Open Poetry #8 |
Endless Game |
Xeonox
since 2000-04-01
Posts 1764CA, USA |
Love is an endless game, which I am a player for a long time, Most of the time I lose, You ask why do I continue to play. I am addicted to the thought of finding someone, finding the right one, When my turn ends, I feel the same remorse I have felt before I feel cheated, Again I get over it and I am back in the game, using the same moves as I enter the realm of love, When it seems like I have reached the end, only to find myself on the wrong end, I win for a short time, but I eventually have to face reality, Now I have refined my moves, thus getting better result, but I am so use to losing that now I lose on purpose, This game that I always wanted to win, Now I do not even care whether I win or lose, All I want to do is play it over and over again Many have conquered and many have lost in this love game, but never have made it a part of oneself, I play not for keeps, nor for proof of myself worth, I play for the hell of it, It gives me something to do, something to look forward to in my free time, it gives me purpose to continue writing, I cannot quit playing, not now I am involved in too deep, I have made it a one-way street, Now I look ahead for the next time I get to play this game Ronil (What I say I live by and what I live by is what I create). |
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Jeremiah Johnson Senior Member
since 2000-06-08
Posts 1223Brooksville, Fl, U.S |
i don't feel the same way you do i want that true love but enjoy the way you play now so more respect to you. great stuff. I'm a dying romantic and when i can no longer write i can no longer live -Jeremiah Johnson- |
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Xeonox
since 2000-04-01
Posts 1764CA, USA |
We all have dark sides you know. LOL Ronil (What I say I live by and what I live by is what I create). |
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Paula Finn Member Ascendant
since 2000-06-17
Posts 5546missouri |
theres nothing wrong with playing as long as ALL the players know its a game...to play with anothers heart is a very bad thing to do... never say never |
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