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Fulled" Again
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Fulled" Again |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines 
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"Fulled" Again I try so hard, sometimes I think a bit too much, to compensate for losses in my life for now and wind up in an awful state. I cannot seem to reach a love to hold onto, reciprocate. Every topic is ignored or often becomes a great debate. I cannot seem to handle bills that overflow their balance due. Talent put aside for now would pay my way, would see me through. I cannot seem to hold him to his promises, not for a day. A 30 minute break becomes three hours and he's still away. I am a fool this stage of life I try too hard to keep my "all". When probably I'm wasting time and soon I tumble, steep my fall. Eight months now, both on and off and friends have helped, supported me. And sometimes there is no one here but ghostly thoughts, I try to flee. Today had PROMISE written large, until the sun came out to glow. I'm resting now upon my words, I've tried my best, put on a show. But now some venting, I must do I PROMISE big, won't be for long. I'm waiting for his late return and let him know in BIG words strong. You see I hate this "fool" thing, too. I'm full of it, I'm able now to raise the roof, or paint my way. T'was just another " e" ventful day... ~Wynter *gotta go he just walked in... "The worst prison would be a closed heart". ...Pope John Paul II [This message has been edited by nakdthoughts (edited 04-29-2001).] |
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latin passion Senior Member
since 2001-04-26
Posts 576 |
painting here I come. I enjoyed. |
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Bill Charles Member Patricius
since 2000-07-11
Posts 10619highways, & byways, for now |
nakdthoughts - sounds like you write part of my life in your writing. I wonder when it will ever end? BC |
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