angel Ive never had
I guess I deserve to feel this bad

My heart seems so hollow
My life seems full of sorrow
Pretending to be happy
I just sit quiet and agree
A show put on for my friends
Wondering when it all ends

They dont know what I wish for
It didnt bother me before
I just accepted it, I tried to ignore
But now it hurts and I admit it
It makes me wanna go, just leave and quit
But I stay
Living in a dream, each and every day
Its the only way