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Auguste![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
since 2000-02-16
Posts 3953By the sea ![]() |
I made a new friend today. She's read my poetry, wants help with her own. I LOVE making a new friend. I completely love life because it gives us so many curves, SUCH surprises, so much apprecitation when we least expect it. I also love you all ![]() The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
Michael, we love you too congrats on your new friend! Yeah....life is pretty good ![]() |
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Nan
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-05-20
Posts 21191Cape Cod Massachusetts USA |
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Sunshine
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Member Empyrean
since 1999-06-25
Posts 63354Listening to every heart |
Smiling, Auguste. This is good news. We should never be too old that we can't make new friends, or learn something we didn't know... She will do well under your tutelage. |
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Martie
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Member Empyrean
since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Michael.......Yay!!!! ![]() |
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skyshine![]() ![]() ![]()
since 2002-02-07
Posts 3058Beneath the northern stars |
We love you too Michael!! ![]() ![]() Hold on, if you feel like letting go |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Great! A new friend is a precious gift. Much love to you dear Auguste! Love and hugs. Margherita ![]() |
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Auguste![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
since 2000-02-16
Posts 3953By the sea |
How do we handle fear, the unknown, the possible loss of a father to his son? The odds are stacked against me now, as you well know. My only child, my son, the only thing I've done right in my life needs me now, but his fear of losing me frightens me more than anyting, the tumors, the illness, the losing of weight and not being able to eat, the Chemo, ANYTHING! I try to be brave when I speak with him, but he's SO scared. That fear makes me only want to fight all the more, because he doesn't want to lose his daddy, his best friend. Any of us going through this needs a reason to fight. I'm fighting for my only child, my very heart! My son, Chris, is brave. I spoke with him tonight about smoking, drugs, addictive things, as I've done so many times, warning him of the dangers. I hope and pray to God that he doesn't follow my foolishness. Any of you would find him SO precious, caring, feeling, sensitive. He will make a great husband one day for the girl he chooses. I want to be there for him in the future, but it's likely that I won't be. You can't begin to imagine the pain that gives me. My heart has always beat with his own. He's my best friend, the best thing that ever happened to me. I dearly hope that I won't be the best thing that ever happened to him, because he needs SO much more! I continue to fight, never doubt that, but I'm likely going to lose this battle, according to the doctors. However, I feel that Jesus will intervene and rescue my life, because my family needs me, Chris needs me, my friends need me. I'm not giving up. Michael The stars will shine when I am gone, |
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Nan
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-05-20
Posts 21191Cape Cod Massachusetts USA |
You're fighting valiantly, Michael... How can you fight harder? Write to him. Write him some memoirs... Keep a journal - Give him your wisdom in print. Give him something he can have to cherish, and perhaps to share with his own children... You can do this, Sir... ![]() |
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Kahlil Senior Member
since 2003-04-12
Posts 1881 |
Dear Michael, I agree with Nan...give him your writings and wisdom in print - imagine what a treasure the content of your website is to him. With that kind of connection he will always know and love you, as you know and love him. Include the messages you have shared with us. He will know your loving spirit. You have such courage and strength, Michael. You're in my thoughts and prayers always. ~K~ |
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