Dark Poetry #3 |
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My Way out |
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Alan Senior Member
since 2000-09-12
Posts 1499right next door |
As I sit drowning in my mind weaved sorrow The poisonous thoughts tell me not to be here tomorrow For the lover I once had is forever gone The message I received was one that concealed any kind of loving feelings It sent my heart and my mind reeling As the mean words spewed forth like an erupting volcano Now I feel like a wild animal in side of a cage Where my mind can’t hide my heart from this self-induced rage As I find that I long for death to come and relieve me of my pain As I have wasted my fortune and time by giving my heart away I will no longer live with the deceit I have been handed on this day I give up and give in to the feelings of this self-induced hate I have for myself |
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Tracey Member Elite
since 2001-08-29
Posts 2808where insanity meets breeding |
Ah, this is so sad. However, a heart given away is never wasted. Just a new learning experience. Hopefully some happy memories after the pain. I enjoyed this. I've been exactly where you are. Going through it again, though this time it's not me feeling the pain, but my soon-to-be ex-husband. I feel I have "wasted my fortune and time". But life will go on and I will have learned. Beautifully and heartfeltly (I don't think that's a word) put. Tracey |
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Alan Senior Member
since 2000-09-12
Posts 1499right next door |
Tracey..you are very right. No love is a total waste. I am sorry for the problems you are going thru. just don't give up alan |
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Suetang Member Ascendant
since 2001-03-07
Posts 5187Melbourne, Australia |
Alan Your words chilled my spine and I can only hope that you rise up and overcome your sadness and hurt and find the love you deserve. Take care......Sue Suetang |
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Alan Senior Member
since 2000-09-12
Posts 1499right next door |
Suetang..thanks for reading this. I will be ok. alan |
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