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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland 
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I long for happiness unknown, Long for strong foundations in my life, No longer can I be so alone, Yes it seems my life is ruled by strife. I am so feeble, Cannot spell or write, Cannot help others, In their hardships or fights. I am too weak to be a support to anyone else, Ooh it might scare me, I can't handle things myself, And I'm certainly not good enough to leave this house. I am not to enjoy myself, I don't deserve something to look forward too, I have no say in anything, That concerns my family it's true. I wanted this? I think not, I wanted a life, Not to be stuck in the rot, Not a life force draining reality. You can say what you want, But I can see the evidence, You'd have me believe I'm a nothing, So I won't bother with my defence. I won't hope, I won't dream, I want fantasize or escape this reality, I'm doomed to a nothing subexistance, No highlights or glory or happiness for me. I'll tell you this...... No eternal reward will forgive us now for wasting the dawn..... ~Isis~ (Goddess - Sovereign of the Spirit) |
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brian madden Member Elite
since 2000-05-06
Posts 4374ireland |
Isis, it don't seem like things are going your way. You can say what you want, But I can see the evidence, You'd have me believe I'm a nothing, So I won't bother with my defence Ok I will say something, because I used to believe that life was mainly dark but now I have seen the other side. There is nothing I can say to ease your pain, only you can do that. I hope you find the way. a powerful poem. On a certain level I can relate to your words. Only a few years ago did I discover that I had worth, that my life meant something. I am too weak to be a support to anyone else, Ooh it might scare me, I can't handle things myself, And I'm certainly not good enough to leave this house. I hope you find the light, if you want to talk you know my e-mail. lots of love, brian  Lots of love < !signature--> ------------------------ "Take nothing but pictures. Leave nothing but footprints. Kill nothing but time". Baltimore Grotto "To be nobody-but-yourself-in a world which is doing its best night and day, to make you everybody else - means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting." E.E Cummings. Faster- manic street preachers I am an architect, they call me a butcher I am a pioneer, they call me primitive I am purity, they call me perverted Holding you but I only miss these things when they leave I am idiot drug hive, the virgin, the tattered and the torn Life is for the cold made warm and they are just lizards Self-disgust is self-obsession honey and I do as I please A morality obedient, only to the cleansed repented *I am stronger than Mensa, Miller and Mailer I spat out Plath and Pinter I am all the things that you regret A truth that washes that learnt how to spell The first time you see yourself naked you cry Soft skin now acne, foul breath, so broken He loves me truly this mute solitude I'm draining I know I believe in othing but it is my nothing Sleep can't hide the thoughts splitting through my mind Shadows aren't clean, false mirrors too many people awake If you stand up like a nail then you will be knocked down I've been too honest with myself I should have lied like everybody else * chorus So damn easy to cave in, man kills everything (x4) ----- [This message has been edited by brian madden (edited 06-11-2000).] |
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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland |
Thanks Brian, I am ok, this is a negative force in my life sure, but two years ago I discovered my self, my values, my worth, my destiny, my place in this world. I will NOT lose that, this is only what others would have me believe, I don't and won't!! Thanks hon I'll tell you this...... No eternal reward will forgive us now for wasting the dawn..... ~Isis~ (Goddess - Sovereign of the Spirit) |
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Sven
since 1999-11-23
Posts 14937East Lansing, MI USA |
Indeed Isis!!! You must go on!! And indeed you will my kindred. . . find your destiny!! Superb poem. . . ----------------------------------------------------- That which gives light must endure burning --Victor Frankl |
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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland |
I try to just get sidetracked along the way I'll tell you this...... No eternal reward will forgive us now for wasting the dawn..... ~Isis~ (Goddess - Sovereign of the Spirit) |
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Joel the wolf Senior Member
since 2000-04-06
Posts 1333Angels Camp |
Side tracked is ok it adds flavor to our lives, hell kid if we walked straight all the time it would be a very boring world. love ya kid. Joel. I howl a mournful song, that echos within my chambered heart, for all to read? nay for all to feel. |
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