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qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

0 posted 2001-07-10 11:11 PM

BORING ME

My hair's the color of dirt.
My eyes resemble rainy skies.
My heart's so hungry for love,
it eats up all these lies.

My soul is lost.
My mind confused.
My brain is dumb,
nothing to lose.

My skin's so pale.
My boob's are small.
I'm so clumsy.
I hate being tall.

My face is ugly.
My body's not right.
My eyes see only darkness,
can't find the light.

Insignificant me,
in this world of hell.
I am so weak,
& know disappointment too well.

I want to be somebody,
not this boring me.
Maybe then,
my good side you'd see.

~Yea I know this could use some work--but what do u want for 5min--lol~

SMILE-it confuses people-hee hee

LOVE ELMO
<3

[This message has been edited by qtpieelmo (edited 07-10-2001).]

Dark Kisses
Member

since 2001-06-24

Posts 364
Flat lands of Kansas

1 posted 2001-07-11 12:21 PM

hey!!! I liked this one!

I am this poem (well except for the small boobs and the tall part lol) It came from within, nicely written! I think most of us feel this way. Heck, I am 30 and still want to be different. Love who you are though, you're all you got.

Take care,
Mags

Don't fear your tears!

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

2 posted 2001-07-11 08:28 AM

Hey thanx mags--just a bunch of random thoughts i had--lol--weird how i got them after watching all those perfect models on tv--lol--thats the reason y theres so many people who r soo self-conscious like me! LOVE ELMO <3

Ginners
Member

since 2000-07-22

Posts 339
Mullica Hill, New Jersey

3 posted 2001-07-11 10:42 PM

I liked this and believe me i have felt this way before. so i dye my hair black and got contacts instead of glasses and lost some weight, however i cant seem to get any shorter

but i am ok with me now and i found someone who loves me for me and that helps a lot. but just remember you are never as bad as you think you are. so smile and love yourself cuz you cnat change that much!

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

4 posted 2001-07-12 03:16 PM

Yea thanx ginny--I've changed my look so much i forgot how it's suppose to be lol--but i always still feel the same so i just gotta live with it & start to like it lol--LOVE ELMO <3

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Click
Member

since 2000-06-11

Posts 202
USA

5 posted 2001-07-21 10:07 PM

Good poem!!!
I think we all feel this way from time to time....even us "guys".

(Brad pitt? who's Brad pitt?)

But the soul shines so much more!! and when you can see the soul all physical beauty pales into nothingness!!
Thank you!!

Click

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

6 posted 2001-07-22 11:49 AM

Awe thanx click

LOVE ELMO <3

Inanothertime
Member

since 2001-06-29

Posts 72

7 posted 2001-07-25 02:36 AM

Sweety, being short and flat is no picnic eighter, until you except it--it aint no big deal--it's what's inside thats real! Liked your poem, and Barbies a freak, anyway!

BitterSmoke
Member

since 2001-01-02

Posts 54

8 posted 2001-07-25 03:19 AM

The most amazing thing (I have found) about courting the opposite sex (okay okay, not pc), is that at one moment i feel ugly and unwanted and there does not not seem a chance in heck that I will be with a girl ever again, then the next thing I know- "I'm working on my next broken heart" *grin* ...then it starts over. heh

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

9 posted 2001-07-25 08:15 AM

Awe thanx guyz--i never thought i would get this many positive replys

--i love this place lol--i know nobodys perfect & i'm sure everybody thinks (yes even models) like this every now & then & i really believe that u just need to love yourself no matter how u look & its more important to work on the inside before u work on the outside

LOVE ELMO <3

Dark Poet
Member

since 2001-07-22

Posts 99
North Carolina, USA

10 posted 2001-07-25 11:54 AM

Well if it needs work or not I liked it. One could feast upon those words and enjoy everyone.

James

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

11 posted 2001-07-25 07:53 PM

Thanx James--i'm just a perfectionist & nothing ever seems good enough to me--lol--so i usually just write sumpthin & never look at it again because everytime i look at it i wanna keep changing it & it still disgusts me--lol--thanx for replying LOVE ELMO <3 =

[This message has been edited by qtpieelmo (edited 07-25-2001).]

Hellseyes
Member

since 2001-07-25

Posts 120
Kansas, USA

12 posted 2001-07-26 11:13 AM

non of us are ever truly happy with the way we are...i feel you../Drew/

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

13 posted 2001-07-27 08:53 PM

Yea i know Drew--each of us r our own toughest critic

Thanx LOVE ELMO <3

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