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Aenimal
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-11-18

Posts 7350
the ass-end of space

0 posted 2003-03-03 03:12 PM

You sit and feel
guilty for being upset
knowing whats
she's going through

But you'd hoped
there was someone
worrying about
you too

Recall
conversations
that sprawled
into the morning
gentle reassurances
and wonder
if it was all
verbal
masturbation..

And a small
sick part of you
hopes it was
all just that
a lie
to give you an excuse
to put up that new wall
and start scratching off
new defeats

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

1 posted 2003-03-03 03:19 PM

Is this a rivalry..or a sadness that you aren't as understood or comforted?

M

garysgirl

Member Laureate

since 2002-09-29

Posts 19237
Florida, USA

2 posted 2003-03-03 03:22 PM

Raph, this one hurts.....

Heart Hugs,

Ethel

ecrivan
Member Elite

since 2001-12-10

Posts 3923
my own state

3 posted 2003-03-03 08:22 PM

rivaled each other..but it's all part of growing up...food for thought...good to have kin my friend

Corinne
Member Ascendant

since 1999-10-28

Posts 5167
state of confusion

4 posted 2003-03-03 08:31 PM

Heavy stuff, here, Aenimal. I'm enjoying watching you grow as a poet.

Core

serenity blaze
Member Empyrean

since 2000-02-02

Posts 27738

5 posted 2003-03-03 08:34 PM

I really think it's all just what we decide that it is...

always thinking you--and painful tug of words in this, Raph. Hugs.

littlewing
Member Rara Avis

since 2003-03-02

Posts 9655
New York

6 posted 2003-03-03 09:19 PM

Raph - as always utter beauty in your words that touch my heart so . . . this is a tough one my friend but there are many who care for you too so keep your head up xxoo

Aenimal
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-11-18

Posts 7350
the ass-end of space

7 posted 2003-03-03 10:01 PM

nakd not rivalry, feels more like abandonment

Thanks Ethel need those today

ecrivan thanks and i'd like to believe that but ..

Corinne as an admirer of your words I really appreciate that, thank you so much

K I disagree some things and people are out of our hands

Sue I know there are, I'm pretty sure, I think..smiles yes yes

inkedgoddess
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-11-19

Posts 7392
Ohio

8 posted 2003-03-04 07:10 AM

whres the family photos already?

put them up on the dartboards, and take a shot, feels good, done it

Cpat Hair

Member Patricius

since 2001-06-05

Posts 11793

9 posted 2003-03-04 09:19 AM

Some heavy issues in this... and well presented.. I have to agree with Cor on this one..

Aenimal
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-11-18

Posts 7350
the ass-end of space

10 posted 2003-03-04 10:23 PM

Mish i stopped doing that, darts weren't enough and cleavers are horrors to get out of the wall

Cpat you and Cor definietely made my day reading these words

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