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Michael Auguste......New Update... 12/25/04
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Martie
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Member Empyrean
since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California 
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Michael called me this morning after his appointment with the oncologist. It wasn't easy for him to give the news that wasn't good...the doctor gave him 9 months to live. They also said that radiation could not be used, but chemotherepy could and might prolong his life a couple of more months. He is considering the chemo option, but thinks he would rather not have the side effects on his quality of life. Again, I wish this was better news. I know Michael appreciates all of your support with replies and your thoughts and prayers. Keep it up...it really does help him. Hugs! |
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Goodknight Member Elite
since 2002-06-15
Posts 2386Ohio, USA |
lots of thoughts and energy going your way Michael and to you too Martie as you share news with us from Michael - Paul |
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GG Member Elite
since 2002-12-03
Posts 3532Lost in thought |
  He was a man of sorrows |
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Nightshade 
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Thankyou Martie for updating us. Michael, don't give up dear man. Only God can say how long we have on this earth school. Doctors can only guess. I will continue praying for you and holding you in my heart. Hug, Chris  |
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muted
since 2004-01-15
Posts 2949Elapsing, Eclipsing, Evolving |
 time is precious no matter how much of it we have. take it dear man, and run with it. our hearts are with you |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Martie I appreciate you passing on this update. Dearest Michael, Sometimes life seems to fall apart a little at a time, and we want to fold up our dreams and put them away. Then from somewhere inside, there comes a song of courage and we know we can never give up. Hope is that song we sing to ourselves. Although it may be difficult to hear, it is always there for us, deep within our hearts. Please remember I am holding you close in thought and prayer. ~Hugs & Love, Nancy~ |
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LoveBug
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Member Elite
since 2000-01-08
Posts 4697 |
Michael... know that God holds us through everything. Personally, when I go through bad times (which pale compared to yours) it is enough for me to know that He has it all in His master plan. He loves you, and He is always there. He gave you what you need to get through this, and He will lead you home when He sees fit. Don't dispair, and don't be afraid. Know that I'm praying for you... Oh, make me Thine forever |
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1slick_lady Member Ascendant
since 2000-12-22
Posts 6088standing on a shadow's lace |
so very sad |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Michael, |
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Greeneyes
since 2000-09-09
Posts 9903In Your Poetic Mind |
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scorpio Member Ascendant
since 2002-10-02
Posts 5178right...there |
My prayers and thoughts go out for you, Michael. believe in what your heart feels... |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
 that's not fair!damn! just damn! |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
Posts 3953By the sea |
Chemo only offers me another two or three months at best and radiation is no longer an option. I'm very, very ill, much more so than I generally let on. According to the doctors I may hang on as long as nine months and chemo may offer me as many as three more, but it's not looking good, dear friends. They just missed it the first time around and now it's spread beyond control. I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am, or how hard it is to give my goodbyes to friends and family at this point. Also, I can't begin to understand how to tell my only child, just 15, how serious it has become, though I've told him that I'm likely to die now, anytime within the next mine months, or less. Even so, I still try to carry on life as normally with him as I've always done so, even though the *normal* times of father and son seem to be quickly diminishing because of health and continuing memory and weight loss. I go many days without being able to eat, rarely get more than an hour of sleep in days at a time and am only barely to keep down a cup of water a day now, if that. I can't even rest now, not even in bed. Thank you for your prayers and replies. More than ever, they are helping me now. Michael The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Dark Angel Member Patricius
since 1999-08-04
Posts 10095 |
love and prayers are on the way Michael. |
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Denise
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-08-22
Posts 22648 |
Michael, I'm so very sorry that the news was bad. I pray that you and your son and family and friends are comforted at this time by the knowledge that God will be walking with you and them through this valley of tears. One day He will dry all our tears and we will have no more reason for crying ever again. (((HUGS))) |
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Tais Member
since 2004-01-28
Posts 92Ontario, Canada |
Dear Michael, Yes, please continue to have Faith. Love and Faith never die, and never fade. When you leave your life in God's hands, you need not worry about destiny. He will do what needs to be done. Many people have been cured by their love and Faith in God. And many others have not, but because of their love and faith in God, they knew they were in the best hands possible...even if it meant that it was time to go....they knew they would go into God's arms. Are there better hands to leave one's life in, than God's hands? We are all born to one day go into eternal life. There is no exception...we all will one day or another. A blessing before this passage is being able to say to the ones we love, "I love you", and "I'm sorry", and "I admire you" and "Thank you"..."I forgive you", and many more love sentences. There are people who don't get this chance, they go suddenly - in an accident, or other instant, non-expected unfortunate events. Yes, a blessing is to have the time to know when this time is...and be able to live the love needed. The best thing we can leave a child of ours is: love, guidance to a wonderful and happy life, teach forgiveness, compassion and wisdom. To teach a child the priorities of life, is to give him/her a happy future. Material things can be gone from night to day...but love never fades and never dies. My mother and my sister had cancer. They also had several months to live the love they needed to live, and wanted to live. Those last months of their lives was a blessing because they knew the true meaning of life and love. Yes, we all prayed and had Faith that they would get better and be able to live many more years...but God thought it was best that He take them. So they went into God's arms...to where we will all go...someday, sometime. Michael, don't lose hope and faith...and leave your life in God's hands. We will never understand the 'why's' of God's decisions...but if we have Faith, we know He will be there to hug us on this passage. If we get healed and live more years on this earth, we cannot forget the true meaning of life and love and give thanks. Everyone, before leaving their house in the morning, when waking up in the morning, should give thanks for another day and make that day shine with love and forgiveness...that is what will make us happy, no matter what happens around us. Because we never will know, when this day will come. But like I said, those who do know this day, have the blessing of being able to live until then, in love, thanks and forgivenss. God bless you my friend, every second of your life. You are in my prayers as well. Tais |
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Kit McCallum
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Member Laureate
since 2000-04-30
Posts 14774Ontario, Canada |
Michael ... you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Please check your e-mail. |
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suthern
since 1999-07-29
Posts 20723Louisiana |
Michael: I was so hoping the news would be better... Be strong, my friend... my prayers are with you. |
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Opeth Senior Member
since 2001-12-13
Posts 1543The Ravines |
Hey Mike... don't give up the ship... Now that you have seen the white in its eyes - it is time to fight even harder! I am hoping for you, man! |
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Charisma
since 2000-09-30
Posts 5906lost in blue pages |
Praying for you and your son, may God bless you with strenght, hope and lighten your path with love. I wish I knew some words to say, but somehow they wont show up. But do know that you will be in my prayers and thoughts as I really ache with you. (((warm hugs))) Charisma |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Dear Michael, I am holding you in my heart and prayers. May Our Lord of Heavens give you His touch of love and healing power. Trust and relax in Him. We don't know all the answers, but we know of His love. And this is enough to trust. I wish you could eat a little and gain some strength again, so that you will be able to rest and to feel serene in spite of the bad news. Love and hugs. Margherita |
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SmartChick Member Rara Avis
since 2001-09-23
Posts 7081On A Journey To The Unknown |
I am so sorry to hear this. Michael, I wish you the very best. |
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NewEnglandlazurlu Member Rara Avis
since 2002-01-04
Posts 7470A Mountain Paradise |
Michael this news is hard to read and I am so sorry. However, don't lose hope and know and my heart goes out to you along with my prayers and the prayers of everyone here at PiP. Our prayers are storming Heaven for you dear man. Hugs for healing, Marti |
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KristieSue
since 2003-01-31
Posts 1460PA, US |
Michael, They told my father's best friend the same thing almost 20 years ago. He went on to live for 6 more years. When he passed, he had fulfilled his purpose here on earth. He is still greatly missed, but we were grateful for the extra time. Miracles are a wonderful thing Michael, and I will pray for one for you... God Bless... |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
 I didn't read this thread until tonight, Martie. This is a very sad post.Michael, I'll be emailing you tonight. I believe you and Chris will have many many more quality moments together, and hope the pain and memory loss does not keep you from sharing every possible second you have available. |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
Posts 3953By the sea |
Cancer may not take me out. It may be dehydration and starvation that will do so at this point. I know I'm fighting the doctors about admitting me, but thank GOD I still have fight! In a way, it's kind of neat, because we're not often told how much longer remains of our lives. Unfortunately, having a better mind, memory, would sure go a long way now in order to help me make the right choices, especially, if it's going to be over in less than a year. Yes, I've finally accepted the fact that I'm now dying. That was very hard for me, so damned hard! My mother, father, youngest brother are in Heaven, both of my grandparents, but I still have so much will to fight. I feel that a day, week, even months would be of great value to me now to help raise my son into the best man he could ever be, to teach him the *true values* in life, not the dumb ones that I chose. I've always tried to teach him a love of God, belief in himself and respect for women. I've tried to teach him that no matter what career he eventually chooses, that I'd support him 110 percent, that I've never expected him to be a clone of myself. He is who he is and I'll support him totally and without question. I ask now that you pray for Chris, not for me, as he is needing the strength now that's so hard for me to provide these days. Pray for my son, friends, that he'll find a way of overcoming the loss of his best friend, his daddy. My best friend was also my daddy. God bless you all and please never go a single night without hugging your children, letting them speak uninterrupted, listening to what you may think is just silliness, though to them, it never is. Believe in your precious children and know that they always believe in you. Hug them, love them, get off the phone, turn off the tv and computer. Spend your time with them. They need you. God bless, Michael The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
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Michael, you are a treasure. I'll keep you in my heart forever as I know many of us will. Prayers will never cease, but only grow louder and more persistent. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Beyond the blue, there can be heard a quiet whispering of comfort. It is the sound of love. Holding you in thought and prayer.. |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
 Hugging you close to my heart & praying for both you and your son. |
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Tais Member
since 2004-01-28
Posts 92Ontario, Canada |
Dear Michael, Your son, Chris is in my prayers as well. We can see, by the words in your post, that the light of God is shining upon you...with so much love. God bless you, every second of your life. Tais |
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Justbleu Member Elite
since 1999-08-31
Posts 3329Oregon, Originally From Alaska :) |
Michael, I admire your strength and courage. I will be praying for you and I will also pray for your son. God is with you alwayz.  Your passions family is here too!!!! Take Care and God Bless!!!!! Bridgette "Somewhere, somehow, it should be possible to touch someone and never let go again. To hold someone, not for a moment but forever." Unknown |
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hoot_owl_rn Member Patricius
since 1999-07-05
Posts 10750Glen Hope, PA USA |
Michael, Know that both you and your son are in my thoughts and prayers. Sometimes faith and hope are so much more powerful medications then anything anyone in the medical profession can prescribe for us. Don't lose sight of either. Hugs, Ruth |
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Riley
since 2002-07-18
Posts 1038in the pouring rain |
Micheal, i have been following this post for a while...and just now thought to post a reply. i admire your courage to no extent. as a young child..i feared death above all. i always thought if i prayed hard enough God would let me live forever. but i saw...through other people that i couldn't live forever. no matter what. and it always amazed me how people accepted death...and only wanted prayers for another person close to them and not for themselves. you are another one of those people. i admire your strength...and prayers are there for your family...and your son. God Bless, riley i'm sitting in the dark....waiting... |
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HopeS Member Elite
since 2000-12-22
Posts 4596Perth Western Australia |
Michael I am suppose to be a poet , but at times like this I seem to be lost for words , I am full with so much emotion , I wish I could send strength across the ocean , but please know you are in my thoughts daily Hope |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Michael, you are love personified. You are a living angel and you are a beloved member of our poetic family. I admire your strength and courage in accepting what may appear as the inevitable, but as a nurse and a spiritual healer, I have seen and been a part of miracles. As the saying goes, "It ain't over until it's over!" God bless you, your son and all of your other loved ones. May you and your family be surrounded by the loving, healing, protective light of the angels. Love & Rainbow Lights, Linda |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Dear Michael, your words are so full of love and touch me deeply. I hold you and your son close in my heartprayers. I treasure your wisdom. Love and hugs. Margherita |
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Goodknight Member Elite
since 2002-06-15
Posts 2386Ohio, USA |
Michael - so many people send you energy and their own energy is fed by your strong words. A part of you will remain in many for a long time - Paul |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
Posts 3953By the sea |
I honestly can't fit on the pedistal you create for me. Not only am I not worthy, but I have a terrible fear of heights, LOL. In the morning my nephew's wife is taking me to the Social Security board to see if they'll FINALLY give me disability. It won't happen, however, I already realize that, so feel like it's a waste of time. I've been turned down twice before, even with an attorney, so this will be no different. I wish I had some good news for you, but I've only grown weaker, less able to keep down liquids and once again, days without so much as a single meal. I ate three crackers tonight only to see them come back up. People want me to be strong, which is good advice. What they don't know is that I'm fighting with all that is in me now, ALL that is in me and yet still losing the battle. Still, I'll fight with everything I have so as not to lose. I was averaging one hour of sleep each night, but now that's even been stolen from me and something I can no longer depend on. What I have found I can still depend on is you and a few members of my family. There's still SO much hope in knowing that and it still gives me a great deal of joy. Joy, peace, hope, a willingness to fight, come from places we sometimes never thought they would. That's pretty cool!  The doctors have given up, but don't you do so. I'm still fighting, so you do the same, deal?  There is much heart in you, otherwise you couldn't be poets and share with the world what it should already know, that we're all the same, we all love, hurt, fear, have strength, fight back, have empathy, just give a damn! Yeah, that makes each of you very special. Yes, you ARE very special and never doubt that at all. Also, never doubt how much you've always been loved by myself and so many others. Write on, fellow hearts, write on the truth that we, as poets, always share openly and honestly to bless those around us. Hugs and God bless, Michael The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
I'll never give up on you |
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Poet deVine
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since 1999-05-26
Posts 22612Hurricane Alley |
Michael, there is a hospice near you that will help you. There is no charge and they will do everything they can to make sure you are able to get the care you need. I've given Martie the info on them, please contact them - they will help you without charge! If you like, I'll call them for you and have someone come to your house.... |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Michael, you are so special to al of us. I wish so much that we all lived closer to you. We love you, dear Michael. |
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inot2B Member Elite
since 2000-09-18
Posts 2205Arkansas |
Your words touch my heart, as one who has watched loved ones who have suffered the way you are now suffering. Why one has to suffer we do not know, but it does bring us together with our prayers and thoughts for you and your loved ones. Know that not only angels, but all of us here will keep close watch over you. |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Michael, Please listen to what PDV-Sharon is suggesting. There is support out there for you. Take it - you deserve it. I am still praying for you and hugging you in my heart. Hugs, Chris |
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muted
since 2004-01-15
Posts 2949Elapsing, Eclipsing, Evolving |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
Posts 3953By the sea |
I don't mean to embarrass them, but I spoke with Poet deVine and Mysteria tonight. They called me and it was SO great to hear from these two fine ladies and friends. Hey, they were even able to understand my voice, which is something my family has a problem doing these days, LOL! Praise GOD for them both, their talents, their real hearts showing at times when members of Passions needs such hearts. Bank on these ladies, they care! Hey, I care about them, so you'd sure as heck better, LOL! Thank you, both Sharons. Thank you! I wish I could have sounded better on the phone, but you know I did the best I could. You being here for me now actually made me cry, the first real tears I've felt in two months. Tears aren't always about weakness. Sometimes, you're just so touched that sometimes you just aren't able to convey such caring. You touched me, deeply, very deeply. Thank you, my friends. Michael |
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Greeneyes
since 2000-09-09
Posts 9903In Your Poetic Mind |
thinking about you....with gentle prayers....  ~~**~~ |
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Justbleu Member Elite
since 1999-08-31
Posts 3329Oregon, Originally From Alaska :) |
Keeping you in my thoughts and sending angel prayers still today!!!! "Somewhere, somehow, it should be possible to touch someone and never let go again. To hold someone, not for a moment but forever." A. Brink |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
quote: Profound truth. Yes, a profound truth, Michael. May I quote you? perhaps use that line in a new piece I've been working on but had not yet settled on a title? Heart hugs to you, dear artist and friend. I am offering healing thoughts on the winds each day for you, and beseeching the the waves to carry the same messages. Kacy |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
Posts 3953By the sea |
Kacy, Use any of my words or thoughts you think may help your own wonderful poetry, though I doubt that it would ever make it any more spendid than it already is. For those of you who don't already know, Kacy is a GREAT lady!!! Hugs and God bless, Michael |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
morning hugs, Michael thanks, it is nearly ready to post PS, the photos will be on their way later today |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
Posts 3953By the sea |
Kacy, I look forward to seeing them, thank you! Hugs, Michael The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Poet deVine
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since 1999-05-26
Posts 22612Hurricane Alley |
Well we have some encouraging news. Mysteria and I, after talking to Michael for a few minutes, were given permission to call a Hospice for him. I found a Hospice not too far from his house and Mysteria called them. It is the Spirit Of Living Hospice. She talked to the head of admissions and explained the situation and told her that Michael has many caring friends who are worried about him. The lady agreed to look into it for us. Later, she called Mysteria back and told her that Michael does qualify for assistanced at their Hospice. Michael gave her his wife's phone number at work and his wife, Mary, gave them permission to talk to Michael's doctor about where to go from here. She will followup with us when she has looked into this, talked to the Doctor and met with Michael. We'll keep you updated - keep the prayers coming! |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
BRAVO! you two ladies are great. What a compassionate dynamic team. Thank you for taking time to let us all know. |
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the_loner_23 Member Ascendant
since 2002-06-08
Posts 5479Jacksonville, Florida, USA |
Micheal you shall be in my prayers my friend. Cold hands means a warm heart |
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muted
since 2004-01-15
Posts 2949Elapsing, Eclipsing, Evolving |
oh fantastic! you are good friends indeed! thank goodness for those who "find a way" |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
You sweet, generous ladies have done the right thing. It is comforting to think that our dear Michael will get the perfect assistance he needs. Our Lord of Heavens enfold Michale with your love and healing power. Amen. Love, Margherita |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Sharon & Mysteria, that was a wonderful, caring gesture. I am so glad to hear that Michael has help near him. Thankyou both so much. Michael, you are still in my daily thoughts and prayers! hugs, Chris |
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Munda Member Elite
since 1999-10-08
Posts 3544The Hague, The Netherlands |
Michael, I can only pray you're getting the help you so much need at the moment. You and your loved ones are in my thoughts every day. Warm hugs from this side of the ocean. Munda |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
A little update ~ I spoke with the lady in Admissions at Spirit of Living Hospice as she called to tell me that they were meeting with Michael and his wife this week. So all we can hope is that Michael will be given the care he deserves after that meeting. She did suggest however that if anyone wished to know the outcome, or more details of the meeting, they should contact Mary, Michael's wife. I suppose for confidentiality reasons this is the proper protocol, so I would imagine that Martie will probably be doing that so I too will await hearing the outcome of that visit by Tanya, the hospice intake worker. I sincerely hope all is well. |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
Posts 3953By the sea |
Poet de Vine and Mysteria are what this caring *home* has always been about. Yes, it's a home, not just a bunch of personalites, strangers, but true hearts. The hospice visited yesterday and will be doing so again later in the week. They will be giving me a hospital bed for my room here and will be coming by to check on me, to see if there's any way they can make me more comfortable, be it medication, or just a friendly face, someone to talk with. I have to admit that I was impressed by their caring and felt they were very sincere. The hospice worker I met was only given 6 months to live and three years later is still here helping others who are in need. I feel, even though I don't know his faith, that He's doing God's work. I can't begin to tell Poet deVine and Mysteria just how much their caring is so much appreciated. They are both very great ladies, the best, the true heart of what's always made Passions the finest poetry site on the web. That caring and help is now helping to lessen some of the fears my family has been having, especially the fears of my only child, Chris. I applaud these wonderful ladies and friends. God made none any finer! It's true I'm dying, I've finally accepted that, but at least I'll be able to do so now with some dignity still left intact and not suffer as much as I would normally have had to. That in itself is an abolutely tremendous blessing. I DO have much fear, that's a given. I feel any of us would, especially those of us with young children. Even for those of us who believe in the Lord, dying is still a terrifying thing, but especially so when we're leaving behind a child we know we're not going to be able to raise into an adult. I'll never be able to spoil my grandchildren, because I don't have any yet. I'll never be able to teach my son to drive. I'll never see him with his first girlfriend. There's SO much I'll never get to see and it breaks my heart even thinking about it. Right now I'm not voicing these things to family, but only trying to survive and stay as strong as I can for as long as I can. I feel like a person on death row, but unlike death row, I'll not be given stay, after stay, after stay for execution. One night the lights will just dim and I'll be gone. I know that, can feel it now, no matter how hard I struggle against it. Still, I fight, I must! I only wish I was able to adequately convey just how much each of you have always meant to me and how much I've always loved this home of ours. God bless and thank you, my friends, Michael The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
Michael, you have done well here. We all love you and keep praying for you and the family. We know how you feel. The love is felt across the miles. I would trade places with you if I could. You are in my heart, and always will be. love, Dixie |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Michael, those were the most eloquent, soul-touching and heart-tugging words that I have ever read. I am so choked up right now that I can scarcely breathe. The power of Spirit is coursing through you and you have two devine and mysterious Sharon angels by your side! Thank goodness that they were able to get you the added help that you and your family need. Bright rays of sunshine do somehow manage to burst through dark clouds. Loves & healing hugs, Linda |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
~Still holding you in thought and prayer~ |
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Martie
Moderator
Member Empyrean
since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
I am so glad that you have hospice with you now, Michael. I know this organization is made of people with kind hearts and information that will help you. Thank you, Sharons, for making sure that they know about Michael. |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Holding you close in my heart Michael~ luv, Chris |
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Sadelite Member Elite
since 2003-10-11
Posts 2519 |
best wishes and prayers sent to MIchael, his family, and friends, Sadie |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Dear Michael, holding you in my heartprayers. Your words touch me deeply. May you overcome fear and rest your head on our shoulders, while trusting in Divine assistance. Much love and light. Margherita |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Dear Michael, I am so glad that the two Sharon's helped you with getting the Hospice arranged. They are a very caring and devoted group of people. I came into close contact with them a few years ago when Gary's Grandmother was so ill. Michael, my thoughts and prayers are with you every day. Heart hugs and love, Ethel |
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Dark Angel Member Patricius
since 1999-08-04
Posts 10095 |
Prayers and loving thoughts sent your way Michael. Sharon & Sharon... Bless you both  |
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Kahlil Senior Member
since 2003-04-12
Posts 1881 |
Thinking of you each and every day, Michael. ~K~ |
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muted
since 2004-01-15
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Trillium
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Michael: I have been reading along and leaving comments to those more eloquent than I, but you are always in my prayers, every day. Betty Lou Hebert |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
 Was watching the beautiful sunset and thought of you Michael. So, thought I would say Hi !! Hugs, Chris |
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Justbleu Member Elite
since 1999-08-31
Posts 3329Oregon, Originally From Alaska :) |
Just stopping by to say we are all still here!!!! HUGS, Bridgette |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Hi Michael, I thought that you might like to see a few pictures that I took of the sunset across the bay. Just wanted to let you know that you're still in my thoughts and prayers. Heart hugs and love, Ethel   |
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Titia Geertman Member Ascendant
since 2001-05-07
Posts 5182Netherlands |
I'm not a praying girl But in my thoughts you're safe and sound And look my dearest Poet friend Look what I have found This one is for you Michael Auguste /pip/Forum88/HTML/002934.html Like scattered leaves...my words will flow |
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Nan
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Posts 21191Cape Cod Massachusetts USA |
What wonderful gifts from our poets, Michael - Be well - Draw strength from all of our Passionate prayers and well wishes... |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Still praying Michael...and holding you close. |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Michael...I wanted to share with you, and anyone else that replies here, this lovely poem that Ed (Ratleader) wrote for you. /pip/Forum88/HTML/002954.html |
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Sadelite Member Elite
since 2003-10-11
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Martie, My brother-in-law had some experimental treatment where they did use radiation, however, they used experimental treatment- he was ninth in the world to receive this treatment. They used a gadget to place a gold behind the area the wished to use radiation with, so that the gold would prevent other tissue to be damaged. (This was done in Ohio at the Cleveland Clinic) He had another experimental treatment in Louisiana whereas the radioactive piggybacked on the chemo so that it could go throughout the body. I don't know if it's the same type cancer or not, but if you're interested in learning more, I'll pass along my sister's e-mail address so that she can give you info. Sadelite Michael, I'm sending some prayers your way. Sadie |
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NewEnglandlazurlu Member Rara Avis
since 2002-01-04
Posts 7470A Mountain Paradise |
Michael, as I was rereading the messages of love to you, I couldn't help think of Lyra, our own little Chipmunk. I'm sure she is watching over you and holding your hand. I can't pretend to know the extent of your feelings, but I want you to know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. with love and hugs, Marti |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
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I'm still here...praying |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Tuesday hugs Michael!! |
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Gentle Spirit Member Patricius
since 2000-10-09
Posts 13989 |
am here for you my friend. Peace and strength to you, prayers are always on wing....HUGS |
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LoveBug
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I continue to hold you up in prayer. I also pray for your son and family... I pray that they will feel the Lord the way I can see that you do. I pray that they will realize that there is no death for those who love Him, and that we will all be reunited someday. In the meantime, the Lord will care for them. Your son will have his Heavenly father at all times, even when you can't be where he can see you. I hope you can all take some comfort in that thought. Oh, make me Thine forever |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Still holding you close in thought and prayer. |
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GG Member Elite
since 2002-12-03
Posts 3532Lost in thought |
Still here, praying... Always, Alyssa He was a man of sorrows |
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Neeraja Senior Member
since 2002-06-22
Posts 812The Netherlands |
You're still in my thoughts and prayers too Michael |
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Sadelite Member Elite
since 2003-10-11
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still sending prayers here, too. Hope you feel better. Sadie |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
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has anyone heard any new news? |
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Dark Angel Member Patricius
since 1999-08-04
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Holding you close to my thoughts Michael. Maree. |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Hi friends....I just wanted to come back and let you all know how Michael is doing. He appreciates all your thoughts and prayers, but is finding it hard to be at the computer for long but he said he would try to come in here soon with a reply. He asked me to tell you all what he told me. He is weakening and feeling worse...and his problems with weight loss and not being able to eat or drink continue. He is also in more pain and is having difficulty breathing and talking. He spends much time in bed and has a hospital bed now. (he says it's hard) and also uses oxygen. A nurse comes in twice a week to see him from the hospice group. He would love to get emails....he feels like he has been deserted by his friends and family, so please write to him...even though he may not reply, I know it would give him a good feeling. He needs as many good feelings as he can get right now. Thank you for your continued support. This passions family is very special. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Martie~Thank you for the update, albeit not as hopeful as one would like to hear. Michael~You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers as I hold you close to my heart. Tender loving hugs to you dear man. |
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Greeneyes
since 2000-09-09
Posts 9903In Your Poetic Mind |
holding you close here to Michael....praying for you every day ~~**~~ |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Thanks Martie for keeping us posted. Michael - Keep the faith dear man. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Hugging you tight. Chris |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Michael, I'm still here too, holding you up in prayer, along with all your other Passions friends. I am going to send you an e-mail right now. and Ethel |
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HopeS Member Elite
since 2000-12-22
Posts 4596Perth Western Australia |
Michael please know your friends are here praying and thinking of you .... you are in my thoughts daily .. bless you Hope |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Dear Michael: I haven't checked in for awhile and I'm sorry. I have been praying for you every single day. I'm sorry to hear that you are weakening. There is so little one can say, but know that you are in my thoughts. I have just seen the beautiful painting you did of the sailing ship in a stormy sea. It's wonderful. My husband and I used to sail in the waters of Puget Sound and up through the San Juan Islands. We had a 36 ft. sailboat with a 55 ft. mast. It was an R-boat. Named the Riowna. Your picture brought back many wonderful memories. I will be back to say hi in a day or so. Someone here is always thinking of you and we are all keeping you in prayer. Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
You know Michael, the greatest thing about prayer is that the silence of it can be as loud as a thunderstorm if you just listen for it being sent by others, and feel the power in it. I am sure there is not a single day goes by that someone in here doesn't wonder how you are, and how you are doing. The problem being of course is that we all seem to forget to ask you?  So, it's good Martie and you are in contact and we can hear, but believe me when I tell you, we all care, and am sure many are praying for you. We are there with you if only in love, compassion, understanding, or lending our strength to you to carry on each day. In times of adversity, there is strength in numbers and you couldn't have bigger numbers than you have here. Sending you a gentle hug. |
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ThisDiamond Member Rara Avis
since 2002-02-22
Posts 9353Michigan, USA |
Hugs and Prayers Michael. TD |
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Kit McCallum
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since 2000-04-30
Posts 14774Ontario, Canada |
Martie ... thank you. Michael, you hang in there and know that a great big warm hug is being sent to you right this minute. I'll follow-up with an e-mail to you shortly. For now, just know that I'm thinking about you always, and sending loads of hugs and good thoughts your way. |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Here is the link to Michael's home page if anyone is interested in seeing his painting and poetry. http://members.tripod.com/~augustfire/index.html |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Martie, I'm sorry. I didn't see that you had put this here when I did the other one. Someone can move that post I made, if they want to. Hugs, Ethel |
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Bonnie j Senior Member
since 2003-06-27
Posts 1588Ohio |
I just found out earlier today of your illness. My heart and my tears are falling for you my dear fellow poet.I know you do not know me, but I am sending my heartfelt love your way here in Ohio. To you and your family God Bless. Love to you Bonnie J. |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Dear Michael, may you breathe easily and be pain free. The Angels are by your side. And our love surrounds and fills you. Hugs. Margherita |
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Bonnie j Senior Member
since 2003-06-27
Posts 1588Ohio |
Morning Michael Stopping in to say hello. Wishing you and your's a peaceful day. Love Bonnie J. aka Bon-Bon also and we must not forget.... The Chocolate Monster just flew in and gives you a great big sloppy Chocolate Kiss. |
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GG Member Elite
since 2002-12-03
Posts 3532Lost in thought |
Just wanted to stop by and leave a note and big We're still here Michael, and still praying. Wish I could be there with you... Always, Alyssa He was a man of sorrows |
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Martie
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You are all so special! I need to let you know that Michael is unable to access his computer right now...so, I read all your replies to him over the telephone the other night, and he was very touched. Thank you so much for your continued support. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Love you dear Michael!! I hope someone is reading you your emails!! And your web site guestbook. Please know my prayers are continuing. |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Martie: That is so kind of you. I have sent Michael a couple of personal e-mails, so I hope he gets to read them. Guess this is the best place to send him messages or on his site. I have been praying for him every day. Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
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Since he can't access his email...his home address or phone is the best way to reach him right now. Just email me and I'll send it to anyone who wishes. I will be gone though, from the 22nd to the 27th. |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
and you can get his number from me too.... I spoke with him today.... |
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Opeth Senior Member
since 2001-12-13
Posts 1543The Ravines |
I don't even know Mike... I only know of him from this website... and it pisses me off that he is dying. And no. you don't have to send this reply to him. Come'on Mike... pull through! [This message has been edited by Ron (04-21-2004 01:59 PM).] |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Michael, you have made this world a better place by what you have contributed to it! ~ Your generosity of spirit, your art, your poetry ~ and your son... God bless you both! Love and a big warm, comforting hug, Linda |
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Kit McCallum
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since 2000-04-30
Posts 14774Ontario, Canada |
Martie ... please check your mail for an e-mail from me. Thanks. Sending more hugs you way Michael. |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
Michael...I am always here thinking of you and your son and hoping the time you are sharing together brings you comfort. hugs Maureen |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
Saying hello, and sending a hug. Thanks Martie, for being Passions umbilical chord. |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Hi Michael: Just stopping by to tell you I have been praying for you and hope that you know how much everyone here cares about you! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Hello Michael...I just wanted you to know that I'm checking in on you. I wish so much that I could do it in person!! We miss you and your poetry so very much, Michael. With enormous love and great big hugs, Ethel |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Dear Michael, you are in my prayers. Know that you are never alone, at the level of the soul we are all One. Feel me reaching out and hugging you. Our love flows constantly into your heart. Close your eyes and visualize all our faces known and unknown sharing our smiles to lift you out of your loneliness. The Angels sit besides you holding your hands through this struggle. Love and light. Margherita |
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Charisma
since 2000-09-30
Posts 5906lost in blue pages |
My prayers and thoughts are still with you Michael? ((warm hugs)) love Theresia |
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*Alli4000*
since 2004-03-21
Posts 3188The World of Poetry |
Stay strong. I am praying and hope for the best for you. Love, Alli |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Hi Michael: Just want to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296 |
Michael, you most likely don't know me or remember me as I'm new here at PIP. You helped me bring some friends into the forum...Renee and JL...I heard about you last night from a friend and I'm so very sorry, but as all have suggested here, perhaps if we create a circle of prayer for you, our prayers will be answered...I will be thinking about you, and you'll be in my prayers every night, if there is anything at all I can do, please email me...just to talk or let you know there are many who care and love you...please keep the faith strong...all the administrators here at PIP have my email address...don't be shy or feel it would be an imposition. Sending along many prayers for recovery. Love Lee J. |
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Bonnie j Senior Member
since 2003-06-27
Posts 1588Ohio |
Morning Michael Stopping in to give you a hug from Ohio. Letting you know that I am thinking of you. Love and a bunch of hugs Bon-Bon |
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Sunshine
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since 1999-06-25
Posts 63354Listening to every heart |
Always keeping you within the circle, m'friend. |
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HopeS Member Elite
since 2000-12-22
Posts 4596Perth Western Australia |
forver in my thoughts Michael Hugs from Across the miles From australia Hope |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Michael: You are in my thoughts today, as always! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
And mine, too, Michael With heart hugs and love Ethel |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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Michael...just know that I am holding you in thought and prayer again today as everyday. |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
I talked to Michael this evening and wanted to let you know how he is. I'm sorry to say that he is getting worse. Although his pain is manageable, the rest of his problems are the same and without the nourishment that he needs...I am very worried for him. I told him how many of you have written here to give support and he was touched. He still cannot get computer access. I think I will copy the thread and send it to him by land mail. It makes him feel better knowing of your support. Thank you. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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Thank you for the update Martie.. we can always hope for brighter news... And we say no amen's.. because the prayers and hope will continue. |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
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Thank you Martie, I won't give up...I'll just pray harder...maybe even shout those prayers up there from my backporch...would you guys be interested in a prayer circle at 7:30 tonight, maybe if we all lift our voices together to God...well, perhaps it will help. If anyone is interested, I'll be on my back porch praying to God in Michaels behalf...please, join me if you can? Love Lee J. |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
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For Michael http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com/popup-frame.html Love hugs and prayers |
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Greeneyes
since 2000-09-09
Posts 9903In Your Poetic Mind |
still holding you close in thought heart and prayer....luv you dear friend.... ~~**~~ |
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Startime55 Member Elite
since 2003-04-05
Posts 2148Alberta, Canada |
YOU Words make you immortal upon this earth of flesh You touched our hearts and souls with talent clean and fresh Painting scenes of beauty on canvas of your life You’ve shared with us vision of joys amid the strife You’ve brought us hope and joy from a mind shining bright We wish to give you love through prayers filled with God’s light Our hopes and prayers are with you every day, Michael. May the angels of heaven hold you close and give peace to your heart and soul. Your light still shines brightly among us.((HUGS))) to you and yours from Startime…Karen |
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Gentle Spirit Member Patricius
since 2000-10-09
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Michael, please know you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Holding you tightly in his love....amen. |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
Hi everyone, I talked with Michael today and he wanted me to tell you all that he is so thankful for all of your prayers and well wishes. He says he is greedy and will take all he can get and more. As for an update, I hate saying this, because it breaks my heart.... he isn't doing so good. He threw up while on the phone with me. He says he threw up 11 times last night. He isn't keeping any food down or liquids. He is in a lot of pain. The only good note, he is going to a family reunion tomorrow, at least long enough to say hello to his family, then he is going right back home. I got to speak briefly to one of his sisters, who came over while we were talking. I am glad he has his family reunion, and hope he can be there long enough to see folks he wants to see. Please keep the prayers coming. It hurts to have someone I care so much about, in such pain. ~Susan |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Hi Michael: I understand you are going to a family reunion tomorrow. What a special day for you. Hope you get to visit with everyone if only briefly. I am sending my love and prayers. Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Kahlil Senior Member
since 2003-04-12
Posts 1881 |
As always, I hold you in my heart, Michael; surrounded by love and prayers. ~K~ |
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Neeraja Senior Member
since 2002-06-22
Posts 812The Netherlands |
What can I say my dear friend... what else can I do then including you in my prayers and ask the universe and all the angels to be with you to support you on this path... I will keep your son in my prayers too... |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Dear Michael, beautiful artist, you are in my heart and in my prayers. Feel the Angels holding your hands and whispering love into your ears. May you feel better! Love and big tender hugs. Margherita |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Good morning, Dear Michael. I am just dropping by to let you know that I am not letting go of you. I am holding you close to my heart and loving you. Let your mind rise above the pain and fly with your angels that are surrounding you with their loving energy and guiding Lights. Michael, you are not alone in your journey. You have a multitude of support from both the Earthly and celestial realms. God bless you and your son and all of the others who love and cherish you so very much. Love & Light, Linda |
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Sunshine
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since 1999-06-25
Posts 63354Listening to every heart |
Yesterday the wind had roared yesterday the rains fell fast.. Today I know a prayer will last Today I know a hug stays fast... This, the time, I say, is yours This, a moment, I am sure. |
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Justbleu Member Elite
since 1999-08-31
Posts 3329Oregon, Originally From Alaska :) |
Sending angel hugs your way still..... |
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Dee Member Elite
since 2000-08-19
Posts 2330Queensland, Australia |
Sea, please give Michael my love. (I have emailed him but not sure if he has been able to read it or not.) Tell him he is in my prayers, thoughts and heart. Thank you sweet, Dee x Stand straight and tall, not the reflection as others see you, but as you truely are. Clearwater |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
Oh Dee, hon, won't you call him? He'd so love to hear from you. He isn't getting his emails, his computer isn't on line. He has no way to read the emails....You can email myself or Martie to get his number. Love ya, me |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
I just spoke with Michael. I was happy to hear his voice stronger...also his frame of mind seemed more positive. He said he had not thrown up for two days...and was able to eat a little and keep water down. Yay!! I'm getting ready to send this thread to him by snail mail. I know he will really appreciate all your continued thoughts and prayers. For some reason, talking to him tonight...brought me more tears then usual...maybe just feeling hopeful for a little bit more time. He is so special! Hugs to you all! |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Oooh wonderful news Martie! Michael...I'm pleased to hear you are feeling a bit better today! Please know that I continue to hold you in my thoughts and prayers. Bigger hugs, Nancy |
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GG Member Elite
since 2002-12-03
Posts 3532Lost in thought |
So good to hear, Martie... Michael, I'm praying, and praying some more, You're in my thoughts and I just hope you have more better days. I know nothing is like normal now, but just know that people are changed by you and by all your strength. And for that, thank you Always, Alyssa He was a man of sorrows |
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Titia Geertman Member Ascendant
since 2001-05-07
Posts 5182Netherlands |
Just in case you never saw this:  This little fellow feels real safe Protective as his Ma will be I'll call him Augustin because I already have a Michael see Michael Auguste this one's for You!!! Born March 24 2004 at 14.30pm The Dutchie Titia Like scattered leaves...my words will flow |
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Nan
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since 1999-05-20
Posts 21191Cape Cod Massachusetts USA |
That's one strong and feisty little kid... Simply wonderful... Stay strong, Michael Auguste... |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Michael, Martie gave me that hug that you sent after she had read the poem I had written for you. Thank you, my friend! ~ and I am sending a humongous one back to you! I had posted the poem in Open Forum 32, but I am going to key it into this reply so that it will be part of this thread for when Martie prints it out for you. It was good to hear that you were able to tolerate some food and fluids yesterday. I hope that you are able to do that today as well. Michael, I have many of my friends sending prayers up to God's Ear for you. When you think of all the people around the world praying for you, that is one mighty big voice for Him to hear!!! Here is the poem that I dedicated to you, Dear Michael. SPIRIT RAINBOWS +*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+ May angel love lift spirits high, Above your woes and pain, And sunshine warm a weary heart, And cares be washed by rain. But when the time does truly come, For your return back Home, Your soul will rise thru' Heaven's Gate, Where it is free to roam. An Eden full of Light and Grace, A place of joy and peace, A refuge from the storms of life, A place of sweet release. Music flows from harps of Heaven, Songs sung by angel choirs, Melodies caress one's spirit, As cherubs pluck gold lyres. Floral scents will feed your essence, Each breath will soothe your soul, Gone will be all pains and sorrows, God's Love will make you whole. All colours of His Spirit Rainbows, Will fill you up with Light, Gone will be your days of darkness, Gone will be your nights, May angel love lift spirits high, Above your woes and pain, And sunshine warm a weary heart, And cares be washed by rain. +*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+ God bless you, Marvellous Michael! Sending lots of love and a glorious rainbow of healing Lights, Linda, Your Earthy Little "Angel"! |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
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Michael, dear Michael....hello and good morning...please know that your in my thoughts and prayers, sending you a big big hug and the only song which comes to mind when I think of you..... It must have been cold there in our shadow to never have sunlight on your face you were content to let us shine, that's your way you always walked a step behind So, we were the one's with all the glory while you were the one with all the strength A beautiful face without a name'''for so long a beautiful smile to hide the pain Chorus Did you ever know that you're our hero and ev'rything we would like to be? We can fly higher then an eagle, cause you are the wind beneath our wings It might have appeared to go unnoticed, but we've got it all here in our hearts We want you to know we know the truth, of course we know it, We would be nothing with out you!~ Chorus Did you ever know that you're our hero, and ev'rything we would like to be?~ We can fly highter than an eagle, cause you are the wind beneath our wings Fly, fly, fly away, you let me fly so high oh fly, fly so high against the sky so high we almost touch the sky Thank you, thank you, thank God for you, the wind beneath our wings. |
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Kit McCallum
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since 2000-04-30
Posts 14774Ontario, Canada |
Titia ... that was fantastic! Wait till Michael sees his new little namesake! That's great!  Martie, thanks so much for keeping us updated. Michael ... always thinking about you, my friend, and holding you dear to my heart. I'm glad to read you had a few stronger days there. Take care of you ... |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
I send a hug on angel's wings At least that is my goal. Each of us is with you now To hopefully warm your soul. I send a kiss on summer's breeze To land there upon your cheek, Along with it comes my strength To help you be a less weak. I send to you some memories, A simple push of a button away. I hope your family reads to you Some blue pages on this day. Sending you a thought, a prayers, and all of the above Michael. ~*~ Today I'm only moving clouds, tomorrow I'll try mountains. |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
I was just looking over Michael's collection of poetry there in the archives...beautiful stuff...hope you all go back to read some |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Michael: I have been reading through the wonderful messages and poetry here, just for you. It would make a great little book! I hope you can see how much your are loved and missed! Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
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I just spoke to Michael...he is still sounding better...and eating and liquid still going down and staying...yay! I sent him all of these replies on Wednesday by snail mail. I know he will love reading them all when the mail arrives. Thank you all again for your continued support! |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
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Michael sorry to hear of your health condition, may our dear Lord take you in his arms and love you and care for you...he is there for us even when it seems like no others are...take care...keep writing...James |
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Sunshine
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Michael, this is good news, what Martie reports. I hope this continues for you. Miracles can happen...we just have to keep those windows open. |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
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Michael...good morning...so good to read Martie's news...thank God for her, for you and for your uncanny will...keep up the positive thoughts...know that your loved and we're all in there praying for you. I'm so happy to hear and so proud of you Michael...thank you for hearing our thoughts and prayers. God bless you and all those here sending you their good positive energy. Love to you and yours |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
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Dearest Michael, so happy to hear that you are able to eat and drink a little bit now. I will continue to pray for your strength & peace of mind. Always in my thoughts are you. Luv & Hugs, Chris |
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hoot_owl_rn Member Patricius
since 1999-07-05
Posts 10750Glen Hope, PA USA |
Michael, again I add my prayers to all these others. You are a fighter my friend, may God give you strength and courage to continue the fight. Every battle won is one step closer to winning this war that you fight. I pray for comfort when you need it most, solace when your overwhelmed, and the company of friends and family when you fear the night alone. Love and hugs, Ruth |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
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Wedensday, May 12, 2004 Hiya Michael, how are you doing, simply wanted to stop by and say hi...hope today is a good day for you...your in our prayers here in PA....please stay strong....positive and feel the love and harmony everyone is sending to you...we love you and wish you a great day... Take care and get better soon Hugs Lee J. |
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Greeneyes
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still holding you in prayers ~~**~~ |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
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thinking of you, Michael, praying each day |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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~Still holding you in thought and prayer Michael as I do everyday~ |
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muted
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Posts 2949Elapsing, Eclipsing, Evolving |
im here too gently sending smiles your way. |
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Denise
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Michael, I hope you are still doing better. You are in my thoughts and prayers always. (((HUGS))) |
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Trillium
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Hi Michael: I've been thinking about you and saying prayers, every day. Hope you are still getting along better. Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Greeneyes
since 2000-09-09
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any updates? ~~**~~ |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
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I am wondering if Michael is still accepting phone calls actually? Martie? Do you know if there is a particular time Mary prefers folks to call? Thank you, and if you read this to Michael first - tell him this is sure the biggest circle of healing I have ever seen! We stretch from one end of the continent to another and beyond with healing hearts. |
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Martie
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Hi all you wonderful people....I spoke with Michael yesterday...and he is still feeling better then he was a month ago. He is able to keep food and liquid down which is wonderful! There is an answering machine at the house, Sharon...they monitor calls and answer when it is appropriate, I think. I sent him by snail mail many of replies to this thread...he really enjoyed reading them...thank you! Also, I have seen him online...so his computer is working some of the time. Yay! Thank you for your continured support and for keeping this thread going. What a great family this is! |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Oh, dear Martie, it feels so good to read this good news! Dear Michael I continue to hold you in my heart and in my prayers. Have you ever heard of Saint Padre Pio? I have a picture of him hanging on the wall and when I am near I always ask him to help you in your struggle to recover your health. He was a Man of God and helped through his divine devotion many in their healing process. Wishing you to continue to feel better with every day. My love and hugs to you. Margherita |
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Neeraja Senior Member
since 2002-06-22
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You are still in my thoughts and prayers Michael... a big tight Dutch hug! |
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GG Member Elite
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Still praying for you here, too. And you're in my thoughts dear man... Hang on . . . Always, Alyssa Poems are made by fools like me, |
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Dark Angel Member Patricius
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Sending prayers and love Michael. Maree |
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Dee Member Elite
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I don't know what to say but I love you Michael. D Stand straight and tall, not the reflection as others see you, but as you truely are. Clearwater |
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Goldenrose Member Elite
since 2003-05-30
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You are in my thoughts and prayers too Michael...so glad to hear the good news...that you are eating and drinking now...we are all sending love so strong to see you through.... Goldenrose. ''There is no need for temples, no need for complicated Philosophies. |
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NewEnglandlazurlu Member Rara Avis
since 2002-01-04
Posts 7470A Mountain Paradise |
Hi Michael ... I have the use of my hubby's work computer today and I was reading through the notes to you. You are loved and thought about by so many here at Passions. I was glad to read that you are able to keep some liquids down and are feeling a bit better. We will be in our new home in New Hampshire at the end of June and I hope to be hooked back up to my computer by the first of July. I continue to pray for you each day and check into Passions when I am able. Hugs and storming Heaven with prayers, Marti |
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Bonnie j Senior Member
since 2003-06-27
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Good Morning Michael Reading through all these lovely notes and so glad to hear you are able to drink a little nutrition. Letting you know you are always in my thoughts and a prayer within my heart. Sending you a basket filled with love. Many hugs and love coming your way. BonBon  |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
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Martie, it was such happy news to read your update and hear of Michaels strength. It is also wonderful to know that he was able to read all of the threads in here, sending many encouraging words. Thank you Martie And Thank you Michael for your strength...a little more each day will eventually get us to where we're going Right? So keep it up and know that your in my thoughts and prayers...love, hugs and smiles to you and yours. Lee J. |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
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Thinking of you, dear Michael and wishing you to feel well, continuing to improve. Yesterday I went to a Sanctuary "Madonna of the three fountains" and included you in my prayers. Lots of love and hugs, Margherita |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
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Hi Michael: What good news to learn you are getting some strength back and have been able to read all these loving messages. You are never far from thought and prayer! Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
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Hello! Michael, it is good to read that you are gaining strength and eating/drinking again. There is much paint left in your brushes that only you can release onto the canvas of life.  |
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Justbleu Member Elite
since 1999-08-31
Posts 3329Oregon, Originally From Alaska :) |
Hi Michael I hope this reply still finds you doing better. I'm happy to know you are able to eat and drink more now. Still sending angel hugs and prayers your way. Take Care, Bridgette |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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Just popped in to say good Sunday morning to you Michael. Still praying for you and holding you tight. Hope you are still taking in some nourishment. ~Love & Hugs, Nancy~ |
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Trillium
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Dear Michael: I am wondering how you are and if you are still gaining a little every day? I sincerely hope so. Many people are praying for you and thinking of you. Hopefully, you can feel that! Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
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It's Sunday evening and I am thinkin' about you Michael. Hugging you in my heart and praying you will get stronger. luv, Chris |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
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Hi, Michael! Earth Angel just flying by to give you a bunch of angel hugs 'n kisses!  EA |
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Sunshine
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Special wishes for a lovely day, Michael. I hope you are getting these messages, and know that we continue to keep you tight in our thoughts and prayers. |
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Bonnie j Senior Member
since 2003-06-27
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Hi Michael Dropping in to say hello. Here's hoping you had a good day today. We've had a beautiful day here in Toledo, but it looks like it is about to rain. My son has a dog her name is Wolf and I have written about her once or twice and she had a birthday today, she is 15 years old. I asked my son if he bought a birthday cake and he said he bought her 2 steaks, doggie treats, a new scarf. Boy talk about a spoiled child. Here is a picture looking out into my garden. Enjoy this peaceful place. Love and hugs coming your way. BonBon  |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
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I heard a song today Michael, and trust me you don't want me to sing it to you , but if you ever get to hear this song, it speaks volumes to the soul. I found it almost empowering, so wanted to send you the words at least. It is called, "You Raise Me Up!" by a young man by the name of Josh Groban. Here is the link so you can play it and hear it as I uploaded it to one of my sites. Also the link is below to show where I found you the words too.Just click this link to play the song: http://www3.telus.net/public/a5a34240/Josh%20Groban%20-%20You%20Raise%20Me%20Up(1).mp3[/ URL] [URL=http://www.lyricstop.com/albums/joshgroban/youraisemeup.html]http://www.lyricstop.com/albums/joshgroban/youraisemeup.html You Raise Me Up When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, Until you come and sit awhile with me. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up: To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up: To more than I can be. There is no life - no life without its hunger; Each restless heart beats so imperfectly; But when you come and I am filled with wonder, Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up: To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up: To more than I can be [This message has been edited by Mysteria (06-05-2004 12:54 AM).] |
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Martie
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Hi everyone...thank you again for this thread and all the loving that is displayed here. Michael has computer use now and I asked him to come here to read and was hoping that he would be able to reply but it must be too difficult. It's not fair not to give you the latest update. I talked with him a few days ago. He has a patch now for pain which he says is really helping in that department. But, he is still having trouble keeping food and water down although I think this is better then it was before. He sounds clearer mentally although is voice is very weak and he tires easily. The hospice nurse comes to see him once a week, I believe. He has not seen a doctor. Keep up the thought and prayer vigil please...I know that it helps...it helps me as well. I love you all! |
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Sunshine
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Thank you, Martie. Michael, Josh Groban has a beautiful voice to go with this wonderful song that Mysteria left for you. It will give you some sense of comfort, and peace...continue to realize that we are all keeping you in our prayers and thoughts. |
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Mysteria
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I have uploaded the song for those that wish to hear it, but when you are praying it is always nice to sing along with the words Again, here is the link for ya'll down there! Just click this link to play the song: http://www3.telus.net/public/a5a34240/Josh%20Groban%20-%20You%20Raise%20Me%20Up(1).mp3 [This message has been edited by Mysteria (06-05-2004 12:51 AM).] |
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Martie
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Thank you, Sharon...he is the most amazing young man, isn't he...what a voice! And such lovely words...thank you!!! |
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Ratleader
since 2003-01-23
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Thank you Mysteria...I heard him sing that in a live performance, and it gave me so much.... And it's perfect here, exactly how this gentle soul is. ~~(¸¸¸¸ºº> ~~(¸¸¸¸ºº> ~~(¸¸ ¸¸ºº> ~~~(¸¸ER¸¸ºº> |
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GG Member Elite
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Just dropping by to give say hello you you, Michael! I watched the sun rise over rain and clouds this morning, it was beautiful. I thought of you - knew you would have loved it. You're in my prayers Michael, you and your family and your friends. I know I speak for everyone when I say that you amaze us with your strength, your spirit, and your heart. Martie, thanks for the update Always, Alyssa Poems are made by fools like me, |
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Trillium
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Dear Michael: Stopping in to let you know I am always praying for you, every day and hoping for news of improvement. Thanks to Martie for keeping us all updated And to Sharon for her beautiful gift of Josh Groban music! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
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Good morning, Marvellous Michael. I am sending this beautiful bouquet of flowers to brighten your day:  Linda |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
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Good Moring Michael, love and prayers sent to you this fine Monday Morning...it's a beautiful day here in Quakertown, Pennsylvania, and was thinking of you and wanted to stop by and say, hi, wishing you a great day. Thank you to Martie for keeping us abreast on all...there's a lot of love here Michael, all for you, just look at how appreciated and loved you are. Have a wonderful day today, and if you get a chance, Josh Groben is the best! Smiles and hugs. |
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Elizabeth Santos Member Rara Avis
since 1999-11-08
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Michael, What a beautiful circle of friends you have watching over you. Not many people have find even a fraction of that kind of love in a lifetime. How fortunate you are to know that so many thoughts are with you each day. May I add my love and best wishes to you and another warm embrace from one who has so admired your beautiful words. May you find peace in the friendship that surrounds you. Liz |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
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Michael, I've been thinking of you today ~ as always! I dedicated this repost in Open 32 for you but I thought I'd post it here as well so that it could be part of this special outpouring of love for you. +*+*+ O' sweet Jesus, please comfort me in my hour of need. Lay Your hand upon my fevered brow and ease the pains of my heart and soul. Give of Your strength so that I shall not crumble as did the Walls of Jericho. Hold me in Your loving embrace so that I might rest in peace. Shine Your Light before me to guide me to Heaven's Gate. Surround me with a choir of angels to lift my spirit high. Quench this thirst from Thy infinite well of love. Quell the river of fear and sorrow that permeates my being. Beam Your smile into the very core of me. Bless me, sweet Jesus. Bless You, beloved Son of God. Amen. +*+*+ Linda |
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Nightshade
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Martie
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Michael called on the phone this morning. He woke me up...I think he forgot the 3 hour difference in our time. His voice sounded stronger then it has in a long time. He had the oxygen on high though...said it was hard for him to breathe. He also said that he is able to drink some liquid, but eating is very difficult, so he continues to loose weight. His pain is also bad, even though he has two pain patches. The hospice nurse continues to visit.Thank you all for your continued support through this thread. Michael read it last week...I'll continue to try to nudge him in here to read again. |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
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yeah, you go Michael, been keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, this is great news Martie, thanks so much for keeping us in the know. Michael, take care of yourself and keep up the good work....Love and hugs, Lee J. |
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Sunshine
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He must know what an angel he has looking over him... feathers, and all of that, Martie... Michael? There are strengths of body; and then there is strength of mind. Continue to share of yourself what you can with your Son...who will carry on all of your goodness and successes, as you continue to instill in him... faith, in life. |
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Bonnie j Senior Member
since 2003-06-27
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Morning Michael. Just stopping in to read all the love that is being past over cyber space. Glad to hear that your voice is a little stronger and are able to read all the love that is being sent to you. Sending you a pretty bunch of flowers your way filled with prayers and lots and lots of love. Great big hug from BonBon  |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
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Hello my sweet friend. I just wanted to stop in to tell you that I'm thinking of you. It was good to read that Martie had heard from you. My thoughts and prayers are always with you. Heart Hugs to you, Ethel |
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catalinamoon
since 2000-06-03
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If you get to see this MIchael, know I have not forgotten you, and think of you often. Stay strong, sweet man. Sandra |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
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Dear Michael: I always look forward to reports from Martie, about you and how things are progressing for you. Good to hear your voice sounded stronger! What a hard time you are going through! Hope it helps knowing you are loved, respected and prayed for! Betty Lou |
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LoveBug
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I often think and pray for you, Michael... I hope that can help a bit! We all love you, and Jesus is with you.. Oh, make me Thine forever |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
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Dearest Michael Just wanted to stop by and leave some sugar for ya....wishing & praying that you are continually progressing with each new day. Thank God for Martie keeping us abreast. Sending love and hugs to you and yours...your in my prayers, please get well real soon. Lee J. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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Hi Michael.. I'm still here..thinking of you..praying for you. Gentle healing hugs are being sent your way dear man. |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
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I called down to Michael to talk to him on the phone and give him a hug from us all here. As luck would have it - no one was in, but I left a message on the answering machine for him sending our love. I will try again to get you all an update. Until then, keep those prayers and letters going. |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
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sending warm hugs, to you and the family |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
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sending hugs Michael and prayers... M |
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the_loner_23 Member Ascendant
since 2002-06-08
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You shall be in my prayers dear friend. Cold hands means a warm heart |
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Greeneyes
since 2000-09-09
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Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you......continuing ALWAYS! There's a place I like to hide-open your mind to me-Visualise your dream- Record it in the present tense, I am smiling next to you, in silent lucidity |
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Tequilia_Sunrise Senior Member
since 2003-02-19
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Trillium
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Dear Michael: Had a big thunderstorm last night and didn't get on the computer, but I'm back to tell you I am still praying and thinking about you! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Martie
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Hi everyone! Thank you for continuing to post on this thread with your well wishes for Michael. I talked to him this afternoon and he was sounding pretty weak. His voice is only a whisper. I asked him what I should say here, and he said, "the truth...tell them that I am dying". His doctor's say he won't live to see Christmas. He also said that if you are praying for him, to ask that he be able to eat something. He is afraid of dying of starvation, before dying of cancer. He also said to tell you that he hasn't quit fighting, but that he spends most of his time in bed. The pain is getting worse, but meds can be increased to help that. I wish I had better news. I am just a traveler looking for a home, finding I carry it around with me, and sometimes it's just too damn heavy. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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Dear sweet Michael, Sometimes life seems to fall apart a little at a time, and we want to fold up our dreams and put them away. Then from somewhere inside, there comes a song of courage and we know we can never give up. Hope is that song we sing to ourselves. Although it may be difficult to hear, it is always there for us, deep within our hearts. Please try to eat a little to give you strength. I'm still praying Michael...and they will continue. In the quiet stillness of the night, if the hurt gets really bad, close your eyes... and know I'm there with you, and I hold your hand. Love you gentle man, Nancy |
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Kit McCallum
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Sending lots of love, hugs and prayers on their way to you, Michael. |
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Sunshine
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None of us have forgotten, Michael. You remain in our prayers, always. |
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WhtDove Member Rara Avis
since 1999-07-22
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Important Information. Sharon please check this out for him. http://www.cancer-info.com/essiac.htm http://www.essiacinfo.org/ http://www.herbsfirst.com/discriptions/essiac.html |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
I wasn't going to go here but felt I better say what I had to say on self-medicating: Oh boy Becky, I love you to bits, but I have to say quickly here that a little information in the wrong hands is often not a very good thing. A lot of information in the wrong hands is often deadly, and I have seen it happen on more than one occasion. It is wonderful to research out various avenues of alternative medicine, and even explore them, as long as the attending physician is aware of them and you are both of the same page. I wish Karen would pop in here and explain that even herbs can take away the effect of a prescribed medication, and dilute it to the point it is useless, when in fact it is needed. Although we think "all natural," these herbs can still cause a lot of grief if not used properly and mixed with something they shouldn't be. Try to remember these were used as the only means of medicine once, and they carry their weight too. Example for the ladies: If you take herbs as well as perscribed estrogens, trust me you would not like the results one bit, I know I tried it, without checking first. We sure can't begin to start to self-medicate ourselves, especially in life-threatening situations without our physician knowing what is going on, it negates the entire purpose of having a doctor who is taking care of our well-being. However I wanted to say I have used a lot of chinese herbs in my day as you know, for everything from tennis elbow to warts on the kids, and sometimes things work, but sometimes they don't. We tried them when my friend was dying as well but under hte doctor's supervision. What I like is that they are all natural. A lot of areas, (at least in Canada), in Chinatown have herbal shops. There. you take a number, sit, wait just like a doctor's office, and the elder Chinese herbalist gives you a slip of paper to fill up front after discussing your ailments and his cure (which is free here anyway). those herbs are costly. They then wrap everything in a piece of newspaper, you go home boil it up, and drink it down, and presto I can personally attest to the fact that over 90% of the time it happened to work on me, BUT I want to make it clear that in each case I told my doctor what I was doing so it didn't affect any other medications,etc.. Self-medicating is DANGERGOUS! Great research to explore though and discuss with physicians. I was aware of these as the woman who started this tonic is from Ontario, Canada. Michael, may this day be filled with great amounts of peace from pain, love, and a little joy for you to enjoy, and may tomorrow be the same. |
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WhtDove Member Rara Avis
since 1999-07-22
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Yes I know Sharon. I was merely pointing out that when they tell you that their medicine isn't working, then why not try something else. As for my cancer, I am taking apricot seeds and immutol. Apricot seeds have had thousands of cases where it's gotten rid of the cancer, and the immutol to boost the immune system. I told my doctor right up front that I was doing this. He's heard of it and told me to go right ahead taking them. It was merely a suggestion, not to upset anyone. |
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Mysteria
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Ahhh, no one is, or will be upset Becky, and in an approach to getting rid of cancer I am sure everyone wants to do the very best for any person who needs that care. I know I would sure like to know all options as well. My point was that all parties have to be on the same page so each knows what the other is doing that is all. The worst thing for anyone to become is an armchair doctor or psychiatrist, as sometimes it hinders recovery more than expediating it, when in fact they wanted nothing but the best. I am glad your doctor knows about anything you try, and don't get me wrong it is good to explore all options there are. I just believe that in any personal experimentation that involves a chemical change, sharing that information with the doctor is a good thing. I send only my healing thoughts to you, Michael, and to Martie's husband, Taylor as well. |
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Bonnie j Senior Member
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Afternoon Michael. It's a sunhine day here in Ohio. You are in my thoughts and prayers dear friend. May the sun shine upon your face Giving you warmth and the healing power of faith. Hugs filled with love. BonBon |
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since 2001-08-29
Posts 2808where insanity meets breeding |
My thoughts are with you Michael. You are truly a kind and generous soul and though I haven't been around lately, I'm priveleged to be able to think of you as my friend. I was going to put a hug icon here, but my goodness, it's been so long since I've been here that I've forgotten how to put one in!!! So I'll have to go the old fashioned route, xoxoxoxox |
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the_loner_23 Member Ascendant
since 2002-06-08
Posts 5479Jacksonville, Florida, USA |
Your still in my thoughts and prayers Micheal. Cold hands means a warm heart |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
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Good Morning Michael, it is July 1st today, just wanted to hop in and say, your in my thoughts and prayers, keep up your strength through faith, and to the many hearts who love you and are praying for you. Hugs, Lee J. |
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Munda Member Elite
since 1999-10-08
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(((((HUGS))))) |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Have a Happy Fourth of July Michael !! Still prayin' for ya. Hugs, Chris |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
Hello dear Michael and family. I will be thinking of you when I hear the thunderous noises of the 4th of July celebrations, and hope that you might have some moments of peace. |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Michael, you may be out of sight, but you are definitely not out of mind! Thinking of you this July 4 th! Here are some fireworks for you to enjoy!  Loving hugs, Linda |
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Justbleu Member Elite
since 1999-08-31
Posts 3329Oregon, Originally From Alaska :) |
Still here with you in my thoughts and prayers!!! May God bring you peace!!! HUGS, Bridgette |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
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Hiya Michael, good afternoon, it is July 7th and just wanted to leave a small note to say, thinking of you, your in my prayers and thoughts. Luv, Lee J. |
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Tequilia_Sunrise Senior Member
since 2003-02-19
Posts 612Lochalsh, Ontario, Canada |
in my prayers |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Just a little note to say, You're in my prayers every day! I'm planting flowers of love for you in my garden.  Love & Light, Linda |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
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Dear Michael, Just wanted to stop by and say hello, how are you doing, and to let you know your in my thoughts and prayers |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Hello Michael.. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and wonder how you are doing. I hope you are managing to eat, even a little to keep your strength up. Thinking of you with fondness.. You are always in my prayers.. Big Hugs, Nancy. |
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SEA
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Posts 22676with you |
Michael, I love and miss you so much. I am sorry I haven't been able to call you in such a long while, I hope to fix that this Saturday. I pray for you and hold you close in my heart.... |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Dear Michael: I am hoping no news about you is good news! I pray for you daily and hope you are not suffering from the pain that you did have. Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Sending you my warmest thougths Michael. I called but there was no answer, so my timing is terrible, but know I do keep you in my thoughts, and hope the three of you are finding time to make some wonderful memories. Take care now. |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Dear Michael, may you be granted the gift of breathing easily and of recovering strength through sufficient nutrition. May you suffer no pain. Our Lord of Heavens together with the Angels walk with you and sustain you through your challenging times. Love and hugs. Margherita |
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NewEnglandlazurlu Member Rara Avis
since 2002-01-04
Posts 7470A Mountain Paradise |
Michael ... sending lots and lots of good thoughts your way in hopes that they will bring smiles and good cheer. Please know you are never more than a click away from any of us here at PiP. Love, hugs, smiles and a ton of prayers. Marti Look deep, deep into nature, |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
still in my thoughts and prayers each night |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Hi Michael. The breeze is just right for sailing today and it made me think yet again of you. I hope my good thoughts are drifting your way. Hugs, Chris |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Hello Michael.. How are things going my friend? You hang tough you hear..and remember that there isn't a day goes by that I don't think about you. Holding you close in my thoughts and prayers, Nancy. |
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Bonnie j Senior Member
since 2003-06-27
Posts 1588Ohio |
Good evening Michael I was about to turn in for the night and you came to mind. So here I am saying hello and wrapping my arms about you with tender loving care. Goodnight sweet gentle poet. Hugs and kisses Bonnie J aka BonBon |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Hi everyone...thank you for keeping this thread going. I just got an email from Michael's wife...she asked me to tell you some things...as follows: Hi Martie... It's Mary.. Michael's wife.. just wanted to give you an update and ask you to pass it on to his web friends. He rarely gets on the computer now.. so if you .. or any of his friends want to mail him.. please have them send their emails here. I will show them to him.. and he can dictate replies. He's so pitiful now.. frail, shaky, no voice, no appetite usually.. pain is increasing.. his memory is getting worse. He doesn't think anybody cares about him. That's one reason I'm writing. I know that's not true. Also.. if anyone wants to send a "real" card... please give them my business address: be glad to accept them there. Please do not post that on the board though. Mary I have the email address and business address if anyone wants them...email me and I'll send them to you. Thank you all. |
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Sunshine
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Posts 63354Listening to every heart |
Martie, please send me Mary's address. If he holds it in his hand, he'll might know we haven't forgotten our artist/poet/friend. |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Hi Marti: I too, would like the addresses for Michael. So sad! Hopefully, if he gets cards in the mail, it will have impact for him. Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
Martie, I would like Mary's address also...I know what she must be going through and would also like to give her some support..and let Michael know I am thinking of him and his family... Maureen |
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serenity blaze Member Empyrean
since 2000-02-02
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Mary, Michael told me about you and I was supposed to send you some pics of Davey Jones that my husband & I had taken at a local casino. I haven't forgotten that--I just forgot where the photo album might be. (I'm a little goofy that way--and Michael can back me up on that.) Would you do something for us here at Pip? Please take Michael's hand, and squeeze it, and tell him that his friends at Passions haven't forgotten him--his compassion and heart live on as does his poetry. We love you Michael! Prayers unceasing... Much love from Karen |
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LoveBug
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I'd also like to have the new address... he is not alone, we do care! Oh, make me Thine forever |
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Honeybee Member Ascendant
since 1999-12-26
Posts 5372Ontario, CANADA |
Martie~ Could you also send the address to me at [email protected] you |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Mary asked me to post this for her: "Was just reading the board... since I no longer have my membership id.. I can't post.. So please tell everyone thank you so much... for Michael and myself.. And Chris.. I think the cards and posts will help his outlook alot. We are spending a lot of time together now...even if it's just to sit there while he rests.. It makes him feel safer.. He is a special man... as I know you all realize... Thanks again and I'll be looking forward to the snail mail cards to take to him. + Mary P. S. Sure... send any pics you have of my friend Davy! He's a special man too" |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Mary, you sound like you have the right frame of mind and holding the three of you together now is sure all important. Michael is very special as an artist, writer, and human being and I am sure right now he tires easily and forgets we all care about him. We will indeed keep those cards and letters heading his way, so he knows how well thought about he is. Take care. |
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Martie
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Here is another email from Mary that she asked me to post. "We are all trying to cope with this...it still doesn't seem real sometimes... it's something that no one can really imagine fully.. until the doctor is talking to YOU.. Michael asked the oncologist flat out.. "How long do I have?" "Nine months..w/o chemo.. maybe 12 with it.." the doctor said. We were all just staring at him...silent. It was horrible. It was like a bad dream.. everything moving in slow motion for me. He is such a talented man... and a decent man... and a moral man. A very RARE combination nowadays. And a great father. He does tire VERY easily.. and his short term memory is VERY bad. So he does need continuous support. The cards and posts will help tremendously... I printed out the thread and showed it to him. He read some of it.. but his eyes are not working right anymore either... so it's hard. I will read as much as I can to him... it's a very emotional thing for me. Thank you all for being there for him and for us. Mary " |
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Kit McCallum
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Martie, please send me Mary's e-mail and address so I can send something directly. I'd really appreciate it. Thanks. ~*~ Mary, please give Michael a big hug from me, and let him know I'm thinking about him? |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Dear Michael, you are loved! I ask Our Lord of Heavens, joining in prayer with all of you, to bless you and show you His immeasurable love, making you feel His presence, by helping you through this trial. By breathing with you. By pouring all His love into your heart, by letting you know that you are not alone, that you are connected, ONE with God and All there is. Sending much love and a big hug. Margherita |
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iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
Posts 13434USA |
Michael and Mary and their family, you are in our prayers, too. |
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Startime55 Member Elite
since 2003-04-05
Posts 2148Alberta, Canada |
My love and prayers are with you and yours...**hugs** to you all |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Martie - I would love to send Michael a snail mail card. Please, if it is alright with Mary, could you email it to me? My prayers are with this dear family. Chris |
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*Alli4000*
since 2004-03-21
Posts 3188The World of Poetry |
Mary, You and Michael are in my thoughts and prayers ~Alli~ |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
I have reposted one I wrote earlier this year, 'Tears aren't always about weakness.' It was something Michael wrote long ago, I'm sorry, I just don't remember what poem/reply it came from. |
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Elizabeth Santos Member Rara Avis
since 1999-11-08
Posts 9269Pennsylvania |
Dear Mary, YOur words recount my last weeks with my husband who died of cancer. The best part of these days was acceptance and a sense of peace, and that seemed the greatest of gifts that was bestowed a family through the rigors of pain and months of denial. My prayers go out to all of your family that you will find such peace and that in the moments in between the suffering, that you may find reason to celebrate a life and a sense of contentment in the beauty of the memories that you all share. I have fond memories of our last weeks. With the waking in the middle of the night in excruciating pain, came the doses of medication, and afterwards, a ritual of two cups of hot chocolate, and some of the most intimate conversations of our marriage, in which we discussed life and death and all of my husbands accomplishments and success, success being easured in fullfillment. Our beautiful children, the battles we fought together, our victories and our defeats, the moments through the years that we could laugh about. Even in pain, we laughed. Even in turmoil, there was peace. And the greatest victory of all, was the acceptance of death. It took a long time, but it came I wish you peace wrapped in a warm embrace Liz |
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Martie
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Hello friends...Here is another post from email from Mary. Hugs to all! "Thank you all so much, for all the prayers, hugs, good wishes and understanding. I am slowly getting Michael to read the posts.. he is just not able to concentrate very much at a time. Liz, thank you especially for your post about your last days with your husband. We have already begun to have some of those discussions.. and we even enjoy sitting and watching old comedy shows together.. like Andy Griffith, I Love Lucy and All in the Family... he still laughs occasionally at things. Chris will do things to make him laugh also... He had a discussion with me the other night about remarriage.. and how he wouldn't mind that But he warned me not to be taken in by a 'smooth line'.. and to be careful in my relationships. It was very sweet.. he told me he loved me over and over... and hoped that anyone I married would love me as much as he did. But I don't think that's possible... I wonder.. I tried to re-register so I could post direct here.. but I see you aren't accepting new members.. Is there any way around that for me? If so... I would love to rejoin. I used to be a member.. but don't remember my user id anymore. Thanks again everyone... Mary" |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
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I doubt I'll be the only one here with wet eyes after reading what Mary has written. And I'll thank Ron in advance, for re-opening the door for Mary to post under her own name. |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
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Dearest Mary In reading these posts I am humbled by the great love you and Michael have been blessed with for each other. I'm crying tears both of joy and saddnes for you both...and I wish there were more I could do....please...truth be known you are both in my prayers every night, you and your entire family. I lost a very dear girlfriend, and in the end we were together everyday for at least an hour. Her understanding and faith helped all of us...she was an angel... She told me this sickness was not of God, and no matter what I believe that I had to believe in that. I didn't then, as "my" emotions took over, thinking only of the pain in her loss. She asked me to let her go...as it was time...time for her to move to another part of the world...that she'd never leave me, and that she'd always be here with me, as she pointed to my heart. She Mary was a great purpose and turning point in my life....I understand now and do not fear death...knowing there is a greater plain waiting for us. It is the fear of letting those go...and the fear of the unknown which makes it so difficult...not to mention, parting with a great friend/relationship....but in my heart, honestly....I know the soul never dies, but somehow becomes much more...something bigger then we know, and death is just a simple way of crossing over. Death is life...think about it...a brand new life....maybe even becoming a part of everything. God promises us that when we die, we will have all the answers to everything...me being so curious, that's one of the first things I hope is settled, cuz I do have so many questions. If there is anything at all I can do, pls contact Martie, as she has my phone number I love you both, hold onto each other and gain strength in your love and faith and belief in one another, and in that, know, we all love you so very much. Your in our thoughts and prayers.... God Bless Lee J. |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
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Mary, can Michael get phone calls on your regular phone number? Waiting for the weekend makes it very hard for me to call. During the week is easier, and I really miss him. He is such a dear friend. If you could please let me know I would appreciate it very much! Let him know I think of him daily and keep him in my prayers. Thank you so much... ~Susan |
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Justbleu Member Elite
since 1999-08-31
Posts 3329Oregon, Originally From Alaska :) |
Please let him know we care. Bridgette |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Mary, in some ways, when his time does come, you and Michael may be even closer than you are now. I have found this to be true through experiences of my own. For instance, my sister's son Chad, who disappeared on Lake Ontario 8 years ago with 5 of his friends, has come through countless times to help us all. Afterwards he leaves signs all over the place. We know we will one day be reunited, but in the meantime he is like a guardian angel to us. I literally could write a book about his visits! In fact, I won an internet short story contest writing about just that! Life does go on after death ~ it just takes on a different form. Energy cannot be destroyed (and that goes for one's life force as well!) ~ It can be transformed, but never can it be destroyed. I apologize for digressing, it is just that I loved my nephew like a son. In fact, he called me his "Second Mom". ~ and in some ways, we are even closer now. I just wanted to share that with you. Loving, healing hugs to Michael, you, and your son Christopher. God bless you all. Linda |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Hi! Thank you Martie for contacting the big guys.. and getting me back in! I have been reading the new posts and tearing up.. I will read them to Michael when he wakes up... and I'll try to answer questions asked. My memory is not great anymore.. being "over 40" First.. thanks again for your beautiful sentiments.. prayers.. stories.. wishes.. and kind words. We all appreciate them so much. Second.. you can call him on our regular number. Please email me for the number. He sleeps at strange times though.. usually the best time is after 3 pm any day of the week. I have to warn you.. his voice is barely a whisper.. so it will be hard to hear him, and his short term memory is just not there much anymore.. so he may not remember the conversation.. but he'd LOVE to hear from any of his friends. We are Christians..and we all know he will go on...it's Chris and I who have the hard part. We will miss him so much.. but we will be alright. He is afraid of the unknown part.. and doesn't WANT to leave us.. he keeps saying.. "I'm too young..too young to die".. As they say.. the good seem to die young. And he is one of the good ones. I wish ALL men had his morality, his poetic soul, his loving heart.. the world would be a much lovelier place. It is hard to let go after 30 years.. but I know I must.. and so does he. We will be together again someday... Mary |
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SEA
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Thank you Mary email sent |
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DawnG
since 2000-06-23
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Mary, I haven't replied before now because I haven't felt my contact with Michael to be as important to him as anyone else's. But I'd like you and Chris to know that Michael helped me with something very special to me and I will never forget it. I am not sure if he will remember it or not, but my sister got married a few years ago and I had been asked to write and then read a poem during the ceremony. Michael was one of my Pip friends whom helped me make this poem just perfect and I was very proud to read it at her wedding. I will never forget how much Michael helped me even though I was not a popular person at Pip and helped make my poem into the success that it was. Thank you for sharing Michael with us and my prayers and thoughts are with you all. Dawn |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
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Dear Mary and Michael Thank you for keeping in touch, as I love reading about you both...please tell Michael he is sore loved and cared for...and thanks a bunch for taking the time to read us all and comment... Luv Lee J. |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
Posts 3953By the sea |
It's Mary...I'm sitting with Michael and posting on his account. First of all.. thank you Lee J for the BEAUTIFUL flowers! Michael and I appreciate that so much. He is a gardener and still loves to plant flowers and seeds... on his good days. He says he's going to plant the greenery in this arrangement. That was very sweet of you.. And I am reading some of your posts to him now.. thank you all so much. I want him to know that he is not forgotten..and is loved by all his friends. I think it's beginning to get through. Thanks again.. Mary & Michael |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
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Hi Mary and Good Morning Just wanted to send a little reminder to you & Michael, saying that we all do love him so and care more then he believes and it's time he consider that, (wink) even if just for a moment. I believe if we were all there, and certainly wish we could be, we'd invade your home, and you wouldn't get rid of us! Big smiles and hugs....know that your in my prayers every single night. I may not go to church, or possess a religion, but I do speak to HIM every night before going to sleep. Wishing you all well, and have a good weekend. |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
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It's Mary again...with Michael in his room..He is still loving the flowers.. and the card he received today from Trilluim...he says thank you so much.. And the phone call from Susan. I think he's baffled as to why this has happened to him... this horrible disease...good question... but then.. we won't understand these things here on this Earth. Thank you all for your continuing support and love. Mary The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Bless his heart and yours Mary. Please give Michael a hug from me. Chris/Nightshade |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Dear Mary and Michael: It is good to see posts from you and know that you and Michael are sharing them. I mailed him another card today, but like to stop in here and see if there is news. My prayers are continuing daily and what you are going through, brings back memories to me of family members I have lost to this same disease. Such a hard road! You are both coping so well with it. Love Betty Lou (Trillium) Betty Lou Hebert |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
Michael and Mary, I so enjoyed talking with Michael today. It has been too long.It did my heart good to hear your voice today. I miss you so much Michael....be watching your mail.... |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
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Susan, He enjoyed the talk also.. but he didn't realize (or had forgotten) that you knew he was dying..  Poor man... treasure your memories folks.. Mary The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Mary, maybe having a bad memory about now is not all that bad really? What is so important is this particular day and the hours in it. I wondered is he doing any pastal work at all on pads while in bed? I of course send you all the strength you all need to get you through this, and may love remain the glue that keeps you all so close. Kindly watch for a wee parcel at work. |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
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Hi Mary, I'm in today for a bit and simply wanted to stop by and say hello to Michael and you. Hope your having a good day today, please say hello to Michael...remember if you would be so kind,I really didn't know Michael that well, so it's ok that he doesn't remember me, I'm simply a lady from PIP that wishes he and his family good will. Love to you Hugs Lee J. |
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Martie
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Mary Hugs to you both... Mary if you could email me at a time when Michael can talk on the phone I would appreciate it. It has been too long since I talked to him. I worked today, but I'm home now and will be for the rest of the evening if there would be a good time. Thanks! Much love, Michael! |
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LoveBug
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Michael, Mary, and Chris.. May the Lord look after you, and give you all strength. Mary, you seem to be very strong and faithful to the Lord. Michael is lucky to have you, and I'm sure everyone around you is inspired by your strength and faith. Blessings to you all. Oh, make me Thine forever |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
He is asleep right now.. thankfully. He sleeps at odd hours... Mysteria: Yes.. I think the memory problems are probably a blessing now to some extent.. but it's also frustrating to him and to us. But we deal with it the best we can.. I will be watching work mail eagerly! Lee-J: He will ask "Who sent me the flowers?" again and again.. and I always say.. a new friend of yours from PIP.. and tell him your name.. he smiles. Lovebug: I'm sure I could be more faithful..but I'm trying.. it's very hard to understand these things... I am just trying to encourage him to not fear death.. of course that's easy to say from where I sit.. Martie: Thank you for all your help and caring.. Oh.. and he sketches VERY occasionally.. but not much. His hands shake badly alot of the time. Thank you all for your love and prayers.. Mary |
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Dark Stranger Member Patricius
since 2001-03-19
Posts 13631West Coast |
Selah Brother, a time to mediate a time to hear God's whisper we are an ocean and we lift you up with our wake of prayers sincere D |
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Sunshine
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Mary, please let Michael know I'm there, mentally...just a number of small familial emergencies on my end that have taken up my time... but yes, I won't ever forget his kindnesses, or his remarkable talents... tell him thank you one more time, from Sun. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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Mary, please tell Michael I said hello and that I have not given up on him. I still hold him close in my heart and prayers. He is such a giving and talented individual. I pray God will give both you and Christopher, as well as Michael strength. Please tell him I miss him and send him love and hugs. Nancy ~ I've loved you forever, in lifetimes before ~ |
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WhtDove Member Rara Avis
since 1999-07-22
Posts 9245Illinois |
Being diagnosed with cancer myself recently I can understand what hell you must being going through. It really does suck to say the least. I'm very sorry for what you're all going through, especially the suffering of Michael. I know it's not easy to deal with all this. I think you're all doing the right thing, and you shall be in my prayers. God guide and direct you, heal and touch you. Just remember, this is NOT God's fault, but HE will direct thy paths and bring understanding and peace to you and your family. You are in my deepest prayers and thoughts. Hang in there and know God knows better than anyone what you're going through. He will never leave you nor forsake you. Hugs to you all. God's blessings. |
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Gentle Spirit Member Patricius
since 2000-10-09
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Michael, still holding you close in thoughts and prayers dear friend.... |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
Posts 3953By the sea |
Thank you again so much for the posts...I'm reading them to him each day... and thank you Love Bug and BonBon for the snail mail cards.. I read those to him also. They are much appreciated. I think I forgot to thank someone else who send a card recently.. my mind is not great these days.. and I've forgotten who it was now.. but anyway.. thanks to everyone. Everyday I look forward to the mail at work.. because I'm hoping to find cards for him.. He is so happy to see them when I get home. Whtdove ... we shall pray for you also.. I'm so sorry.. The news today is that Michael has a lung infection.. could have developed into pneumonia.. but the nurse said we got it in time. They have him on antibiotics so he's feeling abit better now. It was giving him alot of extra pain. More later.. Mary The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Martie
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Dear Mary..and dearest Michael..I'm so glad that the nurse caught the infection!! Mary, please remind Michael that Taylor is having his surgery tomorrow..so you both can keep him in your prayers. |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
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I just told him Martie.. please know we will be praying for both of you.. Mary The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Martie
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Hi all...I'm bumping this, as Mary is having trouble finding the link. Hugs to you both and everyone who is posting replies here. |
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Auguste
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Thanks Martie.. got it in favorites now.. Mary The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
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I'm typing this from Michael's dictation: "Thank you for the many prayers and blessings, they are much needed... and greatly appreciated now. Also, thank you for hte cards and flowers. I'll write more when I can. I ask that you also bless Martie and Taylor with your prayers as they are muched needed also. Love n Hugs Michael The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Kit McCallum
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Mary, I've sent a little something via Fed-Ex today to the address Martie gave me ... you should receive it tomorrow. I hope it brings Michael some smiles. Please let him know he's in my thoughts, and thank you again for keeping us up-to-date with how he is doing. Martie & Taylor ... you are in my thoughts as well. |
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Sunshine
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Michael, Mary, please know you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Sun |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
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Thank you Betty Lou and (I can't read your writing.. so I probably will fracture this...) Maglierila? for the cards! He appreciated them so much. They are going up on the door, where I'm taping all the others.. so he can see them all. Thank you Kit for the package coming... he will be happy about that. And thank you all for your continued prayers and well wishes.. Mary The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Auguste
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Also.. here is a very short verse.. passed on from a friend for Michael.. I think it's very beautiful... "Perhaps they are not the stars But rather openings in Heaven Where the love of our lost ones Pours through and shines down upon us To let us know they are happy" [Eskimo legend] Mary The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
~ Michael ~ There is not a day, that passes by, Where I do not think of you. You're in my prayers, as is Mary, And your son, Christopher, too. May rays of sun add light to your days, And the stars guide your dreams at night. May you know that you are loved by all, And we hold you close and tight. Love & Eternal Light Linda  |
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Auguste
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Linda, Thank you for that.. Michael said "That was sweet of her..." Kit.. Thank you SO much! The books arrived today.. and he was thrilled! His nurse was here when I came in with them.. and he proudly showed him his poems in them. Mary The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Kit McCallum
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Mary, that's great ... I'm so glad to know they arrived safe and sound. Thanks for letting me know. Reading this has started my day with a big smile too! Please know that you both continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. |
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Marge Tindal
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
Michael & Mary~ Keeping Michael in daily prayer vigil~ *Huglets* ~*Marge*~ ~*When the heart grieves over what it has lost, |
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the_loner_23 Member Ascendant
since 2002-06-08
Posts 5479Jacksonville, Florida, USA |
Micheal, you are still in my prayers. *hugs* Cold hands means a warm heart |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Hi Michael and Mary: So good to read your posts. As you know youa re in my daily prayers....all of you! Mary could you send me Michael's website address? I have had computer troubles and lost all my favorites and I do enjoy going there and reading, or looking at his paintings. Thanks. Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Sunshine
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Betty Lou... http://members.tripod.com/~augustfire/index.html |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
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Hi folks...we are preparing for Hurricane Charley here.. yikes!!! Pray for us for that one too!! Mary The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Martie
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Michael and Mary...Chris too. Please stay safe!! And capture that little boat and tie her down so she doesn't float away...okay? My thoughts are with you always! |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Just wanted to let you all know that Hurricane Charley was not a problem.. we got abit of wind.. that's all. And that boat.. has been out of the water and on the trailer since my brother came down a month ago to help me bring it home. Michael is feeling fairly good today. Mary |
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LoveBug
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I"m glad to hear that you are all safe after thats horrible storm.. and also that Michael is feeling good! Oh, make me Thine forever |
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Martie
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Michael and Mary...I'm so glad to hear that you are safe! |
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Sunshine
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Such good news on all counts. Now that your boat is safe, Michael, it's time for some soup! |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
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Hello Mary, I'm glad to hear that you didn't have any serious Charley problems, and that Michael is feeling better. |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
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Thanks everybody...he had abit of an episode last night.. woke me up at 4 am...with an anxiety attack..I sat up with him till around 5:30...till I got him to lay down and try to sleep.. with a few meds in him. But right now.. he's doing pretty well.. Thank you Ruth & Betty Lou for the cards that arrived today. He always smiles when he gets them. Mary The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Parker Member Elite
since 2000-01-06
Posts 3129ON |
Micheal, I too send prayers to you at this time. I also thought youd like to know about a site I believe has helped alot of people.. http://www.hacres.com/ If anything, it should improve the quality of your life, with or without the chemo. Parker |
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iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
Posts 13434USA |
Michael, my brother-in-law, God Rest his soul, passed last summer after a long battle, and I have some comprehension of the suffering you are feeling, not only physically but for the love of your family. I believe you are embraced by God's love no matter what, and if you can give of yourself this love to your son it will enrich him. This has to be so difficult and I have insufficient words... have you questioned the doctors if aloe vera juice might help at all with internal things as a result of the radiation? I was a new comer here to PIP when I first learned of your illness, but you touch me with your beautiful art. Enjoy your family and may the All that is All surround you in loving and healing light. ....jo |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
First of all... Mysteria.. thank you so much for the lovely book I will read him the stories..And thanks for the website address.. and the lovely sentiments from the last two posters. He has not taken chemo nor had any radiation. Just wanted to make that clear... he refused the chemo when they told him it MIGHT extend his life three months.. Radiation was not an option. Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
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Mary and Michael: I'm so glad to read that Hurrican Charlie wasn't a big problem for you. You certainly don't need another problem! Glad you are enjoying the cards and know I am thinking of you all every day and keeping the prayer vigil going! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Thanks Betty Lou.. and thanks for your most recent card. He is always surprised by them.. Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
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Dear Mary and Michael: Thanks for your note and glad that the cards are adding a note of cheer! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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hoot_owl_rn Member Patricius
since 1999-07-05
Posts 10750Glen Hope, PA USA |
Michael and Mary, Please know my thoughts and prayers rest with both of you and your individual and combined needs. May God give you both the strength to endure what lies before you. I'm glad, Michael,that you have the love and support of someone like Mary to be there for you as you so deserve to have. You are a talented artist and poet and you have left something that will pass the test of time here for those you'll leave behind. May God bless and keep you both. (((HUGS))) Ruth |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
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Thank you all... and thanks Martie for calling! Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Auguste
since 2000-02-16
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Thanks for the card Betty Lou! Mary The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Justbleu Member Elite
since 1999-08-31
Posts 3329Oregon, Originally From Alaska :) |
You both are in my thoughts and prayers!!! Do take care!!! Love, Bridgette "Somewhere, somehow, it should be possible to touch someone and never let go again. To hold someone, not for a moment but forever." A. Brink |
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Dee Member Elite
since 2000-08-19
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Hey Michael I'm still waiting for that dance /pip/Forum47/HTML/000063.html Love you my friend, D Stand straight and tall, not the reflection as others see you, but as you truely are. Clearwater |
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Joyce Johnson
since 2001-03-10
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Dear Michael I am so sorry. I hope it helps you and Mary to know that we are surrounding you with love. Love, Joyce |
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miscellanea Member Elite
since 2004-06-24
Posts 4060OH |
I'm saddened to hear the report, but am happy to know of such a brave and caring person. My prayers will be with Michael and his family. miscellanea/ cathy |
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NewEnglandlazurlu Member Rara Avis
since 2002-01-04
Posts 7470A Mountain Paradise |
Dear Michael and Mary ... I think of you often and hope that you feel the power of prayer surround you from all of us here at PiP. You are an amazing couple and an inspiration to all who read your replies. May God and His angels surround you with love, comfort and healing. Hugs, Marti |
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Denise
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Michael and Mary, you are in my thoughts and prayers. (((Hugs))) |
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stilltogether Member
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Thank you all so much.. I'm sorry I haven't posted in awhile... hurricane trouble ... just abit. Now.. Ivan is taking aim at us it appears.. EEEK! Michael and I appreciate all your prayers, cards and good wishes. And.. in case it was one of the PIP members who sent him a whole CASE of Prosure... I just want to say thank you! He's drinking two cans a day. He is coughing alot more now...but other than that..about the same. Love, Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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Hello Michael...just popped in to say I am still praying for you! Mary, I am in need of a snail mail address to send something to Michael.. Could you please email it to me? Thanks and hugs to you both! Nancy |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
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we should all do a search in the archives and read Michael's poetry...I bumped a great many of them to the top but over time they've gone to other pages please everyone...take some time to go read this man's work...incredible writer indeed |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
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Dear Michael and Mary: Good to hear from you and hope you don't suffer any damage from Ivan. It's a scary hurricane season! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Martie
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Dear Mary and Michael I hope that the weather doesn't cause you too much trouble...and...it was Taylor and I that sent the Prosure...I'm so glad to hear that Michael is drinking two cans a day! Yay!! We've been away...I'll call again soon. |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
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Dear Michael and Mary God bless you all Luv Lee J. |
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LoveBug
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Still praying for you all... are you alright after all those hurricanes? I certainly hope so! Oh, make me Thine forever |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
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Through all the hurricanes and storms, the day-to-day trials we still hold your hands, Michael, Mary, Christopher we still hear your heartbeats, and hope you know we are with you |
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Martie
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Amen to that, Kacy. I hope we hear from them soon.. Let us know of your safety when you can Mary and Michael! |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
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Michael and Mary, you are all in my thoughts and prayers. I hope that you all didn't have any damage from Ivan. I hope to hear soon. Heart Hugs to you all, Ethel |
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Larry C
since 2001-09-10
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Me too! And a gift to share: Everything but Weakness |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
I thought perhaps an update? I received an email from Mary who has another family member very ill. She went to visit them for a few days while Michael's sister stayed with Michael. Things are about the same, but thankfully the hurricane didn't knock on their door to add more to deal with. I just continue to wish them both the strength and love to deal with these times, and hopefully they will continue to be surrounded in love of family and friends. |
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stilltogether Member
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Posts 58Georgia, USA |
I'm sorry I've been away so long.. I'm afraid I've had a death in my family. My dear father, age 87, has gone to be with the Lord now.. he had Alzheimers, heart problems, diabetes... and finally pneumonia and kidney failure... I'm missing him so much.. but he's so much better off.. out of pain.... Michael was upset that he couldn't go with me to see Daddy a few weeks ago in the hospital... but he just couldn't make the trip. I'm so glad I went.. my father had one of his rare lucid moments.. called me to his bedside.. grasped my hand firmly.. and looked at me like.. "Are you who I think you are?" I said.. "Yep.. it's me.. and I drove all the way here BY MYSELF!" If you know me at all.. you know I hate going anywhere alone.. but I had to get there.. so I drove four and a half hours to get to Atlanta alone. He knew that too. His eyes got wide as saucers.. as if he was saying.. "You're kidding!?" I saw my father right then.. my real father.. for just a second.. I'm SO glad we had that moment. He passed about five days later. Michael is going abit downhill..he is having to have morphine occasionally.. the nurse says it could be weeks now.. not months. Prayers for peaceful passing please.. Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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LoveBug
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I'm so sorry to hear about your Father, but I'm glad you were able to have those moments with him. I'm also sorry to hear about Micheal's turn. I pray that you will find peace and comfort from the Lord through your father's passing, and through Micheal's illness. Oh, make me Thine forever |
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Sunshine
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Mary, your serving of stress has loaded your plate. I wish several of us could be there to give you the time and peace you deserve. We know that Michael has been fighting the good fight...and we will continue to pray with, and for you all. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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Mary I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your father. You have been through so much stress. I'll pray for God to send you strength.. and as always Michael is in my thoughts and prayers. |
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NewEnglandlazurlu Member Rara Avis
since 2002-01-04
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Mary, I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your Dad. May he be in the arms of our loving God and be at peace. Please know you and Michael continue to be in my prayers and thoughts. hugs, Marti A single sunbeam is enough to drive away many shadows. |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Dear Michael, know that you are not alone ..... the Angels sit with you and will help you through. God's love and light surrounds you. May you feel warm and safe within love's embrace. Dear Mary I join in prayer with you and all our friends here for a serene peaceful painless time of reconnection to the Source of All there is. Love, Margherita |
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HopeS Member Elite
since 2000-12-22
Posts 4596Perth Western Australia |
Mary, Michael is still in my thoughts and prayers each day , I also have been away visiting my 81 year old father, I went all the way from Australia to in England , I had three weeks with him . He as many health problems and although he was in hospital when we arrived , he was determined to come out and spend some time with us ,I am sad to say he so upset when we had to leave and was back in hospital the day we had to left , but I know he was glad of the time we had together Hope |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
Mare, I am glad to see you made the drive safely. Again, all I can do is offer my prayers for you, Michael and the family to help you get through the days ahead. You have my sympathy for your loss and your story touched me that he recognized you and was his "old self". Remember, I am here if you need me... hugs Maureen |
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hoot_owl_rn Member Patricius
since 1999-07-05
Posts 10750Glen Hope, PA USA |
Mary, My thoughts are with you and Michael at this time. I know it's never easy to let go or to say goodbyes. I pray that Michael spends his final days as pain free and lucid as possible so that he leaves behind memories you can cling to rather than try to block from your mind. May God ease his passing from this earth and strengthen and bond your family through his life. God bless, Ruth Don’t’ Cry for me ~Ruth Kephart~ Don’t cry for me when I am gone, and this life progresses to the next... Remember me with smiles and pleasant thoughts. Don’t throw dirt on my grave, as my body lies cold and still and my soul soars... Bury hatred and cruelty and let the anger go, not me. Do not cut flowers to lay on my casket or on my grave they will only fade and rot with time... Plant seeds of happiness instead and let them grow. Don’t shout at the skies as they pour forth in rain for when the storm ends... The sun will once more shine and things will seem brighter. Don’t cry for me when I am gone, for in you I will always live. |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
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Dear Mary and Michael: Mary, my heart really goes out to you in dealing with the loss of your father. I am so glad you had a brief time with him, where he knew you. I went through something of the same type of thing when my father died. You never forget those few precious moments. I am praying daily for you and your family and Michael. I know there is no reversal for him, but pray it will be peaceful for both of you. Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Midnitesun
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thinking of you |
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stilltogether Member
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Thank you all SO much... I appreciate all your kind words, thoughts and prayers.. and I know Michael will to. I especially like the poem posted.. I needed that.. I have lost someone else very dear to me too... I haven't mentioned it here before...but.. I just found out in May that my first love...Monty... was murdered three years ago.. I hadn't seen him for a long time.. but his death has affected me so strongly.. that it's hard to comprehend sometimes. I think part of it is because it was such a shock.. and I never had any closure with him in our relationship...part is because I "lost" him the same year I lost my father.. and will lose my husband.. who was a friend of his by the way... I find myself surrounded by sorrow I'm afraid. I hold onto God.. tightly... Thank you all again.. we love you all. Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Sunshine
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Mary, you have suffered several blows recently. Please know that we are all here for you...no matter what. Give my love to Michael and your son, and you, especially, I hold you in my hugs... I think we all have a first love in our lives, and if we knew what had happened to them, we would be right where you are. Not an easy place to be. The nice thing is, that you were able to share him with Michael. Give Michael my best, please. Karilea |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
My heart ~ and my prayers ~ go out to you, Dear Mary for all that you have been going through. It could have fallen a lesser woman but I do believe you are beginning to realize that you have far more inner strength than you once may have thought. We never really know what we are made of until we are tested ~ and tested you most certainly continue to be. I will pray for Michael's release and that it be one of 'grace full' passing. Sending a rainbow of loving, protective Lights to arch over your blessed home, Linda |
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stilltogether Member
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Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Thank you both...I guess Monty's death has hit me harder than you would expect for the time that has passed since I last saw him.. I think.. in the back of my mind.. I had hoped to see him again. We were very close... Michael was a friend of his.. that's how I met Michael.. it's a long story how it all evolved.. kinda like Peyton Place... and some of you younger folks won't have a clue about that reference... I don't think I was ever completely over Monty... not by a long shot... It's just.. very hard to lose him, my father and Michael all in the same year... I am alot stronger than I thought...God moves in very mysterious ways... My son has had a religious awakening... he has started going to church.. and wants to be baptised! I'm VERY happy about that..as is Michael. I will pass on your love and prayers to him and to Chris... Much love and appreciation for you support.. Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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GG Member Elite
since 2002-12-03
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I've been rather silent in this thread, but want you to know that, though quiet, I still have been constantly praying and thinking of you each. Just don't feel I have words that can do justice not only to my thoughts and prayers, but more importantly, to your pain. Mary, hang in there... It's obviously not easy or understandable, but you can survive. Michael will be at peace soon, and pieces of him will remain in you, and in every person who knows of him. May God hold you close...Always, Alyssa |
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Sunshine
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Well, I'm more than old enough to understand your Peyton Place reference...  and it is amazing how people come into our lives and effect them in such wonderful ways. I'm sure more than a few of us, Mary, could say, "Oh, the stories I could tell you..." and we for the most part would nod our heads in understanding. Everyone has a story.Please tell Chris we are all very proud of him for listening to those voices...and I hope he finds what he needs in any manner of religious experiences and teachings. Give Michael our love, and that you all know we continue to keep this very special family in our thoughts and prayers. K |
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stilltogether Member
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Thank you Alyssa, what a beautiful sentiment.. And Sunshine..your words are welcome to my ears.. I need to let you all know that the hospice nurse has said "He may have weeks.. but possibly only days now"... He and I have been spending several hour of very quality time together each night now.. we've been remembering the old days...laughing.. and even talked (and cried) about Monty. He had forgotten about the murder.. he comforted ME over my grief! What an amazing man. Thank you Trillion for your card... he looked at it for several minutes...which is a long time for him now. Just wanted to let you know.. the end is probably coming close now... Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
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Mary, please tell Michael that he will never be forgotten, always loved, and that we will always have his poetry here, just as we have Lyra's, to read over and over again and be close to him, for years and years to come. Please tell him he is loved. And even while in Heaven, he will still be walking here. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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Reaching out...touching the screen.. wishing there was something I could do. Please tell Michael he is SO loved here and will never ever be forgotten. The prayers for a peaceful passing continue~ |
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Martie
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Mary I'm so glad I got to talk to Michael the other day...please tell him that hearing his voice and words filled me with peace. |
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Kit McCallum
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Mary, I've been away for a while and am now just catching up on some of the reading I had missed. I'm so sorry for the loss of your father and friend.  I'm thinking about you all, and hoping Michael is comfortable. Could you please give Michael a big hug for me, and tell him it's from Kit? I'd be so grateful. Please let him know he's in my thoughts, as are you and your son. Take care ... |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
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Thank you dear Mary for the update. I am sorry for all the sad events that have touched and are touching your life. I see however that you feel God's presence. His love will help you through. And your son's path is beautiful! I keep dear Michael in my heart and prayers. The Angels walk with him and are holding his hands. May he feel loved always, knowing that he is never alone, heavenly love floods his heart and body endlessly. Sending much love and hugs. Margherita Angel of Light  |
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Thank you for the update... tell Micheal we are all praying for a peaceful journey. We are praying for you and Chris as well. God is with you, and so are we.. Oh, make me Thine forever |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
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He knows we all care, and I'm hoping you and chris know we care very much about you too. We are all holding your hands, and keeping you in our hearts and thoughts. Namaste, we love you Michael, and always will. Heart hugs and much love and friendship go with you. And when your spirit ascends, please give our love and hugs to Madame Chipmunk for us, will ya? |
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hoot_owl_rn Member Patricius
since 1999-07-05
Posts 10750Glen Hope, PA USA |
Adding my prayers here for a peacefull passing and continued strength for you Mary and all the family. |
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Nan
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May your family's remaining time together be full of peace and love. We will always treasure your immortal poetry, Michael... God be with you... |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
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Dear Mary: I am praying that whatever time remains, it will be peaceful and being able to remember old times together is rewarding. God's Blessings on you and your family. Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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stilltogether Member
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Thank you all so very very much... your wonderful words bring tears to my eyes...but I feel the love in my heart. I will read these to Michael as soon as possible. He is still about the same... he doesn't want to let go... we are all trying to cherish this time we have left... Thanks again... you are all so wonderful. Love, Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Mary, please let Michael know, I am missing him, and love him so dearly. He will always be in my heart. love to you and Chris, Susan |
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Sunshine
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Mary, please let Michael know that my thoughts are prayers are with you all as the holidays approach. |
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Gentle Spirit Member Patricius
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Please let Michael know how loved he is and how much his words will live on. Peace and strength with continued prayers. ~D~ |
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Krawdad Member Elite
since 2001-01-03
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We should all be so lucky as Michael to have such care and attention during our last days and to be able to share the last freedom with loved ones. Warm hugs to all. ed |
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Posts 22676with you |
Michael called me tonight. We talked for about an hour. It did my heart beyond good to hear him. I have been thinking about him a lot lately worrying over calling, not knowing if it would be intruding on his family time, so I was afraid to. He said it wouldn't be intrusive. I got to say 'I love you' to him again and tell him that I miss him. I cried a lot too. It's hard when someone you care for isn't doing so good. It's a helplessness that just is so unfair. Michael is the dearest, the sweetest friend and I do love him so...thank God I got to talk to him again I will be calling him on Monday, just to check in. Friends should call him. He needs it. Please think about calling just to tell him you care... |
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iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
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Mary, may the All that is All bless your time now. .....jo |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Thank you all again... and yes.. please call if you can. He is usually up all day...and half the night. If you need our number, please email me at [email protected] His mind is not very clear now... so he may not know that any of you know he's dying.. he tends to forget that everybody knows...so if you call.. bear with him. He's hard to hear...but he tries. The nurse has said it could be 1 to 6 weeks.. they can't really pin it down any further right now.. but he suggested we have an early Christmas for him. Love to all. Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Sunshine
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Mary, please know that all of you are in my Thanksgiving prayers...and that my hope is that you, Michael, and your son find some good memories in all of your remaining days as a loving family. |
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Justbleu Member Elite
since 1999-08-31
Posts 3329Oregon, Originally From Alaska :) |
Please know you both are in my thoughts and prayers. I've been reading the thread almost daily but have been at a loss for words. Sending you lots of HUGS Bridgette |
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Dark Angel Member Patricius
since 1999-08-04
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Mary, please let Michael know that he is in our thoughts are prayers' as well as you and Chris. Maree |
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Ladycat
since 1999-07-05
Posts 782At the edge and a doorway,TX |
Michael, *hugs and kisses* From my family and I here in TX. Mary if there is anything that I can do for you just let me know. I love you lots. Happy Thanksgiving and Merry Christmas. It is great to know that you have so much family support here. You and Michael will be in my prayers. Love, Ladycat (Vynette) "Everything changes, everything stays the same."-Bill Austin |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
We had a pretty good day today. Had Thanksgiving dinner with his sister next door, her son and his family. Michael showed some of his old sense of humor. He ate more at one time than I've seen him eat in months. When he finished.. he sat back.. "Whew! I'm FAT!!!" You had to be there.. I will read all these new entries to him tomorrow as I did today... thank you all for your prayers and well wishes for us all. It is lovely to have friends. Especially when you have to go through something like this. Love, Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Martie
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I'm so glad to hear that Michael enjoyed his Thanksgiving dinner. But fat, that made me laugh! Thanks for letting us know. Taylor had a Glucerna and water for dinner....but just eating anything, is a good thing, sometimes. Hugs to you and to Michael and Chris! |
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Kit McCallum
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since 2000-04-30
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I loved the "Whew, I'm fat!" comment, Mary. I just wanted to say hello again, and let you know that you and Michael are in my thoughts. I'm glad you were able to have a wonderful Thanksgiving Day. Please give my "thanks" to Michael for the friendship we've shared here at Passions. I'm truly thankful for that! |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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I'm so pleased that Thanksgiving went well Mary. Please tell Michael he is in my thoughts and prayers daily, as are you and Chris. |
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Bonnie j Senior Member
since 2003-06-27
Posts 1588Ohio |
Good Morning almost afternoon. Been thinking of you and yours. So glad to hear you were able to eat a little Turkey on turkey day. It warms my heart to hear you still smile at the humor of the world. I won't make this to long because we have others that want to reach out and give you a hug. So bye for now. You are in my prayers. Love and Hugs coming your way. Bonnie aka BonBon |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Glad to have laughed through your posting Mary, humor is good medicine for us all, including Michael. I was overjoyed to see you enjoyed your Thanksgiving dinner, and while I have the opportunity wish to express my thanks to Michael for his gift of art and poetry to us all, I visit his poetry in the archives often. May you find continued strength in the love surrounding you. |
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NewEnglandlazurlu Member Rara Avis
since 2002-01-04
Posts 7470A Mountain Paradise |
Mary and Michael ... there is much in life to be thankful for and I am so thankful to have interacted in a small way with Michael, his poems and art. Michael you are a sweet man who is surrounded by family and friends who love you dearly. Please know you will always remain in our thoughts and prayers. hugs, Marti A single sunbeam is enough to drive away many shadows. |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
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Mary, please give 'fat Michael' a big holiday hello hug. |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Dear Michael and Mary: So glad you had a pleasant Thanksgiving and enjoyed time with family. will be in touch again soon! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Justbleu Member Elite
since 1999-08-31
Posts 3329Oregon, Originally From Alaska :) |
That's funny....I'm really happy to hear you had a good Thanksgiving. I loved the comment too. HUGS, Bridgette |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Big hugs and kisses to you all! It warmed my heart that you had a wonderful Thanksgiving. Michael, were you the stuffed turkey ~ or did you eat a stuffed turkey! lol I jest, you darling man! I was happy to hear that you ate well and enjoyed your dinner.  Hugs with lots of love, Linda |
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Nan
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What a wonderful day for you all. Michael, I'm so glad to see that you intend to enjoy this holiday season. I'll pray for just as wonderful a Christmas for you all... God Bless.. |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Michael, Mary, and Chris, I am so glad to hear that you all had a good Thanksgiving. That is wonderful. I hope, also, that your Christmas is good, too. My thoughts and prayers are with you all every day. With love and heart hugs, Ethel.....garysgirl |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Thanks my friends... I will read all these to him tomorrow if he's up to it. He's asleep now... Thanks once again for all the love, prayers, hugs and well wishes. Love, Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
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still praying thinking of you all in these difficult times love, Dixie |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
My thoughts wander often to you dear Michael and I hope that you feel loved and serene. Remember how precious you are in every moment and know that you never walk alone. I keep you in my prayers. Sending much love and big hugs.  Margherita |
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Ladycat
since 1999-07-05
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Still praying. How is he doing?  Love, Ladycat "Everything changes, everything stays the same."-Bill Austin |
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Sunshine
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Mary, Michael, Chris... Thinking of you all in the early morning light... |
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Gentle Spirit Member Patricius
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Holding you all in thought and prayers..  |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
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Mary: I never stop praying for all of you and think of you often during the day. Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
Still holding your hands, Mary, Christopher, Michael. Hoping that your days and nights are held together, in love. |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Sending hugs and prayers of wellbeing to you dear Michael, may the Light of this season touch your heart and plant serenity and trust in Angels' presence, every moment. You are not alone. Love, love, love Margherita |
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Dark Angel Member Patricius
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Dear Michael, Mary and Chirstopher, keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Maree. |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Thank you all.. I'm sorry I haven't been posting lately.. I'm frankly exhausted.. things are getting much worse... Tonight was a turning point. His feet are so swollen (because his heart is weakening) now that they are starting to split.. and leak fluid. We called the nurse out to see him tonight.. she said he HAS to stay in bed most of the time. He, of course. HATES that idea.. Angel and Laura (his neice and sister) will be staying overnight now.. starting soon... taking shifts... He has to have somebody there 24 hrs a day now. He was having heart pains.. and lung pain.. and breathing problems.. BAD ones tonight.. I can't see this lasting much more than days now... but he is SO determined to live.. it's incredible. He is now on morphine every two hours... Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.. they are most appreciated.. Love, Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Sunshine
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Ah, Mary...his will is so strong... Please let Michael know that he remains in everyone's prayer, for what is best for all...and tell him, please, that sometimes we need to attend the invitation, willingly. My heart is so sore, as your body and spirit are sore...but let Michael and your son know that only He knows our time. I send my love to you all. |
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Titia Geertman Member Ascendant
since 2001-05-07
Posts 5182Netherlands |
I'm so truely sorry to hear that. My thoughts are with you in this hard time. Titia Like scattered leaves...my words will flow |
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Martie
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Thank you, Mare, for letting us know how he is doing. My thoughts and prayers are with you all! |
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LoveBug
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You all continue to be in my prayers. Soon he will fly away and be away from all of the pain, and I will pray for a peaceful transition for him and comfort for you, Chris, and all of the family. Oh, make me Thine forever |
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SEA
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Mary, I'm really sorry to hear things have gotten worse...I'm so glad that there is family close to help out though. Please let Michael know he is in my thoughts (as are you and Chris) daily. |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
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Dear Mary: It is so kind of you to take time to let us know what is happening, in the midst of such turnoil. It is so sad to hear what all of you are going through. I'm glad that you will have some help and hope you are able to get more rest. You are all in my thoughts and prayers every day! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Mary, this has to be very difficult and extremely sad for all of you, but most of all for Michael. If he is so determined to hang on, it could be he is probably worried about you all, and sometimes folks just need to hear that everyone will be okay so they can move on. I am so sorry he is in the kind of pain that requires morphine so often. It is but a small comfort to know I suspect, but we are all there with you in thoughts and prayers. May you find the strength you need to see you all though. God bless you all. |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
Mare, understanding these last days... and you know, when it comes time, let him know it is okay, that he can let go...that everything will be fine, that you and your son will take care of each other...because sometimes that is all they are waiting for. My thoughts and warm hugs are with you all~ M |
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Kit McCallum
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Mary, I'm so sorry to hear Michael's struggle is becoming more difficult, but very grateful that you have let us know how he is doing. He and your family have been in our thoughts and prayers. I was just speaking to Nan yesterday and we were both wondering how he was doing, and hoping he knew that his friends here at Passions are thinking of him daily. Please give him an extra hug from me, and take care during this difficult time. |
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Nan
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Indeed - and may the Grace of God be with you and yours through this holiday season. We're grateful that we can share this time with you... |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
hugging all of you, wishing for this hug to be within your arms as you each hug this gentle man, and a strong healing heart hug for all of you. Michael, we will always love you, and treasure the gifts you left behind. And I believe your spirit will paint the skies in your unique colors as you wave goodbye. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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May God in His mercy ease Michael's pain and surround the three of you in the comfort of His love. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with Michael, Mary & Chris. |
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amigo Senior Member
since 2001-10-12
Posts 520the earth school |
Mary, healing thoughts & prayers sent to you and everyone in the family...He knows best... |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
May the Light of the Lord surround you all and comfort dear Michael in his final journey. For this I pray. Chris  |
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NewEnglandlazurlu Member Rara Avis
since 2002-01-04
Posts 7470A Mountain Paradise |
Mary, asking God to send his angels to surround Michael and help him on his journey home. My prayers continue for you and your family during this most difficult and sad time. I applaud your courage and diligence; it has been a long road for you all. May the Christ child, Jesus bring you both comfort. hugs, Marti |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Mary, Chris, and Michael,  |
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Munda Member Elite
since 1999-10-08
Posts 3544The Hague, The Netherlands |
Wishing you strength and peace within. You're all in my thoughts. |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
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I received an email from Michael's wife, Mare this afternoon with the latest news on Michael. I've copied and pasted it below. Thank you for all your prayers and well wishes for he and his family...I know it means alot to them all! It sure does to me. "Michael agreed today to be admitted for a few days to the actual hospice house.... they will try to get his pain level under control.. and the extreme swelling in his legs and feet reduced. I'm glad he finally agreed... that's where he needs to be. Chris and I will be going over to see him shortly. His sister and his niece are taking turns sitting with him." Mare |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
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Thanks for the update Martie. I breathe a sigh of relief knowing that Michael will get that awful pain and swelling under control, and hopefully his wife and son can get a little rest and possibly some peace of mind. God bless their loving hearts. Chris |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Mary, this is the right place for Michael's needs at this time, and what a good decision for his care, although I am sure it was a difficult one to make. You all must be having an extremely hard time right now, and my prayers continue to be with you. |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Dear Mary: I can't help but feel relived that Michael is going to a hospice house. They will be able to do more for him, in controlling what is happening, than you can at home. It will also, I hope, give you a chance for a little more rest, which I'm sure you sorely need. Thanks for keeping us posted. You know you all are always in my prayers! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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HopeS Member Elite
since 2000-12-22
Posts 4596Perth Western Australia |
Dear Mary ,My prayers and thoughts go out to you again and may dear Michael be eased from pain Hope |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
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Still sending my prayers down to you all and keeping my candle lit. |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
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Joining Sharon in continued prayers. Chris |
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Martie
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I received another email from Michael's wife, Mare, tonight...I've copied and pasted it below. "Just a quick note to let you all know what's going on.. and to not expect to hear much from me for a few days at least. Michael is home from hospice for Christmas... but the doctor said he has to have someone with him EVERY second.. literally... so I'll be with him most of the time... when no one else is available. Sleeping in there too. They literally said they'd be surprised if he made it through Christmas... Just wanted to let everyone know.. and I think you all for being there... and caring. Love, Mare" |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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Mare, I appreciate as do the rest here at Passions the fact that the computer is not a priority now as you must be worn out and going through a very rough time. But I do appreciate you taking the time to let Martie know so she can forward any news on to us. This news tonight is very very sad. Please tell Michael we love him... and will miss him..and when he feels it's time, to go with God. He will never ever be forgotten....never. I pray tonight for a peaceful and painless transition, when the time comes. Peace be with you, Michael and Chris. Thank you Martie for passing on this update. |
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Sunshine
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Mary, on this Christmas Eve, please know that our prayers are with you and Michael, and the other members of our Passions' family who are in need of the love of our Father. So many of us know this time of wait, and wonder; knowing also that we go through the motions of doing our best for the ones we love. My prayers are with you, Michael, and Chris. |
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Bonnie j Senior Member
since 2003-06-27
Posts 1588Ohio |
Sending out my love wrapped in quiet calm. This calm filled with serenity and pain free days of tomorrow. I brush my hands across your fevered brow and send a prayer of tranquility. God bless dear Michael and family. Hugs and Love coming your way from Ohio BonBon |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
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keeping my candle lit also |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Dear Mary: Sending my love and prayers to you and Michael and your family. I know what this waiting is like, to some degree, having gone through it with several family members. My thoughts are with you every day! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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sandgrain Member Elite
since 1999-09-21
Posts 3662Sycamore, IL, USA |
May the celebration of our Lord's birth comfort you at this heartbreaking time. He came that we should have peace, knowing the joy of everlasting life awaits. May we celebrate the earthly life of preparation for the unending heavenly one with our Savior. Please, Lord, ease the tension, sending angels to surround and lift their heavy hearts, I pray. God bless you, Rae |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
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Heart hugs to you. I've been thinking of Michael today, and of you Mary, and Christopher. A scented sweet candle is lit, and I am wishing for you, a holiday sharing your love. |
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Kit McCallum
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Joining in thoughts with everyone. My thoughts are with you Mary, Michael and Christopher.  |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
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Hi friends....Here is an email from Mare received this morning...she said Michael was going to call me, but he hasn't so far. I'll let you know when he does. "He's not doing well... the doctors think he prob won't make it beyond this weekend.. it's very hard. I've been with him 24/7 since he came home from hospice. Please let everybody at Passions know.. Thanks... Love, Mary" |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
May the Angels light the way, hold Michael's hands and guide him safely Home, surrounded by Love. My candle is lit. Thank you dear Martie for keeping us updated. Praying for strength and Divine assistance in these hours of struggle. Hugs across the world to dear Michael. Love, Margherita |
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Martie
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I spoke with Michael on the telephone just now....it was good to talk to him, but so hard to understand what he was saying. Thank you for your continued prayers for his peaceful passing. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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My candle is still lit and the prayers continue~ |
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Gentle Spirit Member Patricius
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Michael Mary and family...the candle remains lit and please let Michael know how much he has touched the lives of everyone who has come to know him through his artistry and words. May his journey home be free of pain and filled with peace. |
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Sunshine
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May our friend know the Peace of His love, and may He give peace to those left behind... Mare, our prayers continue to be with you, Michael, and Chris, with love. |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
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Dear Mary: My thoughts have continually returned to you and Michael all during the last couple of days. Needless to say, I am praying for all of you. Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
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still holding you in thought and prayer, Mare, Michael and Chris... M |
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sandgrain Member Elite
since 1999-09-21
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May God bless you in these difficult hours with peace and appreciation for the time you've shared. |
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Ladycat
since 1999-07-05
Posts 782At the edge and a doorway,TX |
I pray that our dear family member and his family find strength and peace. God Bless you all!! Love, Ladycat Insanity in individuals is something rare but in groups, parties, nations and epochs, it is the rule.-Friedrich Nietzsche |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
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a peaceful passing, yes sending my prayers and love |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
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The prayers continue.. the candle remains lit. |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
My thoughts wander to you, dear Michael. Sending a big hug. Love fills and surrounds you. All is well. Love, Margherita |
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Decaflame Senior Member
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All of us who love you and your loved ones, Michael, continue to pray as one huge family. |
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amigo Senior Member
since 2001-10-12
Posts 520the earth school |
Joining in this prayer circle...for peace and strength to all.... |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
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 May the Lord's angels continue to watch over dear Michael and his family. For this I pray. Chris |
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HopeS Member Elite
since 2000-12-22
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Continuing with prayers and thoughts and sending huge loving hugs Hope |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
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An email from Mare today: "I sat with Michael all morning... holding his hand and talking to him, hoping he could hear me. He has been in sleep mode for two days straight... in and out.. but mostly out. I have read that people can still hear you... when they are like that, so I sat there and just talked..about things we had done together over the years... the good things...none of the bad... about how he would be healthy again in Heaven... about how his parents were waiting for him, my father was waiting for him to help with a garden... and how his friend Monty was waiting, to see him again. He would squeeze my hand in response to alot of things.. so I know he was hearing me. Told him I loved him... and that I probably didn't deserve him... that he was a good man... and that Chris and I would be ok... that it was time for him to let go of this life...and start his new life in Heaven... with no troubles, no worries, no pain.. and a brand new body. Talked about lots of other things too.. just rambling... but it felt right. I'm glad we had these days at home together, because we just checked him back into Hospice at 3 today..... and the nurse says it may be a few days...but I doubt he'll ever come home. He is such a fighter. I told him today was the third anniversary of Monty's death, and that it was ok if he passed on the same day. I was terrified of that before, but I've been thinking about it over the past few days, and I think it is ok.. might even be fitting actually. I just want his suffering to end. This has really hit me hard now... Now that he's just laying there.. unable to really stand up alone... it's like.. "Hey.. he's REALLY going to die ... " It's hard to explain. I find myself with very swollen eyes again... I feel God around me..." |
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*sigh* heart hugs to you, Mary, Chris, Michael *touching the screen softly, wishing Michael all the colors of the rainbow in his final moments, and hoping he truly knows how many of us loved him* |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
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God is surrounding you and Michael and Chris now Mare. It was good..good for you to talk to Michael about anything and everything..and I'm sure he could hear you. I pray now for Michael to have a peaceful passing.. That God now lifts up his weary body and sets his soul free. Bless you dear lady...hugging the three of you. |
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Mary, I'm so sorry this is happening...I keep Michael in my thoughts daily...he is for sure a fighter. I hope you and Chris are doing ok with all this, as ok as one can be under these circumstances. My heart is with you, Michael and Chris. My prayers are that this transition will be a peaceful one for Michael, and for you and Chris as well. My love to you all |
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Sunshine
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Mare, you've done all of the right things, not only for Michael, but for you, as well. This is the bridge that life builds, and only the givers know when it is time to cross it... you did it just right, Mary...just right. And He is holding you Very close... Love, Karilea |
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Justbleu Member Elite
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Fagin Member
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I can recall during my own Father's last hours how I told him that all was well and that his work here was done. I promised him I would watch over the family and that he could now let go. "Let go, Papa," and the following morining in his sleep, he did. The worried furrows were gone from his brow and a sense of peace glowed from his face. It was both a sad time but full of relief and respite from the empyshema that ravaged his body. I only pray that Michael will pass this well and that all around him feel the sense of relief that I felt at that moment knowing Michael will be with our Father and free from all pain in a new body. Dear Lord, I pray that you guide him into your arms. Amen. |
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Kit McCallum
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Thank you Martie, for letting us know. Mary, take care during this difficult time. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with Michael, you and Chris. |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
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Mary they do hear in many ways, and if he himself can't hear you, then the angel standing by sure does. He could be waiting for the time he wishes himself to go. He needed to hear your permission to go, to know he was loved, and that you and Chris will be fine, which you have been telling him. The rest is an agreement between him and God. I know that by being in the hospice now he is definitely out of any pain physically. None of us know the mental pain until we are in it ourselves, but we sure can hold a hand of a loved one walking through it - which you are also doing. You dear lady are now in the reality of an ending of this life and the wonderful beginning of another. I for one wish him a safe and wonderfully uplifting journey. For you and Chris I wish your spirits to be uplifted again as soon as possible as Michael would have wanted it that way I am sure. May God be with you all at this time. |
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Dark Angel Member Patricius
since 1999-08-04
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Mary, please know that Michael, you and Chris continue to be in my thoughts through this difficult time, I pray for a peaceful transition for you all. with love Maree. |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Mary, your holding of Michael's hand and being with him for hours on end while saying all those glorious things to him, will help him through this transition more than you may even realize. I know that God and the angels were with you and guiding you to say the most comforting and healing words to your beloved husband. Hearing is the last sense to go, so though he may not have been responding to your words, he was hearing them. My father has been dying in hospital for over two months, in fact, he has had last rites performed on him 3 times. My parents, sister and my nephew who is more like my son, moved away 1 and half years ago to British Columbia from Ontario. The separation has made my Dad's poor health so much much more difficult for me. I have felt so useless ~ and the miles have been very difficult. God did give us all a Christmas present. He came home Christmsa Eve. He has home care and their home has been modified for his infermities. During these stressful times, I have not only been praying for my Dad, I have been praying for Michael, you, and Christopher as well. Michael's journey will be safe, and at the very end, painless as he returns to his home in the stars. Michael is truly an Earth Angel that God lent to us here on Earth. He has spread love and beauty and has fulfilled God's plan for him. It appears as though the time for Michael to return Home is nigh. God speed, Glorious Michael. We shall miss you ~ and always love you! You will be adding your bright star to the firmament! Shine on! Love & God's Light, Linda |
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heather_kitn Member
since 2001-12-07
Posts 61In The Kokapelli's Song |
Weep not for me, though I’ll be gone conceding to the gentle night. Grieve in your heart, but not for long, upon my soul's recondite flight. Ponder deeply your love of darkness and you’ll see no need for tears. My mind finds peace, my body rests, I’ll be but free, there are no fears. Dwell not upon my fight for breath, carry forth tomorrow but no strife, for my essence ends not with death, but begins the newest phase of life. -heather |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Dear Mary: Keeping watch with you in my thoughts and prayers! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
My beloved Michael passed on to be with the Lord at 9:10 PM tonight. I was not with him at the time.. his niece Angel was, but she called me immediately. I had gone to say my good byes last night, because it was getting much too hard to watch him suffer. I sat with him for a short time last night, alone, held his hand...and tried to ease his restlessness. Even with all the drugs, he was almost constantly moving...restless. Told him I loved him again...and that his mother and father were waiting for him...it was time to let go. He squeezed my hand once...so I choose to believe he heard me. I am so happy for him that he is out of that poor tired body...and soaring free... "That God now lifts up his weary body and sets his soul free." I love that... When I got there tonight about 10 minutes after he died...I leaned down and kissed him...then sat with him until the funeral home came to take the body. It was over two hours... the hospice people gave us plenty of time to say goodbye. His face in death was peaceful, no pain, no anxiousness...no more suffering. I don't quite know what to do with myself now...I alternate between crying and numbness.. I'm alone tonight which is ok. Probably good. I can almost hear Michael and Monty talking to me.. "Mary...it's ok.. we're both alright... you will be too.. and we both love you..." I loved all your posts since Martie posted my email, but I picked a few pieces that I really liked... "Michael's journey will be safe, and at the very end, painless as he returns to his home in the stars. Michael is truly an Earth Angel that God lent to us here on Earth. He has spread love and beauty and has fulfilled God's plan for him. It appears as though the time for Michael to return Home is nigh. God speed, Glorious Michael. We shall miss you ~ and always love you! You will be adding your bright star to the firmament! Shine on!" "for my essence ends not with death, but begins the newest phase of life." Michael knew all of you loved him...and he returned that love. I have come to love you all too... and I appreciate all your support and prayers and caring through all of this. God Bless you all Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
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rest in peace dear friend you will always be loved always remembered |
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Balladeer
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since 1999-06-05
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Your words bring incredible sadness...please accept my sympathies for your loss....I wish you the very best. |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Mary I am so sad for the loss you and Chris will feel, but I too am pleased Michael will no longer suffer, and is free to do what angels do. I suppose in his case, he may probably paint some, write some, sail some. He will enjoy meeting old friends and adding new. So until we all meet him again, I too will say, "Goodbye dear friend, I am glad to have had you in my life for a brief time, and am better for it!" May God bless you all, and make this transition easy for you, as I am sure Michael would have wanted. Take care Mary, and do stay in touch to let us know how you are doing please.  Painted by Michael Auguste http://members.tripod.com/~augustfire/index.html |
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stilltogether Member
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Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Thank you all... and thanks for posting that picture.. that is my favorite painting of his.. I will keep in touch, I promise. Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
Mary, Im so sorry... I don't know what else to say...I'm glad he isn't in pain any more, but I'm sure gonna miss him. (((love you Michael))) |
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serenity blaze Member Empyrean
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Please accept my sincere condolences for yourself and your son Mary. My prayers continue for you and yours that you might find solace after your loss. I'm so very sorry. |
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Susan Caldwell Member Rara Avis
since 2002-12-27
Posts 8348Florida |
Mary, I am so sorry for your loss. He will be missed by all.... I have no other words to convue my sorrow. "cast me gently into the morning, for the night has been unkind" |
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Sunshine
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since 1999-06-25
Posts 63354Listening to every heart |
Mary, I know that Martie will be away for a day or so...I don't know if you have reached her yet, but as I reflect on your words, and on this thread, I can't help but think we've all been an invisible family to you and Michael and Chris...here with our prayers and love, guidance and concern. You were right, you know. He felt that last squeeze, and he heard those last words. You were correct again in that he is no longer suffering, and is whole again in his Lord's haven. I am glad he had the holidays with you, and he quit the world on its last day of the year. It was a gift, you know, so that you can start this day and year anew, with his memories, and those of Monty, joined as they are now, to watch over you and Chris. Please, continue to listen to the voices of your loved ones, and those of your friends here at Passions, and take what you may, leave what you might, and perhaps you will allow us to hold you at times when things seem strange, and share with us the times when Chris is making you and his father proud... and please know that I will keep you both in my prayers. Love, Karilea [This message has been edited by Sunshine (01-01-2005 07:27 AM).] |
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Kit McCallum
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since 2000-04-30
Posts 14774Ontario, Canada |
Mary, I am so sorry. Please accept my deepest and most sincere sympathy. Michael was a wonderful man. Since seeing your note this morning, I’ve spent quite some time reading and reminiscing through many posts and e-mails with Michael. More than a few tears have been shed on this end. We came to know and love Michael not only for the beautiful poetry and artwork which he shared with so many of us here, but also for all the hard work and dedication which he brought to us here behind the scenes at Passions as a Deputy Moderator. Working in the background at Passions, I came to understand his integrity and compassion that comes through when working side by side each other. Michael volunteered in that capacity for many rotations, and I came to admire and respect him immensely in so many aspects. I am so very grateful to have known him. He will continue to be in my thoughts, as will you and Christopher during this difficult time. Please do stay in touch with us, and allow us to help however or whenever we can. The Angel Comes Just close your eyes, my tired one, Our peaceful journey has begun. Take hold my hand, and feathered wing, Lift up your heart to sweetly sing, Beyond the pain that holds you here, I'll guide your soul ... for heaven's near. Fear not, the brilliant lights you see, 'Tis heaven's trail, we rise to meet. Let calm and peace surround your heart, For never do we truly part. You leave behind on earthly plain, Your memories, for they remain Deep in the heart of those you love, A treasured gift from God above. The love and care you've given all, Will stay with them, for evermore; Within their hearts, you'll always stay, In prayer, one tender thought away. While in their time of deep despair, We'll travel 'mongst them unaware; Your presence felt by those will bring, A whispered touch, from new-sprung wings. For times they wish you to be near, They'll feel your warmth, your love, your care; A spark, in memory you'll ignite, To drift them off to sleep at night. A quiet touch, a lightened heart, Is how they'll feel your love impart; Beyond the bounds of heaven's door, With angels as you drift and soar. So gentle one, your time is here, I've come to take away your fear; This earthly body cannot mend ... Your suffering, is at an end. So take my hand, and follow me, To rest in peaceful harmony, Come soar with me above the clouds, To heaven's gate, where love abounds. Take comfort now, we've reached the light ... Your soul released, to angel's flight. /Kit McCallum |
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Nan
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since 1999-05-20
Posts 21191Cape Cod Massachusetts USA |
He walks with God now, Mare. You've been his strength through his entire struggle, and I know he'll return some of that strength to you in the days to come. Healing takes time. Give yourself that, and God Bless... |
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Poet deVine
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since 1999-05-26
Posts 22612Hurricane Alley |
I am so sorry for your loss. You and Chris will be in my prayers. |
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scorpio Member Ascendant
since 2002-10-02
Posts 5178right...there |
Truly sad news. But a blessing for Michael. His struggle is over. And he's in God's light. My thoughts and prayers are with you Mare and Chris. believe in what your heart feels... |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Michael's struggle is over... God rest his sweet and loving soul. I will continue to pray for you Mary and Chris, that this transition goes as smoothly as possible. God Bless and please stay in touch. |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
My deepest sympathy Mary & Chris God speed Michael, dear, dear poet and gentle man. |
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suthern
since 1999-07-29
Posts 20723Louisiana |
I am so sorry for your loss... so glad he blessed our lives. You and Chris are in my thoughts and prayers, Mary... my deepest sympathy to you both. |
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Ratleader
since 2003-01-23
Posts 7026Visiting Earth on a Guest Pass |
I have followed this thread and the fading of the man it's about....I hope some day I have the grace that he carried with him through life, and I'm sure, on the continuing journey he is making now. There are gentle spirits in this world....far too few, but his is one of them. I won't use past tense for that -- because his spirit still is what it was when he carried it, and it carried him. I'm reposting a poem called Of Wasps And Roses....which was written for Michael....and which brought us to friendship at last, after a personal matter had held us apart for longer than either of us wanted. ~~(¸¸¸¸ºº> ~~(¸¸¸¸ºº> ~~(¸¸ ¸¸ºº> ~~~(¸¸ER¸¸ºº> |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
I am so glad Michael had his family here at Passions... he loved you all... and he loved working as a Dep Mod too. He had the most integrity of any man I have ever known.. well, except my father. He was a good, honest, moral, devout man... and he gave me a wonderful son to help me carry on. God knew I would need Chris... Thank you Kit for that absolutely beautiful poem...I have saved that. I was just responding to some of my friends on my monkeeland.com board who said the same thing.. that perhaps Michael had wanted to hang on till the end of this year...to give us all a fresh start. I had thought that very same thing last night as I sat looking at his peaceful face. I do feel like I have an invisible family here at Passions... and I'm glad I got to know you all. I did reach Martie by the way, before she left. I told her I'd post the news here. I don't know what our lives hold in store now.. but whatever it is.. I know that Michael and Monty and my father will all be looking down from Heaven, guiding us, along with the Lord. I am so much richer for having known all three of those men. Michael was able to tell Angel before he died that he saw his parents standing beside God... their arms open.. and that Heaven was beautiful. I hope when it's my time to leave this earth, I look up and see Michael, Monty and my parents standing beside God.. welcoming me home. Thank you for all your prayers and caring and love. I will stay in touch, I promise. Love, Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Krawdad Member Elite
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So good of you to have provided Michael with so much love and care. He was blessed with that. |
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HopeS Member Elite
since 2000-12-22
Posts 4596Perth Western Australia |
Mary , Please accept my deepest sympathies , he will be forever remembered in our hearts rest in peace dear friend Hope |
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ThisDiamond Member Rara Avis
since 2002-02-22
Posts 9353Michigan, USA |
As I have read here silently, I have thought about what a wonderful man touched so many here... Even the slightest word he gave was encouraging and genuine, and even as a new person to Passions, I found a friend that spread a joyous robe across the world. Thank you Michael Auguste. Mary: If you are ever in need of company, please come and be with us. All Blessings to you and your family, Kathy Harris (ThisDiamond) |
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sandgrain Member Elite
since 1999-09-21
Posts 3662Sycamore, IL, USA |
I hadn't known Michael, but when I saw this thread for him, I read it, read his awesome poetry and prayed for him and his family. This opportunity has been extremely touching and my prayers continue for all concerned. My heart bleeds for your loss, yet I share in the happiness of the love you'll always continue to know. May our Lord richly bless you in this new chapter of your lives. Rae |
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NewEnglandlazurlu Member Rara Avis
since 2002-01-04
Posts 7470A Mountain Paradise |
It breaks my heart to know Michael is gone. But I know he is in the arms of our Lord. He has gone home to rest and his earthly body no longer suffers. He is free and flies with the angels. And know tht God holds every one of your tears in the palm of His hands.Mary, please know that although I do not know you personally, I am so impressed with your bravery and wisdom. You are an inspiration to all who have come in contact with you. Sending you loves and hugs .... Marti from the hills of NH. |
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Fagin Member
since 2004-05-07
Posts 126Ca |
Your helping Michael through his last times was the most wonderful gift anyone could possibly give. Michael now takes his rightful place in God's tapestry and is now painting for Him. Our thoughts and prayers go out to you. |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Thank you all so much.. you say what is in my heart and mind so beautifully. Michael was the strongest man I've ever known. He cannot be replaced. I'd like to give credit to his niece Angel and sister Laura also.. especially Angel, she stayed with him when I couldn't. And he died in her arms. She was telling him at the time what I had been.. that it's ok to let go.. God was waiting... I guess he finally was ready. I wish I had been there, but I know he knows how I feel. We had said our good-byes. It must be glorious to be free of the earthly body and it's frailties and soar free like the birds. It's only us left behind we grieve for... Love, Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
To those in this large family wishing to send either a donation, or flowers in memory of Michael Pruitt(Auguste) here is the pertinent information needed to accomplish that.  There will be a memorial service for Michael, Monday, January 3rd, at 6:00 p.m. at: Hubert C. Baker Funeral Home 7415 Hodgson Memorial Drive Savannah, Ga 31406 Phone: 912-927-1999 Mary has asked that anyone who might like to make a donation in Michael's memory send it Savannah Hospice, who cared for him with dignity during his latest journey. They truly are an organization powered by love. http://www.hospicesavannah.org/ways_to_donate.shtml Hospice Savannah 1352 Eisenhower Drive Savannah, GA Phone: 912-355-2289 Thank you all, and may Michael's spirit soar on this new journey that has begun. [This message has been edited by Mysteria (01-01-2005 07:45 PM).] |
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SEA
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Thank you Sharon for the info.... |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Dear Mare, I send a big hug across the world to express my simpathy to you and to your son. Dear Michael's beautiful soul is now free to dance in heavenly spheres, as well as in your heart. I will remember the highly gifted artist and his gentle heart. Thank you for sharing his last times on this plane with us. We are all One ..... and we are children of eternity. May you find comfort in this truth. Love, Margherita  |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Dear Mary: I didn't know Michael very well before I saw that first post telling us he had cancer. I started praying for him and you, at that time and read all his poetry and looked at his pictures. Who he was came through so beautifully in his work! How glad I am to have gotten to know him a little bit better and to share in this time with you. You have been wonderful about keeping in touch during such a difficult time. No one here will ever foget Michael, or you and Chris! God Bless. Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Not A Poet Member Elite
since 1999-11-03
Posts 3885Oklahoma, USA |
God speed, my friend. You will be missed by so many here and, I'm sure, everywhere you have been and touched people. Pete |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
You are all so very caring... I love you all... One thing.. some of you I'm sure realize that Michael's real last name was not Auguste.. If you send flowers or donations.. please make for Michael Pruitt or else they may not be able to direct it properly. Thank you all so very much.. Michael does soar... I miss him so much.. selfishly... but I know he's so much better now... and I will be too.. someday. Love, Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Ladycat
since 1999-07-05
Posts 782At the edge and a doorway,TX |
God Speed to Dear Michael!! It was great that he was so loved in his last days. And that he will always be remembered as a great friend and a wonderful poet! *hugs and kisses to the family* May your pain soon be eased by the thought that he is in a better place with no suffering. God Bless you all! Love, Ladycat Insanity in individuals is something rare but in groups, parties, nations and epochs, it is the rule.-Friedrich Nietzsche |
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PhaerieChild Senior Member
since 1999-08-30
Posts 1787Aloha, Oregon |
You have my deepest sympathy. I am sorry for your loss. In all I've seen in Michael he was a free spirit and still is. I know that you will see him again and join him on the other side when the time is right. |
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Denise
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My deepest sympathies, Mary, to you, Chris and the rest of the family. Michael will be missed by so many. (((HUGS))) |
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Titia Geertman Member Ascendant
since 2001-05-07
Posts 5182Netherlands |
walking the shore of the spirit's ocean I'll send a poem on Heaven's clouds to flow it will carry signs of my emotion you're free of pain and that's what really counts 't was time you drifted off to meet your Lord and at the end of Heaven's stairs you've mount you'll find the folks you always have adored together you will live in peace at last and you will smile upon all those you knew we will remember all your words from past when we will walk in early morning's dew in poet's hearts your memory will stay until we will meet again dear friend, one day My thoughts are with you and your son Mare in this difficult time. And it's a lovely thought as you suggested, that he waited for the last day of the year to meet his Lord. Part of Michael's name is still living on in the lamb I named after him (August)this early Spring. He has turned into a beautiful Ram. Titia Like scattered leaves...my words will flow |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Thank you again... all of you. And Titia how beautiful that poem is. I don't know if I mentioned it here.. I lose track of what I've posted where.. but his ashes will be spread by his brothers at sunrise on the beach.. right in front of the lighthouse he loved... Tuesday morning. He loved the ocean... Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Magnus
since 2001-10-10
Posts 14135South Carolina, USA |
Mary, I know that Michael is now free of suffering and is in a place where he will forever be free of pain... I am sorry that he has passed, but I am happy that he no longer suffers. Words don't flow well, I will miss his kindness... God bless each of you and give you strength to carry on in your lives... Barry |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Mary, I do believe that the night sky is shining more brightly ~ for it now has the added light of its newest star...  Michael has gone Home and he will be lovingly watching over you and Christopher from afar. His peace will be far greater once you and his beloved son are at peace for him. And please remember that love is energy, and energy cannot die ~ It can only change form. His love is now divine. God bless you all, Linda xo  |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
Mare, I did not see this until now~~~ And I just wanted to let you know that you did everything you could to make Michael comfortable in his last days. I knew you had it within you to stay strong and I am sure he felt all the love that surrounded him before he let go of this world. Keeping you in my heart, mind and prayers now and into the new year. We have been blessed having a part of Michael here with us. comfort hugs M |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
Thank you Mary, for allowing us to share these final moments with Michael. His ship has sailed with grace and dignity, and we were all very lucky to have had a chance to know him through his poetry and art. Heart hugs to you Christopher, and the family. *Dying in the arms of an Angel....holds its own special meaning* |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
I will be posting some pictures of Michael that Mare would like to share in a bit, but I wanted to share an incredible story that Mare told me about Chris. For the purpose of accuracy I have simply cut and pasted it here for you. The background to this part of our conversation was that I was responding to the fact that Michael had died in the arms of an angel, (his neice Angel.) During his transition, he was sharing with Angel what he was seeing in his mind's view of heaven, and the people that were standing there waiting for him. It meant a lot to me to hear that. quote: Yes, and no, as now I realize even more that all things do indeed happen for a reason. |
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Dark Angel Member Patricius
since 1999-08-04
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Mary and Christopher... I am so sorry for your loss. Michael will be missed by all.... Maree |
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Bonnie j Senior Member
since 2003-06-27
Posts 1588Ohio |
I'm reaching out across the miles sending love and peace of heart to you and yours in this hour of sadness. Hugs Bonnie |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
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A few pictures that Mary wanted to share with all of you of her and Michael. The lighthouse they are standing in front of will be Michael's final resting place. What a beautiful place to rest indeed. 
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
What wonderful memories captured here of Michael! It shows more insight into the man he was.. Thank you Mary for sharing them. Thank you Sharon for posting. |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Please allow me to echo what my sister Enchantress/Nancy Lee said in her comment. Sail on Michael !! My love and prayers to you all. Chris |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
You are most welcome... and thank you all for the comfort I am feeling more and more... Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Here is a song that a member of my board just posted for me. Her friend wrote it for his sister who passed... but as I told her.. he wrote it for me too.. he just didn't know it at the time. It is absolutely perfect... http://www.coreydamerell.com/Music_Pages/Music/Danny_Quinn/FriendlySoul.mp3 Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
thank you, Mary when I first tried to link from this page, I got an error message, so if it happens to anyone else? the solution? just copy the link, close Pips, paste the link into your browser's Search window and go that should take you to this beautiful song hugs to you, Mary, Chris and all the family |
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iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
Posts 13434USA |
Mary and family, although you don't know me, my prayers have been with you and yours. May Michael find the Garden in full bloom, and may you be surrounded by the love of friends and family. .....jo |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
I think maybe the well wishes and prayers from people I don't know... are extra special. Thank you all.. I am surrounded by family today..both "in person" and "invisible." Both are very important. Love, Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
Dear Mary: My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family today, more than ever. Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Dear Friends, for those of you wishing to leave your note of sympathy to Mary and Chris on this sad day, there is now an online guestbook on the Savannah Now Newspaper site, in the name of Michael Nolan Pruitt. There is a photo album as well to take you to his words and art online. Entries will take a bit to time to appear. May Michael rest in peace. http://www.legacy.com/Savannah/LegacySubPage2.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonId=2992207 Mary and Chris, he is with you on this day, lean on him. Carpe' Diem |
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Munda Member Elite
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Dear Mare and Chris, I'm so sorry for your loss and wish you strenght and peace in the time ahead of you. Although Michael shall be terribly missed, he will always be with us through his poetry. Munda |
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I am so sorry for your loss and will be praying for you and the family, as you go through this time. He'll always be remembered, and will always be in our hearts... |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
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I thought I would share this note I received from David (Lyra's husband,) with his permission as it was truly heartwarming. Hi Sharon, Thank you for all the emails through the holidays, and the ones concerning Michael. His passing has lead to a bit of a relapse on my part. I have been going thru Lyra's emails and poems the past few days, and some of Michael's as well. I think what struck me most was his signature on Pip that he also included in his emails. The stars will shine when I am gone, the earth will spin on as before, the gulls, still race along the shore, the morning star, still kiss the dawn. David |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
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Thank you so much.. whoever set up the guest book on the Savannah paper online. I didn't even realize they had that service. Michael would love that.. And thank you David, for posting that.. the signature says it all.. doesn't it? Love, Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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SuperDave Junior Member
since 2002-09-12
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Yes, it does Mare. David |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Mare and Chris, my thoughts and prayers are with you. Heart Hugs, Ethel |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
I wanted to say that in going through some boxes.. I've uncovered some VERY old poetry of Michael's.. and mine.. Some written before we were married.. some right after.. It's not as polished and "correct" as his later works.. but it's still wonderful.When I can manage to do it.. I'll post some if you like... Love, Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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SEA
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Mary, post yours too! I would love to read your poetry. How are you doing? I hope you and Chris are doing good...*hugs* Susan |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
We are better than a week ago...when we lost him. We are having some in-law issues however.. which I won't go into on a public board.. but let's say that all people are NOT as they seemed... unfortunately. Michael would NOT be happy either. I am re-posting this July 2000 poem of Michael's about his mother's death. He told me over and over that I couldn't understand how he felt inside about losing his parents.. not until I had lost mine. Well.. he was right. I understand now. I can feel his pain in his words more vividly now... now that I've lost my father... and my husband.. and my first love. Three very different circumstances... but three very important people in my heart. I have been meaning to tell you all a little story... it shows how caring Michael was... and how he cared about me. I had burned the top of my right hand sometime before Thanksgiving...on the oven door. A pretty bad burn. When he saw it, he INSISTED that he become my doctor concerning that. Every day he would take my hand and massage lotion into that burn..."to keep it from scaring.. you have such pretty hands.. we can't let it scar..." he said. He would lovingly massage tons of that lotion into my skin...way more than was necessary, but he didn't understand that anymore.. and I was enjoying those moments so much, I didn't stop him. It was "our" time... well.. some of it anyway. He was MY doctor.. he enjoyed that...instead of always being the patient.. he was the care-giver for a little while. And all the loving attention he gave that burn.. helped, because there is no trace of a scar. I really thought there would be. He was proud of that. I will always remember that. Here's the poem: I Hid Her Pictures by Michael Auguste A flower must take just one last look At one more sun before it dies I wonder if that's how she felt I wish that I could search her eyes So often grief will try to win And try to blind my eyes with tears And now I stand here hurt again As I have been for many years Choke back the sobs, get on with life Although you feel so all alone Be strong for both your son and wife And remember you still have a home I so often in the mirror see Her face when gazing at my own Because I am her son, you see Aloud, I wish that I could moan I miss her smile so very much I miss her wisdom. I miss her scent I miss her guidance and her touch I miss the way her life was spent Deep sadness runs on little feet They seek the darkness of my heart And in a crowd do they all meet So they can rip what's left apart Confused and numb I wander on My father gone nine years before And now my mother, please no more I often feel so all alone Such loving things she'd tried to teach That I rebelled against in youth But now they're part of who I am Because I finally saw their truth I hid her pictures from my sight So stronger could I grow with years And find a room to lock this hurt So I could see, without the tears Her body turned to ashes be I carried them with gentle hands And cast them to the winds at sea And watched them fall upon the sands Nine years before I did the same With my poor father, bless his heart Now they're both just sea and sand And will forever be a part Sometimes I sit and watch the sea As starlight bathes me in the night I know they're there, just out of reach And will also be with coming light Though years have come and years have gone Forgetfulness they would not bring My heart has yet to find new song And my voice forgotten how to sing But strong I must be, this I know These tears in prison must I keep For if I let just one tear flow Forever do I think I'd weep ----------------------------------------- I will post some of mine too.. but keep in mind.. I was about 18 when I wrote them! It will be sometime this weekend... Love, Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Martie
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Mare That was one of my favorite of Michaels...I remember hims telling me that he refused to cry...I kept trying to tell him that it was ok to weep, but he was so sure that he would not. Thank you for posting this...it brings tears to my eyes...I hope Michael doesn't mind. He was such a good friend to me. I miss him. to you and to Chris. |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
I miss him too.. terribly. It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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SEA
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I hadn't read that one before...I'm glad I got to read it now. Thank you Mary for posting it. How sweet the story of him taking care of your burn like that. I bet it did do him a lot of good to care for you and yes, not to be the patient. But it sounds like it was very special time for the two of you... I'm glad you will be posting your stuff too! I'll be looking for it. |
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DawnG
since 2000-06-23
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Mare, I have not posted but once before on the threads for Michael because I felt others knew him so much better, but now after reading your story of Michael and then his words I just needed to say that even though I may not have been as close to Michael as some, I always enjoyed reading his poetry and viewing his artwork and his death has hit me harder than one might think. The poem Michael wrote reminds me of my best friend and in many ways brought back very peaceful memories. Thank you for sharing this again. Dawn |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
Mare, thank you so much for sharing the tender moments you've described, the Michael-as-doctor story, and the piece about his mother. I had never read that one before. I look forward to reading your poetry, which I haven't had the privilege of reading before, and want to welcome you back into this family. Namaste, hugs to you and Chris. (still waving goodbye to our Michael. * And David, I still read Lyra's poem regularly. She will remain a Passion's friend forever. |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
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You are most welcome... I just want to show how sweet and caring he really was. Most of the time anyway! He wasn't perfect by any means.. but he was one of the best men I've ever known. Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
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That reminds me... Michael wanted to go see Lyra before she passed... he really did... but he just wasn't able to travel. Please know that he cared very much for her. Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
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Mare, thanks for the posting and we will look forward to your poems, and who knows perhaps Chris will post in Teen one day. No one ever knows the depth of loss until they experience it themselves, and it is truly a deep rooted pain. It will subside in time. Take of you now. |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
What a wonderful poem and it gives even more insight into who Michael was. It was very generous of you to post it so we could all read it, especially those of us who hadn't. I hope you will post your own poetry soon. I'm sure it will be very enjoyable to read. Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Just found this in the archives... It's hard to read.. but yet... it comforts me. Michael Auguste's Eulogy by Michael One day the sea will know my bones, cremated ashes in its spray. Each pounding wave, a part of me, no longer will I’ve words to say. So while I’m here I’ll say them now. A eulogy, myself I’ll write. Who better knows yourself than you? Perhaps I can give some insight. Remember me when I am gone, but don’t let flowers die for me. Instead, plant some that they may live. It’s really how it ought to be. Don’t mourn my loss, but share your smile. Some favors I must ask of you. I lived my life as I saw fit and did the best that I could do. Please feed and hold a hurting child and be the strength for those in need. The clock is ticking, life’s too short. I hope to plant in you, a seed. A friend is such a special gift, like marriage, but without the band. Please let them know they’re dearly loved. Sometimes just simply hold their hand. Each day find something new to learn. Don’t waste your time with tv sets. Accept yourself for who you are and you’ll find you have few regrets. I’m ocean sands and salt and spray. My laughter rides on each wave’s crest. Do all you can for those in need. I always tried to do my best. Michael Auguste~ There is more depth to the heart than the mind can comprehend and it only has boundaries when we choose to fence it in. It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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stilltogether Member
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I'm trying to convince Chris to post some of his poetry... he writes... but he's shy about people reading it so far.. he won't even let me yet! But I told him that all his Daddy's friends would just LOVE to read something written by him... So.. stay tuned. I will post some of mine probably tomorrow.. I posted one a long time ago here.. about Davy.. Kindof a look back at his life as a FTI (that's "Former Teen Idol") If you like I can post that one again.. I'm rather proud of it... along with my 18 yr old mushy love poems.. which were a reply to Michael's mushy 21 year old love poems to me! Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Sunshine
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Yes, Mare, please tell Chris to start posting his poems here...he will join a second generation of Passions' poets...sons and daughters, nieces and nephews of our originating poets...if he is not registered, have him check with any Adminstrator and we'll get him in... And hone that pen of yours, too, with some new works. It's good therapy all the way around! |
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Ratleader
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What a gift that would be for Chris to give Michael...pick up that torch and run with it...I hope he does it! ~~(¸¸¸¸ºº> ~~(¸¸¸¸ºº> ~~(¸¸ ¸¸ºº> ~~~(¸¸ER¸¸ºº> |
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SEA
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Yes! Mary, let Chris know we truly would LOVE to read what he has written. You wrote one about Davy? Cool beans...repost that one! I would love to read your lovey dovey stuff too... |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
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Michael's eulogy is so outstanding. Brings tears to the eyes of course, but thee is such heart in it! Thanks for posting it! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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saved_by_grace Member
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WOW....I know that he probably read this one to me, but until now...I had forgotten about it. Can you see me sobbing!? He did have some beautiful words, didn't he? Thank you SO much for sharing this one again, Mary! It helps to read it! Praying for you, Chris and ALL of Michael's family and friends! God bless you all!! -- Becka |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
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Michael's Memorial Guest Book can be found at the following link if you would like to sign it for his wife, son, and family. http://www.legacy.com/Savannah/LegacySubPage2.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonId=2992207 |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
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Hugging you Mare~~~ just reading your words and of Michael's... M |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
I will encourage Chris to post... sometimes it takes awhile to get him to do things.. I have the old poems of ours in longhand.. so it will take me abit to transcribe.. but for now.. here's my poem about David (Davy) Jones...it's a reflective type...written from the perspective of him being about 80.. and looking back at his life. He's an amazing man...NOT just a former MONKEE. On several occasions when I've been talking to him.. he has mentioned Michael just out of the blue...they had met a few times.. had a few conversations back in the 80's and 90's... In 1994.. Michael, Chris and I went to see David in the play "The Real Live Brady Bunch" and afterwards when we talked to him, he walked up to Michael...shook his hand and said.. "Hey man.. you cut your hair!!" (David says "haah") They had not seen each other since 1989! In 2002, when I handed David a picture of himself on stage...one that I particularly liked.. for him to sign for me.. first thing he said was.. 'I think I look abit like your husband... especially right heah, around the haah.." I was amazed at his memory.. at that point.. he hadn't seen Michael in over 8 yrs... Michael must have made an impression on Mr. Jones eh? Anyway.. here's the link to my website page for the poem: http://members.tripod.com/rabeeon/mypoem.html Thank you all again for your wonderful support.. Love, Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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SEA
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that was a great poem Mary. I enjoyed that. I hope Chris will decide to share his poetry with us. But when he is ready to is soon enough for me. I hope you get a chance to type up the older poems you have in long hand. |
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Sunshine
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Ah Mare, my hand is sore in thought of all of those you've written out by longhand. I think I am beginning to sense the effect of my age...I have relied so heavily on the keyboard for so many years... and yet, I would give anything for the time to compose poetry by hand... there is a certain luxurious feel to that medium...I think it gives our muses more time to think; I also believe that for those who are borderline or hard-core perfectionists, it gives them the "shakes" in case they make a mistake on the first draft...[and for those of us who hate to be wasteful, I'm not cutting down forests on the computer...] Yes, I will be very pleased to see both your poetry, as well as the poetry of your son, Chris. This is something I am looking forward to, not only in Michael's memory, but for the fact that we will have two new members contributing their hearts. |
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Martie
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Your poem to David is beautiful and thoughtful, Mare....thank you for the opportunity to read it. |
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stilltogether Member
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Those old poems were from 1971 through probably 1977? Waaay before PC's! So.. long hand it was.. in fact, Michael had re-copied them from our loose sheets into a composition book later on.. not sure when. I'm glad you enjoyed the poem for David. I framed it...and sent it to him last Christmas... he stayed an extra day at his home in PA just to receive it. He was supposed to be in Florida but he delayed his departure just for little ole me...the sweetie. Here's a link to a pic of David and Michael in 1989...I think you'll love it. Michael had a "mullet" hairstyle then.. PLUS earrings!! It was a phase he went through.. http://members.tripod.com/rabeeon/davidmichael89.jpg Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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SEA
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ok now I would have loved to have been able to tease Michael about that hair style and the earring!! That's an awesome picture. thanks for sharing that with us. |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
Ok, here are two of 21 year old Michael's poems to me...simple... but heart-felt. We Shall Touch the Heavens By Michael Pruitt - 11/9/73 A love such as ours will never go astray The happiness we share, We'll share each passing day. Both of our hearts were formed By God, of earthen clay. Never again to wander, For at last we've found our way We shall touch the heavens, In a day to be. Our love will cause a gentle light, For all the world to see. Our lives are interlacing, Our dreams unruled by fate Closeness, when embracing, Our fears, no longer weight. I love you in the morning light, I love you in the setting sun. I love you, with a love that's right, But my love has just begun. Sweetheart, will you be my bride And help me to achieve my goal? Will you stand next to my side, To play out life's final role? Your Eyes Speak Silence By Michael Pruitt - 11/27/73 I love you - your life is divine. I love you- I'm yours, your mine. I love you in the stillness of night I love you beyond my sight. I need you - your eyes speak silence. I need your love so true, And in the world of violence Mary, I need only God and you. It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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LoveBug
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I'm late to this, I haven't been able to be on.. Im so sorry to hear about the loss, but I am happy that Micheal is with God, and that his loved ones were there to meet him. He will be there to meet you, Mary, when your times comes. Until then, he still lives through his poetry. Good luck with everything, especailly the poetry. I hope to hear you and Chris in the poetry pages soon. Michael would love that. God Bless Oh, make me Thine forever |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
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Thank you so much... we appreciate your caring.. Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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SEA
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awww...dang....he was such a romantic even way back when He always spoke so sweetly when referring to his love for you. |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
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Dear Mary: Thank you for sharing these meaningful poems with us and the photos too. I'm sure there are so many sweet memories surrounding both. You know, I still write all my poetry in long hand first, even in this age of computers. For some reason I feel a closeness with what I am writing that I don't get composing in Word, etc. Old fashioned I know! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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saved_by_grace Member
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Awww...his words to you were so sweet Mary!! Hopefully, one day I will meet someone that can share that kind of love with me without reservation. Thanks for sharing!! Love, Becka |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
Posts 58Georgia, USA |
He was always a romantic...and a very considerate man. I've typed up some more for you all.. get ready All but the last one are mine...some written for Monty, some for Michael. It was like Peyton Place there for awhile.. Enjoy... and remember.. these were all written in 1973-1974...when we were all alot younger! +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ "Alone" (written for Monty) The stars stand out in the dark sky The wind whispers through the trees I close my eyes once again To be with you in my mind There is no one standing close now No more warming words to ease the pain Only loneliness engulfs me now As I think back to you Why hath God separated that Which we thought was one I do not question His wisdom now I only ache for you And if we never touch again How cruel can love be? I'll remember you throughout my life And the special moments we shared. 7-20-73 ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ "Never Ceasing, Never Ending" (missing Monty) Teardrops fall one by one Flowing continuously forward Never ceasing, never ending Breaking from the soul. Pain that comes quick and fast Or sometimes slow and aching Tearing at my very soul Feeling the heart that's breaking Help me to bear this weight Give me the strength at last Stop the aching loneliness inside that dwells Each time I remember the past. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ "Love's Sweet Words" (For Michael) Gentleness abounds within, His deepened soul, my closest friend. Quietly begun one summer night Has grown so strong, We know it's right. Such closeness as was never known As love flourished, the seeds were sown One knows the other with heightened sense, Our sincere words with no pretense Rare is such warmth I feel inside Never known on the nights I've cried All the hurt and emptiness will melt After knowing all the love I've felt Dear God, please let it last this time A broken heart is such a crime Happiness is the only goal Which soothes my heart and makes me whole. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ "No More Pain" (written for Michael) My love is my existence I did not live before feeling his gentle love My heart was aching for someone to want me Someone to love me in return This I have found at last In his beautiful deep eyes and tender hands He stands before me - the image of all I ever needed If I should lose him I will surely perish Keep close to me darling, and trust what I say I am drawn to you more and more each day Please love me always, as I will you For I could not stand the pain if you took your love away +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ "Reflections" (written for Michael) Sometimes my life resembles raindrops falling Each part contributing to a whole Every second that passes brings me closer Closer to knowing what my purpose is. Life is a puzzle, new pieces created every day For a long time, there was a big space In my life's puzzle Which is now filled by you. Bitter-sweet memories of our pasts do not matter anymore, Because together we shall create new memories to share Ones that will remain in our lives forever Even after our youth is gone. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ "Language, A Fond Embrace" (written by Michael a week before our wedding) What words are there, that can half reveal The love inside for you I feel? Language is but a fond embrace A kiss does little, but touch the face The earth is but a revolving star, A broken heart, a lonely scar I feel it with each breath I take I feel it in the darkest night And in the morning when I wake My love for you is ever bright I want to hold you in my sleep I want to dry the tears you weep I need to bear your weighted mind, For peace of heart, you deserve to find I shall not ponder on the past And wonder why it did not last I shall stand steadfast before the eyes of God And stand in footprints where He would have me trod A war rages mightily within my mind I fight for survival, lest I find Myself on knees as a coward be For all who care of me to see But I will not shelter from attack For courage is one thing, I do not lack I will not sacrifice self-respect For the one I love, I will not neglect She will be mine in a time to be, And all who thought different will at last see That happiness, I brought to her And a loving heart, that did not stir God grant us strength, when in the face Of boldest lies that cause disgrace And help us through this troubled time When life is no longer a nursery rhyme And keep our love as ever true, As the love inside our hearts for You. The stars that stand out in the twilight sky, In a billion years grow dim and die But the love we share will always be It will never wane or go astray And in the darkest day we'll see The love that God did bring our way It's Not About Age, It's About Life [This message has been edited by stilltogether (01-11-2005 12:54 AM).] |
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SEA
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Oh Mary... your words are so lovely for both men.. and his for you? So tender you should frame that last one, the one before your wedding... |
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stilltogether Member
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Thank you Sea... I plan to frame that one actually! I was missing Monty because we had been together for about 10 days before he had to go back to his Air Force base in California.. a whole country away from me. We had been "going together" for over three years... talking marriage. But sooo very young. Michael was Monty's good friend... and was taking me out as a friend... to keep me company...and.. well...we fell in love. I felt so bad for Monty...and I have never stopped loving him...even now, I still do. But Michael bowled me over... Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Martie
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Mare...thank you for sharing....all the poems are so very touching! |
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stilltogether Member
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Welcome... I'll do more when my fingers recover.. Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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stilltogether Member
since 2004-07-28
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Betty Lou, Thank you for the wonderful card... and the even more wonderful message inside. We appreciate it...and I am heartened that Michael's friends... are now our friends also. Thank you again.. Love, Mary It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Trillium
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Dear Mary: You are very welcome. A card is such a little thing, but it holds a world of love and caring! Love Betty Lou Betty Lou Hebert |
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stilltogether Member
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I got a card from a friend of mine today.. on the front it said... "What the heart has once owned...it shall never lose." - Henry Ward Beecher That struck me... right inside my soul. It is very comforting... Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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SEA
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that is wonderful..and so true. Michael will forever be a part of you. |
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stilltogether Member
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Yes... absolutely. Ok.. I'm working on a brand NEW poem...about Monty.. to possibly be read at his memorial on Jan 29th.. when I'm done.. I may be brave enough to post it.. I'm still working on Chris about posting.. he's not confident enough in his writing yet I think. Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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Mysteria
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Mare, I hope you will start posting in the forums with your poetry under your name, and really looking to reading Chris in teen too. It is great you are all such a talented family. Hope all is well with you down there. |
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stilltogether Member
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Well.. I finished it...now.. where do I post it? I'm no pro.. no "Michael Auguste" but I write what's inside my heart. We are getting by...still feels strange.. but everyday is abit easier... Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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SEA
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Post it in Open Mary...that way more people will get to read you! I hope Chris decides to let us in and read him too. If he isn't ready just yet, that's ok too. I hope you both are finding the healing you need. |
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stilltogether Member
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*gulp* Ok.. done. Mare It's Not About Age, It's About Life |
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