The magic little box

I sit and I wait
when will it come
The little message of fate

I see the small box
It's requests my acceptance
I can hardly contain myself

I know on the other end
waits what I need
what I crave
the cure to my bad day

The messages fly by
we speak of things unspeakable
I relax with a sigh
For she is what I need
my diamond in the rough

Oh So I wish I could be
be with her
holding her
loving her

To feel her hand resting in mine
feel the pain flow away
I know the time will come
but so far away is that day

I yearn for her
to sit with her
to sing with her
to kiss her

quickly I dial
fumble with the numbers
to hear her words
to hear her laugh
to hear her sing
I sign with releaf
my problems are solved

or so I think.

the dial tone sounds
I dread this moment
why does she have to go
I need to see her but I can't

Who am I fooling
How much longer can I last
have love dangled in front of your face
but it disappears so fast

This is the first poem I've ever really written.. I know it's not that great.. it's not every very poem like.. I"m only 14/male here and never really had a very good time writing them.. but when I fell in love that helped..   I've written a few more poems shortly after I might post..  I just wanted a little feedback is all.  I am very much in love with her.. we met on the internet about 2 and a half years ago.. and fell in love about a half a year ago.. I talk to her on the phone and I'm going to California to meet her in the summer