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Allysa

Senior Member

since 1999-11-09

Posts 1952
In an upside-down garden

0 posted 2001-03-08 03:47 PM

Sometimes I cry at night,
when no one else can see,
what leaks from my face,
is really a part of me.

And when I cry at night,
I wish that you were there,
holding me in your arms,
telling me that you still care.

But I know that might not be true,
and I cling to a strand of hope,
that I could be happy,
instead of having to mope.

Sometimes I cry at night,
and I wish you would hold me,
take me in your arms,
and just let everything be.

And I know what I need to say,
what I need to tell you,
so I can get out of denial,
and white out all the blue.

But I don't know if I could forget her,
even if I told you the truth,
she was a friend of mine,
a part of my youth.

Sometimes I wish I could go back,
to yesterday all over again,
and change everything,
so I wouldn't loose a friend.

And I know what he did was wrong,
and I know there was nothing I could do,
and I know that she's gone now,
and I need to share this with you.

But when someone dies like that,
when their murdered by another,
it's hard to talk about them,
both her and her mother.

Sometimes I want to tell Larry,
how much I hate what he did,
instead of keeping it inside,
keeping it all hid.

And I know that I shouldn't hate,
but what he did was wrong,
and I can't tell you why I hate,
because it would take to long.

But if you would take me in your arms,
and tell me what happened with Jesica wasn't my fault,
then maybe I might believe you,
maybe it wasn't my fault.

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I'm confusing myself again, and acire, if you read this, don't pity me or feel bad for me, because I'm fine. Trust me.

I wish people would stop telling me that I can do anything I want to. I never thought that I couldn't.

Life is what happens when you're making ot

Embers_Before_God
Member

since 2001-03-06

Posts 101
USA

1 posted 2001-03-08 07:41 PM

Thanks for sharing...I assume many can relate to your poem...TkB

Dance with me under the moon. Touch my pale skin. Devour me. Love me.

just_another_fe
Member

since 2000-02-05

Posts 483
MICHIGAN

2 posted 2001-03-09 12:44 PM

You did a wonderful job expressing yourself and explaining a hard situation. I hope all is well and good luck to you

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

3 posted 2001-03-09 01:06 AM

Wow Great poem--At the beginning it sounded a lot what i'm going through now--but my friend never passed away--My best friend since kindergarten betrayed me for the last time & tried to steal my boyfriend about 2 years ago--we were all drunk & i wish it never would of happened, but my boyfriend says he'll leave me if i ever talk to her again & that is soo hard (almost as if she did die) we've been attached at the hip sinnce we were 4 & 5 & it's really hard--kinda like losing your siamese twin or something--thats how close we were--we could finish each other's sentence & knew what each other were thinking, but anyway she could never really be trusted & i went to college & she's pregnant & livin at home still & barely finished highschool (we went our separate ways)--I guess i'm better off w/o her now--Well I really liked your poem a lot & i can kinda relate so thanx LOVE ELMO <3

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