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PoeticGoddessOfDepression
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since 2002-07-02

Posts 439
I am everywhere

0 posted 2002-08-19 10:56 PM

I recently found myself ... hiding in, extremely dark shadows.
I hate myself more now.

I wanted to hurt ... as I cried, I wanted to watch my pain,
stream down my face.

I watched a hideous picture blur ... and now I hate myself more.

"Paint your perfect day, I don't mind this. I'm better off by the way - Deeply grounded... You will get yours yours.
-Bush (*cold contagious*)

[This message has been edited by PoeticGoddessOfDepression (08-20-2002 05:44 PM).]

Nazera29
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since 2002-08-14

Posts 34
Connecticut

1 posted 2002-08-20 12:03 PM

this is amazing..... i love when someone can take very few words and express deep emotion... i can feel your sadness and pain when reading this, and i really really appreciate you writing this. and believe it or not, though it sounds really cliche, but i really think that i know where you are coming from. hope you dont feel that way too often

*We are the hero in our own story*

PoeticGoddessOfDepression
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since 2002-07-02

Posts 439
I am everywhere

2 posted 2002-08-20 02:47 PM

thanks Nazera.

I can believe that you understand... i know i'm not alone here, but i pretend to be.
I'll try to reply to some of your poems, if i can find some.

thanks again,

raVen

bsquirrel

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since 2000-01-03

Posts 7855

3 posted 2002-08-20 02:58 PM

Showdowns or shadows? Steam or stream? Happy or sad?

Enjoyed, Sara.

Jenn Cirrincione

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4 posted 2002-08-20 03:51 PM

I had the same questions as bsquirrel...but all in all this piece was very emotional and I enjoyed it. Very sad though, never give up.

Jenn

Why is it that we are at our most ingenius only when trying to destroy the things that keep us alive and thriving?

PoeticGoddessOfDepression
Member

since 2002-07-02

Posts 439
I am everywhere

5 posted 2002-08-20 05:45 PM

shadows* stream*...
I need to learn how to type..
Anyway... sad, very sad.

but thank you both.

"Paint your perfect day, I don't mind this. I'm better off by the way - Deeply grounded... You will get yours yours."
-Bush (*cold contagious*)

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