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luckyme9293
Junior Member

since 2003-07-01

Posts 24
tx

0 posted 2003-07-01 12:45 PM

Crazy

People say I’m crazy
Let them talk there not me
The relief the blade brings is worth all the accusations against me
The drops of crimson blood are like medicine for my hidden fears.
Its there when people are not, it brings blood when I need it most.
Everything goes foggy; I’m not myself anymore.
When I wake up, I’m just as confused as you.
I wish it were as easy as a bad dream, but its not.
Bad dreams don’t leave blood and scars.
Scars that will be there forever with on going explanations.
Explanations I wish I could give myself
They say," how can seeing her own blood make her feel better?"
I don’t understand it, so I don’t expect them too either.
I'll just settle for the things I do understand
And let the knife understand what it knows; my skin

eor
Senior Member

since 2002-09-26

Posts 959
blues & greys

1 posted 2003-07-01 01:40 PM

i understand...

xShUgArHiGhx

Member Elite

since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

2 posted 2003-07-01 05:23 PM

Unfortunately i can understand this all too well. You have to realize that just like anything else, the real power and the real answer is inside of you, not the blade or anything else people turn to like drugs and drinking...their just temporary fixes. Your not crazy..your just hurting and people who think your crazy are just naive. Strong poem. Very well expressed. I'm here for you to talk to any time you need it.

Standing on the edge of the world
Now I don’t want you to catch me
I want you to let me
Stand up here and walk on my own

blueyedlioness
Member

since 2003-04-24

Posts 289
USA

3 posted 2003-07-01 07:08 PM

Hey, there. And welcome.

Having a few of my own scars, I understand.

I also know it's not worth it... even though it takes away the pain for a little while, it never makes it go away.

I hope your life starts feeling better soon... and I too am here if you ever need a friend.

-Lioness

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