Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

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Midnitesun

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since 2001-05-18

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Gaia

0 posted 2001-12-23 03:55 AM

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
When you've found the wells of Love were too deep?
Have you ever felt the pain encircle your brain?
It swallows the heart, sends it into the drain.
Have you ever felt this kind of pain?
Have you felt as if you've melted in rain?
Have you ever?
Have you ever?
Then you understand.
And you feel.
This pain,
Is very, very real.

JamesMichael
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since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

1 posted 2001-12-23 04:49 AM

A few times...it's all good...James

Ethan Halo
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since 2000-04-28

Posts 793
on the roof again

2 posted 2001-12-23 05:41 AM

when the walls close in, i say knock em down, have a drink, and maybe build some new ones (eventually).

no one's worth crying over. but then that's not a lesson that can be taught by someone else. you gotta learn it.
good luck.

Everyone's got their demons.
We all got somethin to atone for.

Enchantress
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since 2001-08-14

Posts 35113
Canada eh.

3 posted 2001-12-23 08:57 AM

Know the feeling well Kacy.
A very good emotional write here.
~Hugs, Nancy~

*~ Wishing you all a magical Christmas ~*

Greeneyes

Member Rara Avis

since 2000-09-09

Posts 9903
In Your Poetic Mind

4 posted 2001-12-23 10:11 AM

Midnitesun~

too many times, too many nights....I wish you peace....

Lauren~

Tomorrow's another day
and I'm thirsty any way
so bring on the rain

OLIAS
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since 2000-06-20

Posts 1090
Pearl city Iowa

5 posted 2001-12-23 10:19 AM

Yes I have but I also feel the pleasure and that is worth the pain. Wonderful write, Be well and take a big helping of pleasure.

Regards,
Olias.

Janet Marie
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since 2000-01-22

Posts 18554

6 posted 2001-12-23 11:01 AM

Have you felt as if you've melted in rain?
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what a very cool line...
an aching write here poetess Midnite...
the emotions run down the page.
Yes...its real...but Im always grateful to have poetry to find some release in.
take care
jm

You're the hidden cost and the thing that's lost in everything I do.
Thats the way love is ... sky blue and black.

Balladeer

Administrator

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since 1999-06-05

Posts 25505
Ft. Lauderdale, Fl USA

7 posted 2001-12-23 11:09 AM

I stopped doing that 'cause I got tired of waking up with a soggy face.

It's not worth it, miss...but it's impossible to stop sometimes....hang in there

rosepetals25

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since 2000-05-31

Posts 3076
PA

8 posted 2001-12-23 11:11 AM

Midnitesun,

I think we have all felt this dull aching pain. It does go away.. it really does. *hugs* to you. You will get through whatever pain is haunting your heart.

Hugs to you,
Tara

"My heart is like an open book, for the whole world to read"
- Motley Crue, Home Sweet Home

kitkat
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since 2000-01-11

Posts 878
Nova Scotia

9 posted 2001-12-23 11:18 AM

Very lovely write and deeply felt words here.
I have cried many times in the past, but not no more.
Hugs to you
Kathy

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You got to get up every morning with a smile on your face
and show the world all the love in your heart
Then people are gonna treat

Startime
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since 2000-10-03

Posts 5918
Canada

10 posted 2001-12-23 11:23 AM

*sigh* Oh yes....this is a pain I have learned all about. You say it so well that I could almost feel it again. **hugs** May the New Year bless you with love and peace.

Love I leave with you whether it is in your life now or yet the essense of your dreams.

Mistletoe Angel

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since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

11 posted 2001-12-23 12:47 PM

(sad sigh) Oh Kacy, I think we can all relate to these feelings so well, for while I haven't held love to my heart yet, I love my RosePetal so very much, yet I can't help but cry if distance would always keep us apart and I'm welled with anxiety! (big hugggsssss) Always listen to your loving heart, sweet friend, and may the New Year bring you a great new hope and joy of love! (kiss on cheek) We all love you so much, sweet friend! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Kathleen, thank you for sharing!

heart:

May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

Mother_Earth
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since 2000-11-20

Posts 1370
1/2 year Texas & 1/2 year Michigan

12 posted 2001-12-23 02:43 PM

Midnitesun, I have felt that kind of love but it was and is for a child. Hopefully, for you, the melting will stop, you will be able to build a stronger love. Hugs, ME

Bill Charles
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since 2000-07-11

Posts 10619
highways, & byways, for now

13 posted 2001-12-23 03:00 PM

Midnitesun - I know your pain, how well I know. Hang in there, and the best to you...

BC

RosePetal

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since 2001-08-26

Posts 2985
South Florida

14 posted 2001-12-23 03:55 PM

I have definitely cried myself to sleep many many nights in a row. My crying didnt get me anywhere though, all it did for me is give me puffy eyes in the morning.
Don't cry sweet friend, all we get better!
(hugs)

RP

GenXer
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since 2001-12-15

Posts 583
USA

15 posted 2001-12-23 04:08 PM

Midnitesun - I would be lying if I said I never felt that same feeling before. Very emotive and very good write.

Dave

Titia Geertman
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since 2001-05-07

Posts 5182
Netherlands

16 posted 2001-12-23 05:32 PM

I wouldn't know how many times anymore, but I survived and so will you, I'm sure.

As for now, know you will be HUGGED to sleep by all your friends in the blue pages.

Titia

A rose is a rose is a rose...I guess...
Want to use the pics on my website? Just send me a mail and I'll give you the link.

Sven

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since 1999-11-23

Posts 14937
East Lansing, MI USA

17 posted 2001-12-23 05:35 PM

I do. . . and I wish that I didn't. . .

well done my friend. . .both in form and in content. . . you reach out to the reader very well. . .

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To the world, you may only be one person. But to one person, you may be the world.

Irish Rose
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since 2000-04-06

Posts 10263

18 posted 2001-12-23 05:36 PM

Yes, Kathleen, I have.

Kathleen (Kay)
"When red-haired girls scamper like roses over the rain-green grass, and the sun drips honey."
Laurie Lee

Madame Chipmunk
Member Rara Avis

since 2001-12-05

Posts 8296
Michigan

19 posted 2001-12-23 08:25 PM

A big hug is on its way to you from Michigan, Kacy.
My answer is yes...

was it worth it...no
I know you feel hurt right now, but we are all your friends and are here for you.
Also please find some solace in your writing...it is great therapy. I know that it has been for me.

copyright2001 Lyra Nesius

"poetry is life distilled" Gwendolyn Brooks

D.Lester Young
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since 2001-12-08

Posts 1219
Austin, Tx

20 posted 2001-12-23 08:34 PM

It is a real deep emotion that will tear you up and your words hit on some of that emotion. Very good!

ctowen
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since 2001-10-18

Posts 2286
Green Mountains of VT

21 posted 2001-12-24 12:51 PM

Too many times ...
but learned one thing ...
...When reality bites,
B I T E I T B A C K ! ! !

Survival of the WIT-est.

Midnitesun

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since 2001-05-18

Posts 28647
Gaia

22 posted 2001-12-24 12:58 PM

To all my friends, thank you for your heartfelt replies. Love can sometimes be overwhelming, especially when you cannot hold the one you love close, for whatever reasons.

Tracey
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since 2001-08-29

Posts 2808
where insanity meets breeding

23 posted 2001-12-24 01:18 AM

I have, I have. I understand this very well. Hugs to you Kacy.

If she who dies with the most toys wins, then can I have some toy boys please?

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