Dark Poetry #3 |
I Can't Believe |
Paula Finn Member Ascendant
since 2000-06-17
Posts 5546missouri |
I can't believe I let myself fall, let myself dream, let myself hope. I cant believe I let myself love, let myself need, let myself want. Now I sit here dying inside, an ache that wont end, pain for a lifetime. Is this all there is? Is this all I have to look forward to? Day after day? Pain without end? Dying a little more each day never to feel your touch, never to wake to your smile? Darkness without the saving rain. Light without the warmth of your kiss. I can't believe I let myself love. |
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Kay Vibbert Junior Member
since 2001-08-25
Posts 35Indiana |
Dig into this a little more and tell us "why" you hurt and what you're doing to believe again...we have to believe, Paula, we have to! Kay (aka/Irish Rose) |
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Paula Finn Member Ascendant
since 2000-06-17
Posts 5546missouri |
Kay...why? |
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Duncan Member Ascendant
since 2001-08-07
Posts 5455 |
I truly understand what you're writing about here, Paula...and though I love being in love, I tend to ask as you have, what's the point really. A few moments of what turns out to be imagined happiness? Sorry, it's been a bad day. |
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Paula Finn Member Ascendant
since 2000-06-17
Posts 5546missouri |
Duncan...email me if you want ok? |
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qtpieelmo Senior Member
since 2000-07-04
Posts 989Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY |
This is great--But everything happens for a reason--nothing is a total waste--you learn something from every experience (sometimes u learn the hard way, as I am now) But you can't let that stop u from loving--u have to take that chance sometimes & love completely, u never know what may come of it LOVE ELMO |
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Rosebud1229 Senior Member
since 2000-04-05
Posts 1813North Carolina |
Paula theres something about love we have no control over it. It happens, and somehow we must cope with it, though it's never easy. |
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leafseranade Member
since 2001-07-06
Posts 118Wisconsin, USA |
wow can I ever relate to this right now. I too have put myself out in the line and have been disapointed and felt rejection. I'm sure these feelings will pass but I bet it might take a while. Take care. |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Of course we are disappointed when it doesn't turn out as we like...and there can be a very dark period of regrets...but I love the opportunities and the lessons learned...and I have to hope that someday it will all come together...James |
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