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Lisa_bebe15
Member

since 2001-11-15

Posts 151
Florida

0 posted 2001-11-19 09:43 AM

I cry for what is different, lost, and gone
My life when I was little is just a blur.
Running down the street till our parents call us in
Taking the sprinkler out on a hot summer day
Selling lemonade, after we drank it all
Falling down, and the pain of laughter for acting stupid
Those where the good days
They can never be relived nor replaced
But replayed in my head.
Sometimes I wish I were still the same little girl
So I can be happy again
Now I am so confused
All my younger years I never thought I would turn out this way
Crying everyday, Wanting to hurt myself everyday, Wishing I was dead.
What happened to the happy me?
Where did I go?
Will she ever come back?
And be normal again?
I am just a lost child
Wanting to be happy again.

"Water Over Matter"

DawnG

Senior Member

since 2000-06-23

Posts 1494
United States

1 posted 2001-11-19 12:31 PM

Lisa,

*big hugs* You sound so sad. I hope things go your way again soon.

Dawn

xShUgArHiGhx

Member Elite

since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

2 posted 2001-11-19 01:27 PM

Aww hun..i think a lotta us can relate to this...it was a very good read..i enjoyed it!!

ShE'S nOt ThE kInDa GiRL..WhO lIkeS tO tElL tHe WorLd AbOuT tHe Way She FEEL'S aBouT hErSelf...ShE tAkEs a LiTtLe TiMe In MakIn uP hEr MiNd..

Acies

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Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-07

Posts 7665
Twilight Zone

3 posted 2001-11-20 04:35 PM

*hugs*
keep your head up
grammer=grammar <---in your critique message
you said be honest

thanks for sharing

là où est mon amour?
donde está mi amour?
wo ist meine Liebe?

[This message has been edited by acire (edited 11-20-2001).]

Salooma
Senior Member

since 2000-01-28

Posts 781

4 posted 2001-11-20 06:51 PM

oh I know how damaging those feeling can be....I wrote a series of poems in teen 2 or 3 on that. i hope you get through it and if you need to talk email me: salamook85@yahoo.com

Take care,
Salma

Alyssa

Member

since 2001-05-30

Posts 385
IM ENGAGED!!!!!

5 posted 2001-11-21 08:22 PM

im illeterate...
LOL
anyways I like this alot too!

I LuV 2 fReAk out saLEpeEpZ. ThEy AsK me If tHey CaN heLp Me, & I sAy,'HaVe U gOT NEthINg Id like?'TheN thEy aSk mE wuT sIZe I sAy "X-tr MedIuM"

AngelPoet87
Member

since 2001-04-21

Posts 280
Indy

6 posted 2001-11-21 08:28 PM

Many of us can relate to this. When we're small, we come to expect a fairy-tale life. But thats never the case, and it can be hard. But writing about it tends to help, this piece to speak of is pretty good. Take care, keep writing.

Liefhe alle ten spijte van duivel... A tes souhaits... A tes amours... Qu ils restent. J'ai t'adore. Je t'aime.

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