Dark Poetry #3 |
Frozen |
Allysa
since 1999-11-09
Posts 1952In an upside-down garden |
You've left me with no choice, then to just leave you alone, no way of holding on to you, you've pulled yourself away, and I'm frozen. I'm plotting a way back in, to fill the hole in your heart, to make you realize that you need me, to make you shut up when you say you don't. You don't understand how you make me feel, you don't understand how I'm frozen, in this mask I've made for myself, this place I've created for myself, my own little prison of hell. I'm plotting my own plan, a plan that'll bring you back to me, that'll make you crawl back on your knees, but I don't need you, I only want what I can't have. I've started to realize something, I have no need for you, there's other guys who want me, I just have to make you realize that you're not the only one who wants to touch me. I'm plotting a plan that could hurt you, and it could hurt me too, but I'll risk it all just to get you back, just to hold the warmth of you in my heart, to become unfrozen. Someone once taught me that it doesn't matter what other people think of you as long as you like yourself. That's what I live by. |
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allis4angel Member
since 2001-04-10
Posts 82Portugal |
Very nice. Hope your plans get you where you want. |
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Jenn Cirrincione
since 2000-07-02
Posts 2107Fl |
Wow.. very emotional. Hope it all works out. BE careful toying with ppl..ok? Jenn |
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Jessica
since 2001-06-28
Posts 350South AL |
Alyssa ~ I see you are taking either AF or Acire's suggestions. Just be careful dearie, when and if you do get him back you may find that you really do still want him. You might end up breaking your own heart in the end. I liked the poem very much but it isn't your best. Keep me updated, okay? ~Jess |
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