hi everyone. im new to this so...i dont quite get it but ill try. it isnt very good im in a block

With eyes closed, ears blistered I feel
no pain, its not that it isnt their anymore
i just cant feel it
I call out your name in the inky sky but all
I get is the silence, a rumbling silence
you left me alone, my one bestfriend, decided
life wasnt what u needed anymore, but it was
what u hated
The anger I want to scream is stuck somewhere
between my heart and my head, wishes dont help
dreams keep me up walking up in a cold sweat
wondering what im still doing here,maybe it was
your path to leave me all alone, to let me suffer
you promised me a thousand promises and broke
every one, you arent my friend anymore, your just
bones
but forgive me friend,i still love you and I
cant quite hate you because you are all I wanted
and all I had in a world filled with hate.

Regina
aka Ina