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Star T
Member

since 2002-07-12

Posts 182
Philadelphia, US

0 posted 2005-06-06 05:48 PM

I sit here thinking
Of love and its friend…pain.
How close those two are
Cant but fill me with anger.

Anger? yes because I love
And I’m in pain.
This hurt is burning so deep
And nothing seems to fill

This hole that has been dug
It just seems to be biting like a bug
A pest kind of bug
That just sucks the living day light
Out of its giving host.

And when again I think of love and pain,
I find myself begin to regret
But I stop that line of thought
For all that has transgressed,

The feelings that have been shared,
Have not been without a cause,
Though now it does seem like a curse.

A curse,
Irrevocable.
The judgment has been passed,
I’ve been condemned to a lifetime
of loving you.

What then am I to do?
The prison I was put,
Has no light, no hope.
But it does have one thing;
four walls of entrapment.

When I was in the free world,
I couldn’t live,
Now in this cage, I can’t either,
even if I wanted to.

But as I dwell in this mind-cage,
I realize I am my own judge,
Sentencing myself,
To my own misery of a love doomed not to reap good fruit.

Seeds have been sown
I have been as a gardener taking care of the fields,
But yet, the seeds decay.
How so, isn’t it “what u sow u will reap?”

But the truth then came to me,
That for there to be a harvest,
The sowing had to have been done right.

With u and I,
It was special,
Different, Exciting.
But all the seeds that we sowed,
The fertilizer and the water we gave to it,
Helped to reap nothing.

All because,
We had the right seeds but we couldn’t see clearly,
That we had something wrong,

It was winter…who grows pears in winter?
Jesus died that you might live...accept that and u shall be saved.

Jesus died that you might live...accept that and u shall be saved.

Marge Tindal

Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-06

Posts 42384
Florida's Foreverly Shores

1 posted 2005-07-05 06:58 PM

StarT~
Please accept my apology for not having replied to this sooner~
Sometimes life just gets in the way of my time at the computer~

Love ... the emotion that gives us the most joy ... and sometimes, the most pain~

A write with genuine feeling~
Thank you ... hope you come visit again~
*Huglets*
~*Marge*~

~*When the heart grieves over what it has lost,
the spirit rejoices over what it has left.
- Sufi epigram <))><

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Juju
Member Elite

since 2003-12-29

Posts 3429
In your dreams

2 posted 2005-07-05 10:52 PM

I like this. It flows nicely

Juju - 1.) a magic charm or fetish 2.)Magic 3.)A taboo connected woth the use of magic

The dictionary never lies.... I am magical (;

Joyce Johnson

Member Rara Avis

since 2001-03-10

Posts 9912
Washington State

3 posted 2005-07-05 11:50 PM

Welcome. i guess we were all busy over the holiday. Almost missed this. Joyce

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