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Mistletoe Angel 
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
Unspecial By: Noah Eaton 11/27/01 Tell me, am I a fool to believe To hold on to all my daydreams Am I a stupid thing? Do I deserve to be loved? Or am I born to be ignored and shoved Am I special? Should I sacrifice all my dreams Should I file Chapter 11 on my destiny? Or should I bleed? Do you all still love me? Or am I haunted and rusty? Am I special to you? You are all my friends But am I to you? I hope you could see How much you mean to me And share your voice with me But do you feel the same with me? Or will all I sing be a soliloquy? Staring into a vague mirror? Resting in a spider web Do I belong here? I feel deeply unspecial... I feel naked with my thoughts... |
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Irish Rose Member Patricius
since 2000-04-06
Posts 10263 |
Noah, I know the sound of a soul crying out. The questions you asked....sweetheart you already know we want you here (I'm assuming this is real, sometimes I'm wrong) You know, once, and yes, when words are spoken they are never forgotten, once I was called an "oddity", not meant to exist, not meant to ever have been born, a "mistake." Do not place your own self-worth upon anyone's expectations, ever, especially your own. Please don't do that, ok? Look in that mirror and there, you will find a reflection of a person, and what do I see without the mirror but only through your words? Well, I see a being where a beautiful soul resides who writes poetry and wants to belong, wants to feel loved. We all want that. Everyone is special, everyone and trite, yes, that sounds trite but listen to me. No one has more insecurities than I do, in my writing, my expression and I am sometimes very difficult to understand. Maybe I am an oddity, but if so, then I accept that as a compliment. But you are not. So smile, sit back, or better yet....write something beautiful to yourself and read it. Why don't you do that for me right now? Here, I forgot your rose....guess it's just not in my nature to withdraw from someone in the same kind of pain I'm coming out of....  Kathleen (Kay) "When red-haired girls scamper like roses over the rain-green grass, and the sun drips honey." Laurie Lee [This message has been edited by Irish Rose (edited 11-27-2001).] |
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Startime Member Ascendant
since 2000-10-03
Posts 5918Canada |
*sigh* all of us can relate well to these feelings you express, Noah. At sometime all of us feel unloved and unwanted. As you can see, here at passions you are much loved. The thing that you must remember is to love yourself. Listen well to Irish Rose. Her love for you is speaking in her words. **hugs**  Love I leave with you whether it is in your life now or yet the essense of your dreams. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
 NOAH!!! LISTEN TO NANCY !! YOU are very special and we all love you! HUGS & a KISS on YOUR cheek! Nancy. ~Time has cast a spell on you, |
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RosePetal
since 2001-08-26
Posts 2985South Florida |
Unspecial? NOT YOU BABY..you are extremely special! You are my sweet Noah...my rare, priceless gem! Keep shining hon, we ALL love you more than words can ever express! @>----}------ (((((hugs)))))) *kisses* Smile for me!!!! Joanna |
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