In the depths of winter
When the snow lies thick and still
I trudge through with only my pride intact
As i reflect on these recent events
The damage off my loss
Weighs on my shoulders
A loss so great i cannot explain
For i am wounded

My heart broken in such small pieces
That they may be passed through the eye off a needle
All i have left off our time together
Are memories and thoughts
Both good and bad
Our joyful occasions
And the not so good times

All those times have now been lost
And banished into the past
They shall never return

I miss you, I miss us
Like the sun misses the flowers
On these cold wintry days
Yet even now if i had the chance
I would not admit this to you

How i weeped at first
My heart was demolished
By your actions
Now my heart is mending slowly
But memories are still vividly clear
At times i wish my memories to fade
But still they haunt me

I dread to sleep
Or even close my eyes
As when i do
All i see is your face
And i can't bare no more

I know through time
That the scars will heal
And those memories will fade
It's just a matter of when
But until that day comes
They are forever haunting me

I have tried running
I have tried hiding
Even i try to forget
But those actions follow me
Everywhere i go
And sometimes just the thought
Is too much for my soul to bare

I am no longer as strong as i was
I feel like a wounded tiger
A bird deprived off freedom and flight
A dolphin trapped within your net
The deception is too much for me

I've lost my dignity, respect and honour
But one day i shall return
With my head held high
And all intact
On that day i shall prowl
Through the snow or sun
Whatever season it may be

However until that day
Is graced upon my life
I am left with the memories and thoughts
Off that day you slept with me brother