Open Poetry #6 |
A Glimpse Into Insanity (Love Makes Me Crazy) |
SorrowsMystress Member
since 2000-04-01
Posts 178I'm a wanderer, a nomad...I don't live in one particular area, Just wherever I end up. |
A Glimpse Into Insanity(Love Makes Me Crazy) Always the hunted Cry, girl, cry I thought of you in this way Don't feel pity, it only makes me guilty The pain I feel when you want her The power I feel when I **** you Far away and long ago I froze these eyes of salty tears To drown you out and hide my fears And break you down Farther down Than I could ever be Sinister grins and sultry eyes Summon me to your wicked ways The anguish is gone but the bitterness stays And I could care less anymore My body so used and sore And after all I don't regret All of the things that I forget You wish for death, so let it be I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I HATE ME And after all.... I'm a sweet, sweet girl With the Devils smile I liked you and the way you were But for some reason I still can't see How changing you would mean changing me When the hell will I ever learn Hidden behind your smile and deep concern Is a fallen angel in disguise Decieving me with your beautiful lies You make me want to kill myself By feeding me pain and all your filth You made me what I am today The cynical girl you love to hate But you'll find me here In my latent world Still your little whore Still your little girl And how many times must I plea Before you stop and follow me Out of the darkenss and discontent Where there's no need to forgive or repent You're the perfect drug, my heroin I am the catholic, you are my sin When I'm with you, I can't resist Temptation strikes, only lust exists "It was my love that did us both to death. " -Sylvia Plath |
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poetFemmeFatale Member Elite
since 1999-07-25
Posts 2646Arkansas |
Wow, I read alot of pain and frustration in this...sounds like it would do you good to move on to someone else who REALLY loves you, and doesn't just use you. You deserve better than that. Painful poem, but good! |
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SorrowsMystress Member
since 2000-04-01
Posts 178I'm a wanderer, a nomad...I don't live in one particular area, Just wherever I end up. |
Thanks for your concern! But I must tell you, I wrote this months ago about an ex boyfriend. The poems I write of love and happieness...those are inspired by my recent boyfriend...who treats me like a queen, even though I feel I totally don't deserve it. I have moved on from those who choose to break my heart and my soul repeatedly...but thank you very much for your kind words, they really mean a lot to me! "It was my love that did us both to death. " -Sylvia Plath |
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