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Temptress

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Member Rara Avis

since 1999-06-15

Posts 7136
Mobile, AL

0 posted 2001-04-18 06:39 PM

Look beneath and there are scars,
Scattered haphazardly on the ground of my soul.
So, you think you know me,
But I'm sure you don't really want to,
As I cannot give all of myself for your every pleasure or your every need.
Push me under..
Go on saying I like the pain and I'll go on pretending I do,
Because its the pain that makes us strong if it doesn't kill us first,
And I'm still here wondering where you are at times,
When breath falls short and I abandon my spirit,
To the voyeuristic moon, wind, and stars.
They watch over me when you can't or won't.

So I'm haste making
And nerve searching
Gender full of human rot and doormat tendencies.
Fast breaking on the sarcasm scene,
One floor I never thought I could dance on.
But I'm whirling and taking someone with me,
At least I don't ride the moments alone.

But search me if you will,
Because you'd like to see me squirm
Beneath your appraisal gaze,
While your brain senses every teardrop,
In icy golden regret,
Melting while you cruely intend for me to be your mouse.
Well, I don't like this maze,
And I think I'm gonna burn it down, Baby.
Get to the heart of you like you think I can't.

And let me show you how to break a heart.
Would you really like to know?
I've witnessed ice on a personal level,
And you won't like what I have drawn from it.
You and your knowing me abilities,
Think you've stole my soul,
And well..
Perhaps,
But careful, Love.
It burns a silent fire,
A slow glow before you can even realize your danger.
Who will have your hands then,
Seeing the red scars, they'll think it blood,
And be wary,
For the one with emotional blood on his hands,
Thinks himself forever ruined.

So,
Here I am...
A gender,
And you think you know me;
But I ask you this..
What of the parts of me I haven't told you.
Would you dare pass me and hold my gaze,
On a moonlit path beyond the world of working order?
Would you know me,
If you were eye to eye with my demons?
The ones that I could turn on you in retaliation,
At any time I so desired?
Can you deal with the fact,
That I could hurt you and move on,
Just as easily as you could hurt me and move on?

I'm racing, Baby
Drawing near my close,
And wanting to cease this unknown anger.
Do you have enough water,
To douse the fire, the embers,
And what happens after the smoke clears?

still d-i-s-c-o-n-n-e-c-t-e-d
I am bound by this, you see...to become Night's sole mistress, and I am jealous in my endeavours for his attention.

Sven

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since 1999-11-23

Posts 14937
East Lansing, MI USA

1 posted 2001-04-18 07:43 PM

wow. . . have I told you that you're getting much deeper and more in touch with yourself in your writing these days???

this is extremely profound. . . it's almost a dare. . . excellent. . .

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To the world, you may only be one person. But to one person, you may be the world.

Temptress

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Member Rara Avis

since 1999-06-15

Posts 7136
Mobile, AL

2 posted 2001-04-18 09:00 PM

Sven,
Yes..you could say it is has the tone of a dare..perhaps something close at least. I'm just writing and seeing what will come out, but I'm different from moment to moment, you see. Thanks for reading.

Fading Away

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since 2001-03-14

Posts 3131
Lynchburg, Virginia

3 posted 2001-04-19 08:18 PM

Wow.. that's all I can say right now.. wow! I really enjoyed this. Thanks for sharing it.

--Marie

subconsciously, i think i can eat so much to make my stomach hurt, instead of my heart.

Swamp¤Faeryie
Member

since 2000-12-04

Posts 393
fairyland....of course;)

4 posted 2001-04-20 12:58 PM

wowie!!!!"So I'm haste making
And nerve searching
Gender full of human rot and doormat tendencies.
Fast breaking on the sarcasm scene,
One floor I never thought I could dance on.
But I'm whirling and taking someone with me,
At least I don't ride the moments alone. "
what a perfectly marvelous peice,and so suitable to my own mood,this is great,the kind of poetry that should be shouted from rooftops and screamed in the face of every pervert and male pig that you meet. HA!! i love it.cheer cheer!!

sam

much madness is divinest sense,and much sense the starkest madness~Emily Dickinson

Irish Rose
Member Patricius

since 2000-04-06

Posts 10263

5 posted 2001-04-20 07:18 AM

wow!!!!

Kathleen Blake

"When red-haired girls scamper like roses over the rain-green grass,
and the sun drips honey."
Laurie Lee

a-alibaster
Member

since 2000-01-08

Posts 392

6 posted 2001-04-21 07:01 PM

Hmmmm, and my dear friend has far more within her than others know....Glad to see that you let this side out at times, i bow to it!!
Until...ali

"There is an alter ego which
dwells in every soul..."
a-alibaster

"I am as I am, nothing more, nothing less,
I am tears of pain, tears of Death.

Songbird
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since 1999-12-15

Posts 2184
Missouri

7 posted 2001-04-21 09:42 PM

Great piece of writing, so full of emotion. You are too beautiful to be a doormat, love your new photo!

Temptress

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Member Rara Avis

since 1999-06-15

Posts 7136
Mobile, AL

8 posted 2001-04-21 11:48 PM

Thanks everyone!

And Affy..Thanks for your understanding..for you are one of few who really know me aren't you?

still d-i-s-c-o-n-n-e-c-t-e-d
I am bound by this, you see...to become Night's sole mistress, and I am jealous in my endeavours for his attention.

EagleOne
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since 2000-03-07

Posts 2829
Between a laugh and a tear...

9 posted 2001-04-22 05:47 AM

Wow indeed! This is a fabulous write!

"Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our
feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly." ~unknown

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