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Open Poetry #24

my future reality

Nikolette Sadness

Member

since 2000-07-29

Posts 337
port richey fl.

0 posted 2003-01-13 03:00 AM

just a little unedited pain pouring out on an empty page...

house in the county
-hiding in the closet
civil war wedding
-sell the dress on ebay
our first set of dishes
-shattered all around me
my father walking me down the aisle
-a dream he cannot touch
my whole family
-how can i tell them?
our babies
-i'll never be a mother
dream
-reality
in love
-in hell
love
-pain
why is it that when i am happy and i feel like its for real that something always changes to made me want to die?

i was once in love and happy...but you can call me Sadness.

enchantingvamp
Member

since 2002-12-21

Posts 214
Indiana, & NO there is NOT more than corn in Indiana, oughta go back to texas!

1 posted 2003-01-13 03:05 AM

I really wish I had the right words but I don't, but I know that I loved rhis piece, in all its complexities.....reminds me of the stained glass windows at my church......very deep and so beautifully blinding it makes you want to cry.

neveah5
Member

since 2002-11-22

Posts 197
Ohio

2 posted 2003-01-13 03:07 AM

Nikol---> Is it ok if i call you that? is this something that just happened recently? I feel for you, I really do. I've never been married, I've felt heartache and I know how it feels that part of you is missing. If you need a complete stranger to talk to, I'm always online. I have yahoo messanger destiny_5_02 if you have it feel free to send me a message sometime.

passing shadows
Member Empyrean

since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

3 posted 2003-01-13 03:39 AM

when something changes, what was is not meant for you...see by faith.

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