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how I miss you so |
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jellybeans Member Elite
since 2000-10-13
Posts 2298
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I guess I have to say that I do and I don’t understand why Jesus called you home but my son if you can hear me now please know that I miss you so. Your heart was so loving and your soul even more so, how could my Lord not wish to hold you close and ease your pain, especially when it was internally directed. The shelter of your strong arms never seemed weak or weary but I see now that your strength and protection that we all counted on was really quite a load to bear, still my son I cannot help but tell you how I miss you so. This is the longest you have ever been gone, my precious, and I cannot hide my sorrow at your leaving; my heart is ripped open and grieving. Not yet can I express joy at your going home but incrementally my Lord is instilling a tranquility when I can picture you at peace in His presence, no more pain, no deadlines to meet, and no more work to be done, but oh my son how I miss you so. Oh and I just thought that you would want to know that your dad and I are taking turns mustering up the energy of being designated the monster… right now I can’t even tell you how we manage to make the little ones squeal and run, amidst the laughter we all know that no one will never be as good a “monster” as you, and my son you just have to know I miss you so... |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
... ~Holding you close in my thoughts and prayers~ |
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suthern
since 1999-07-29
Posts 20723Louisiana |
This one brings tears... and then I smile through those tears as you and your husband make the little ones laugh... keeping the weight of this grief from their tiny shoulders and their missing from being so intense.  |
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jellybeans Member Elite
since 2000-10-13
Posts 2298 |
thank you enchantress  suthern, you see so much in my words, I am so lucky to call you friend |
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Sunshine
Administrator
Member Empyrean
since 1999-06-25
Posts 63354Listening to every heart |
my heart is ripped open and grieving. Not yet can I express joy at your going home but incrementally my Lord is instilling a tranquility when I can picture you at peace in His presence, no more pain, no deadlines to meet, and no more work to be done, but oh my son how I miss you so. ~*~ What a beautiful picture, this thought. I'm so glad He is allowing you to let loose with your heart, here... and that He still has one who is living on in her faith... |
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Marge Tindal
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
Sweetie~ This one disolved me completely into tears~ For I know the 'missing' ... the void that we try so hard to fill, knowing it won't ever be done~ I hold you in prayerful thought as your faith sustains you~  *Huglets* ~*Marge*~ ~*When the heart grieves over what it has lost, |
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jellybeans Member Elite
since 2000-10-13
Posts 2298 |
sunshine and marge, thank you so much, right now my faith is all I have, and so I cling tightly to it, I do not know how I could withstand this without it... thank you again |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Touched me deeply. My prayers are with you. Take heart sweet lady. hugs, Chris |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
  (big angel hugs) I know, dearest friend, believe me, we all know, as your love is so strong and evident and with your faith you can always hold him close to heart! (wipes tears) Keep the faith and let it carry you upward to His light, God Bless You, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet friend, thank you for sharing! May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton "You'll find something that's enough to keep you |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
 this aches and aches and there's nothing I can do |
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lampwicke New Member
since 2004-03-28
Posts 8Ca. |
Dear Jellybeans, The loss of your son,draws you closer to your Gods love.Talking,tears,laughter,song,dance, speaking in ones Holy Language are but a few avenues of Gods healing.I am glad you have shared this with others,for you are being healed within. Keep on sharing your heart with others,add the ingredient of time,and God will see you through this loss.For the Holy Spirit draws you close each moment of each day, to gather you to His bosom,and surround you with His loving arms. In His love, lampwicke xxx |
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muted
since 2004-01-15
Posts 2949Elapsing, Eclipsing, Evolving |
its hurting sooo much...tears in my eyes, lump in my throat....you beautiful soul  wish i knew what to say |
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MGROVES
since 2004-02-01
Posts 3802california |
my heart goes out to you. i know of your loss and pain. very well written, i felt your pain. thanks for sharing   |
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jellybeans Member Elite
since 2000-10-13
Posts 2298 |
thank you all for sharing in my pain |
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jellybeans Member Elite
since 2000-10-13
Posts 2298 |
thank you again |
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