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Dark Poetry #3

Now I know

Ginners
Member

since 2000-07-22

Posts 339
Mullica Hill, New Jersey

0 posted 2001-08-25 01:08 AM

At first I missed you too much to explain,
Three nights when all I did was listen to The Cure and cry,
Smoking cigatettes and starring at the moon,
Waiting for a falling star so i could wish for you,

Then slowly I began to enjoy my nothiing,
Sleeping soundly without a sencond thought,
Not wanting anything but my silence,
Forgetting what it was like to have you near me,

When I realized you were coming home soon,
For a moment I was happy beyond words,
But I couldn't remember why I missed you,
All I could think was how easy noting had become,

Now you will be home tomorrow afternoon,
And I don't even care anymore,
I know that nothing will ever be the same,
You left and I found myself again,

Now I finally know how you always felt,
When I would have to go away,
The lonliness and the nothingness that is yourself,
And how can I forgive myself for that?

"I'll build a wall if we can keep them on the other side"-NIN
"There is no always forever"-The Cure
"Even the losers get lucky some times"-Tom Petty

allis4angel
Member

since 2001-04-10

Posts 82
Portugal

1 posted 2001-08-25 08:28 AM

Sometimes I'm out for days.
So, thank you for the advise.

Very nice.

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

2 posted 2001-08-25 05:04 PM

Wow This is great--I have been sitting on my roof smoking every night wishing on every star that my boyfriend will come back

This gives me hope that soon the pain won't be so hard LOVE ELMO

[This message has been edited by qtpieelmo (edited 08-25-2001).]

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