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Alan
Senior Member

since 2000-09-12

Posts 1499
right next door

0 posted 2001-10-17 10:01 PM

You lied when you said you loved me
You lied when you said you needed me
You lied when you said you wanted me

I gave you more than I should have
I gave you more than I would have
If I had known you lied

They say that time tells all
I never knew how far I would fall
You told me I was your all

That there was no one like me
Now I know what you meant
Oh what a line you did feed me

So now I pay
While the two of you happily play
I hope you are happy

And not just feeding him a line too
Just remember it always comes back to you
The hurt you pass out today

For it someday you WILL pay
For the times with my heart you played
Then it will be my time to laugh

You walked off and left me
Blamed it all on me
But now I see

That you had lied to me
I shall NEVER give away
Any more of me

You walked out of my life
While in my back putting the knife
Now that you are gone

I want you to leave me alone
I want no more to do
With some one like you

Think of me you may
But to write past this day
I say no

I want you to go
To quote someone we both know
I am dead to you

SEA

Moderator

Member Seraphic

since 2000-01-18

Posts 22676
with you

1 posted 2001-10-17 10:15 PM

Alan, this is painful to read.....I'm so sorry you are hurting.....I wish I knew what to say.....how 'bout I just (((HUG))) you?

I hope you are ok

Alan
Senior Member

since 2000-09-12

Posts 1499
right next door

2 posted 2001-10-17 10:21 PM

just smile that cute little smile...*wink*..i just had to get it out of my system....I'm glad you read it..are you?

JT
Member

since 2001-09-28

Posts 69
Arkansas, USA

3 posted 2001-10-17 10:41 PM

Good job. I've felt the feelings in this for sure. Hope you're feeling better now.

JT

Alan
Senior Member

since 2000-09-12

Posts 1499
right next door

4 posted 2001-10-17 10:57 PM

Thank you JT..i am working on it

Baroni
Member

since 2001-10-14

Posts 94
Ontario, Canada

5 posted 2001-10-17 11:13 PM

Sounds like a painful experience. You wrote about it well, though. Hope you feel better soon!

Alan
Senior Member

since 2000-09-12

Posts 1499
right next door

6 posted 2001-10-17 11:47 PM

Baroni..thank you.but I shall survive....

Dee
Member Elite

since 2000-08-19

Posts 2330
Queensland, Australia

7 posted 2001-10-18 07:50 AM

Big hugs for you my friend

Dee

I wish you every happiness and may you always have the best of the good things in life. a brand

xShUgArHiGhx

Member Elite

since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

8 posted 2001-10-18 01:51 PM

HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lying...i just cant stand lying, especially if it comes from someone i love...lemme give ya another hug ::squeezes u tight::

ShE'S nOt ThE kInDa GiRL..WhO lIkeS tO tElL tHe WorLd AbOuT tHe Way She FEEL'S aBouT hErSelf...ShE tAkEs a LiTtLe TiMe In MakIn uP hEr MiNd..

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

9 posted 2001-10-19 06:07 AM

Interesting...James

sonjes
Senior Member

since 2000-02-18

Posts 564
North Carolina

10 posted 2001-10-20 11:28 PM

Hmmm...is this a blueprint from my life?

Have you been staring into my closets alan?
I know this one, dear one. You have touched a part of me I keep buried deep.

Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence.
-Enigma

catalinamoon

Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-03

Posts 9543
The Shores of Alone

11 posted 2001-10-22 08:26 PM

So sorry Alan, and I know sometimes it feels better to yell about it a little. But don't ever give up on love, even if this one person is unworthy, there will be another (she said-hoping)
Sandra

Alan
Senior Member

since 2000-09-12

Posts 1499
right next door

12 posted 2001-10-22 09:25 PM

Catalinamoon...I am not giving up on love. Just the thought of finding it. I wish you the best sweetlady

Abigaile
Member

since 2001-10-21

Posts 112
San Mateo, CA

13 posted 2001-10-23 11:37 AM

Alan, your words are truly touching. I too have felt the anger you feel, and after 7 blissful years of marriage I can say that the anger and pain do fade. *big hugs*

"I am nae poet, in a sense;
But just a rhymer like by chance..."
-Robert Burns

cherish
Senior Member

since 2001-03-25

Posts 1639
swimming in fairy floss...........

14 posted 2001-10-23 10:09 PM

I am dead to you

i guess that line was the one that left me with the chill i now feel down my spine

. an angry, but powerful poem Alan, i hope you DO find love one day and never feel the need to express these feelings again

thanks for sharing this, poet.

"......",said the wise mute.

alibaster
Member

since 2001-07-07

Posts 299
In my own private hell...(PA).

15 posted 2001-10-24 09:38 AM

As a very wise woman once told me {my grandmother...death rock her sweetly now}
...
"Love will come when you are least expecting it and when you are not looking."
Good wishes from me to you...
Until...ali

"There is an alter ego which dwells within every soul." (C)alibaster 1999-2001

"Sleep those little slices of death, how I loathe them." Edgar Allan

sunshinemist
Senior Member

since 2001-09-29

Posts 595
Fl. sunshines early mist

16 posted 2001-10-24 06:49 PM

Alan, Very sad and touching write. Keep the faith! Love is everywhere.

smiles ~Marie~
happiness is contentment of the heart

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