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Too Much To Ask?
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Too Much To Ask? |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines 
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Today, right now, I race inside, my heart pounding vibrating thoughts placing fear in front of me. The confidence lost, scare tactics on the rise, news becoming unbearable to hear. Anxiety builds, eyes hold back tears, knowing that it will all become worse before it gets better. If only it was one step to climb instead of so many. If only step by step I could erase the fears that are invading me tonight. No phone calls, no visitors in want. Sitting alone, waiting for the day to pass, hoping tomorrow the shadows will stay hidden, allowing my heart to slow its beat and my thoughts to unwind and see the light of morning. I wait for the day, the one that returns me to myself, when I was proud and happy and could function without aid. Is that really too much to ask? M *sorry I am just having an anxiety attack* "Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more, it is willing to see less." (Will Moss) [This message has been edited by nakdthoughts (03-05-2003 05:26 PM).] |
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Thomas119gold Senior Member
since 2002-06-03
Posts 708Biloxi, MS (city by the sea) |
Very interesting piece read it more then once to drink it all in I liked it alot Thomas |
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Cpat Hair
since 2001-06-05
Posts 11793 |
not too much at all to ask.... hugs for you... until the anxiety recedes...  |
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Phantom Poet Member
since 2003-03-03
Posts 116Arizona USA |
feelings for you heres my next post just for you> New feelings of romance makes our hearts dance. We have visions of never losing the rhythm of dance At the end our hearts cry for romance. Have we lost the rhythm or forgot the steps to the dance. >>phantom poet<< |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
Thanks and C, I am sort of glued here right now to this chair and can't move...hard to explain. I probably should have not listened to the news a bit ago. I was doing fine until they brought up about the President and war and the other countries still wanting to wait...It's funny but I sort of feel guilty almost like my friends hate me...as if I am the U.S. and the other countries are my friends who are going against me. and then listening to the fact of gas prices going up even more if there is a war and the price of home heating. My gas bill was over $500.00 for 2 months and I never even felt warm, and that has nothing to do with the electric bills... Another snow storm to hit tonight. I just got finished shoveling what was left from 16 days ago...thought that use of my own energy and the sunshine outside would help. So I sat down here for a moment ... and now I can't move. |
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Ericc Member Elite
since 2003-01-31
Posts 4178 |
I could really feel this. Excellent writing. Eric |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
I am feeling it, too. Thanks Eric M |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Nice expression of your feelings...James |
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SmartChick Member Rara Avis
since 2001-09-23
Posts 7081On A Journey To The Unknown |
I don't think it is too much to ask at all my friends. Hugs! |
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KristieSue
since 2003-01-31
Posts 1460PA, US |
hmmm...I've felt that way about many different things myself lately, but the fear passes. When you look far into the future, this will all be a memory. Meanwhile, talking to people you trust and love helps considerably. HUGGLES :-) |
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WhiteRose Member Elite
since 2002-07-23
Posts 3208somebody's dungeon |
I agree, not too much to ask. It appears a painful write, but necessary. I hope all is well with you.  |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
thanks all... I am fine, Anne, just very keyed up...trying to unwind. M |
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littlewing Member Rara Avis
since 2003-03-02
Posts 9655New York |
Goodness woman - for a moment there I thought you were talking about me - hit home - excellent writing - xxoo |
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Bill Charles Member Patricius
since 2000-07-11
Posts 10619highways, & byways, for now |
nakdthoughts - it's never too much to ask... BC |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
don't be sorry...I like it when you share...it makes me feel like I have someone who understands |
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sea_of_okc Senior Member
since 1999-06-15
Posts 568Oklahoma City, OK, USA |
Never been prone to much anxiety myself but for a minute there you made me feel something of what it must be like. Made me want to give you a hug until it passed... |
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