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Dark Poetry #3

maybe I should be

Alan
Senior Member

since 2000-09-12

Posts 1499
right next door

0 posted 2001-10-26 10:27 AM

Don't let this suck you in too deep..

As I look back upon my life
I view it with total disgust
I can see why I don’t have your trust
Hell I don’t even have my trust

I have lost interest in reading
I have lost interest in writing
I have even lost interest in breathing
I feel I tarnish your world just by being

I don’t blame you for hating
So now the irreversible damage has been done
I will go for I know that you don’t want me around
You would probably like to see me six feet under ground

That may still happen but for now I will just go
I know I have told you that before
But little do you know what my future now has in store
Well I know exactly is going to happen

One day soon maybe you will look for me
But I promise you that nowhere will I be found
For as far as I give a damn
I am already six feet under ground

You will finally realize that I have told you the truth
One more time cause I will be totally GONE
I well tell you one more thing you can take it anyway you want
I am truly sorry to have gotten you mixed up in this misery I call life
I am sorry I have put you through the hell I go thru everyday

alan/icyheart

Jonas
Senior Member

since 2000-03-03

Posts 796
Oregon

1 posted 2001-10-26 11:09 AM

Ouch! I can understand these feelings, I've been there. But fortunately I found my way out again....had to come to understand that it wasn't my fault.

And I lie here in bed all alone- I can't mend
And I fear tomorrow will be okay
- Staind

JT
Member

since 2001-09-28

Posts 69
Arkansas, USA

2 posted 2001-10-26 11:47 PM

That is some pretty strong stuff. My favorite line was 'I feel I tarnish your world just by being'. Good job.

JT

SEA

Moderator

Member Seraphic

since 2000-01-18

Posts 22676
with you

3 posted 2001-10-29 02:03 PM

oh Alan, since I don't know what to say, I will just give you these (((hug))) (((hug))) (((hug))) (((hug))) I hope you are ok

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