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SmartChick
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On A Journey To The Unknown

0 posted 2001-11-13 11:00 PM


I don't know why you want me to stay
You are always gone, never here with me
I wait all day long for you to come home
When you do, you just watch the T.V.

If only you took the time to listen to me
You'd know how much I ache inside
Wanting to be with you every single day
These feelings I always have to hide

You just don't seem to want to be with me
So, I keep these feelings stuffed inside
I try to keep myself from feeling anything
Too many times I have waited and cried

I often wonder, if you really do love me
If you do, it doesn't ever even show
The words you say, just is not enough
When you always have a reason to go

I have never known anyone else before
Who has as many reasons as you find
To go to your moms each and everyday
Sometimes I think I"m losing my mine

I see no reason to even stay with you
You and I never do anything together
Lately, I’ve thought alot about leaving
Alot of times I think that would be better

Even though we live in the same house
I find myself still always missing you
So what use is there for me to even stay
I will still miss you no matter what I do

The thought of leaving you hurts alot
Being here in the same house with you
Hurts me just as much as if I were gone
So I just don't know what I should do

I love you more than anyone else
That is why I had became your wife
But after you and I finally got married
It's as if you don't want me in your life

© By Sue  11/13/01


© Copyright 2001 Sue Graves - All Rights Reserved
Larry C
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1 posted 2001-11-13 11:56 PM


Sue,
I'm very sad. Sorry that you feel so alone! Hopefully he will wake up and realize what he has in you!  

Sin isn't fair, but God got even, grace isn't fair either.  larry c

RosePetal
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2 posted 2001-11-13 11:57 PM


Oh gosh Sue...My eyes are all watery now after reading this! I pray that your husband starts taking interest in you instead of taking you forgranted! I really hope he realizes what he has before it is gone!
Don't hide your feelings, be honest with him and maybe he will change. ((Hugs))

RP

Sonya
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since 2001-11-13
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3 posted 2001-11-14 10:58 AM


I'm in tears... (sigh) Mabye you should let him read your poem.. Who knows it may help...
Sonya

Marge Tindal
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4 posted 2001-11-14 12:02 PM


SmartChick~

'Even though we live in the same house
I find myself still always missing you'


This is really a sad situation~
For some people you can draw the picture - and they get it~
For others - you have to color it~

Don't suffer in silence ...
for even if he reads minds in his spare time ...
he'll never be able to read your heart~

Grandma said, "When a partner becomes the couch -
it's time to rearrange the furniture !"

Got you on my prayer list, sweet lady~
*Hugs*
~*Marge*~

~*The pen of the poet never runs out of ink, as long as we breathe.*~
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