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StellarChica
Member

since 2002-07-06

Posts 207
floating down a river...

0 posted 2003-03-22 06:21 PM

I knew it.
I knew it would end up like this.
I saw it coming Friday night,
Another weekend spent alone.
Another time when you're out having fun,
With all your "friends".
Go ahead,
Forget about me.
Call Kelly,
She'll want to know you're doing something.
Call Rory,
She'd like to get in on the action too.
But don't bother calling me,
No, it's okay.
I don't care that I don't have any real friends anymore.
I don't care that every weekend,
I have to listen to how great a time you had.
And the one time I'm involved in something,
It's "nothing all that exciting."
I don't care about anything anymore,
I don't care that at this rate,
I'll never ever be truly happy.
I just don't really care anymore.

NSnaomian
Member

since 2002-07-22

Posts 232
In my troll closet I be

1 posted 2003-03-22 07:31 PM

I know exactly what you are going through in this and the only thing I can say is...well do rather, *HUGS* It'll be ok. You just have to work at it and take the jump...don't give up. If you fall down you aren't failing cause you tryed to make it better and took a risk. Wow, that would be my psychiatrist coming out in me. I'm soooo sorry. Hadn't realized it had made that big of an impression on me. I hope everything gets better.
Oh and you did well in expressing this.
Laura

"All that I desire to point out is the general principle that Life imitates Art far more than Art imitates Life."
-Oscar Wilde

Echo
Junior Member

since 2003-02-20

Posts 14
the abyss

2 posted 2003-03-22 10:16 PM

i am so sorry about what your going thru; i expirienced it last year. i hope you get some better friends eventually. get involved in something, get a pet, or a job or something. just don't hide under your covers, cuz it doesn't help. i hope things get better for ya.

eyes see, ears hear, mind believes

Darkfire k'Sheyna
Junior Member

since 2003-03-20

Posts 26
Maryland, U.S.A.

3 posted 2003-03-22 10:20 PM

wow, sometimes I feel like I'm going through the same thing... This was very well expressed and written, I enjoyed it a lot!
-Darkfire-

lilmissbabyteddybear
Junior Member

since 2003-03-16

Posts 17
Abilene, Texas

4 posted 2003-03-23 12:00 PM

You have probably heard "I know the feeling" and I'll say it again. I know how you feel..I'm still going thru something just like that..I hope things get better for you..Good luck.. Great Poem.

Jenny

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~*~*~*~lilmissbabyteddybear~*~*~*~

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