Teen Poetry #6 |
So many times |
Paragon Member
since 2003-02-16
Posts 114 |
So many tears I never cried So many times I hid inside remembering all those lies, feeling so falsified so many words spoken in which you implied meanings that weren't there and I didnt care because I was too wrapped up in the moment So many times I tried, only to be swept aside remembering all the ties that now lie severed all the times you swore we'd always be together I guess this is that phenoma called "forever" this loss of trust, this negation of positive sensation this endless mind-numbing desperation So many times I doubted self and self doubted me lookin' back at times when I used to look and act in a manner or fashion that just couldn't be even at times when I tried so hard I just seemed to lack originality, I couldnt see it was fallacy... whats wrong with me So many times I've tried to break away from this but eventually the voice inside lures me back back to this dynamic compromise comprised of hidden truths, blatant lies, false apologies defiling my innocence to fit in, don't act so surprised So many times I've found myself alone in a crowded room revelation lying therein shattered realities become truth I've lost sight of whats worth fighting for, hope I find it soon So many times I've thought this is it, the end, but Im proof that somewhere out there is a purpose beyond finding my tomb... |
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BrokenDreams Member
since 2003-02-09
Posts 425In The Clouds |
Wow. I'm at a loss for words. This was excellant, I loved it. Thank you for the read. -Jen |
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