Open Poetry #25 |
i think |
ShaolinsOnlyPoet Junior Member
since 2003-02-17
Posts 31Brooklyn, New York |
i think about all of the things we've been through. i think about, how i took your two kids into my heart like they were my own, and loved them. then i think of that child who's younger than mine but saying she's yours, and again i think, how could you? i think about how i have been patient and understanding, when i should've been cussing your ass out. i think i've done so much sighing and crying, that i'm starting dry my tears out, and wear your ears out. because you're not listening to me, you're just hearing, noise YOU'RE supposed to love me? how did you think that my heart would survive this? or even want to weather the storm that constantly starting cloud my forecast. i think that my boys should look up to you, but grow up to be better men. i just be thinking, about how it could've been but can't, about what should've been but wasn't, about what was almost but isn't. and it makes me think back to when i could've seen it, but IT wasn't really there. like a mirage, wavering in the sun. love. i think. |
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Pilgrimage Member Elite
since 2001-12-04
Posts 3945Texas, USA |
This is powerful language. Well done. Nan (Pilgrim variety) |
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ShaolinsOnlyPoet Junior Member
since 2003-02-17
Posts 31Brooklyn, New York |
thank u Pilgrimage . I appreciate your kind words . |
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