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Spice Senior Member
since 2001-04-13
Posts 1266Resting in my cardboard box. 
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Have you ever had one of those days? You know- Yes you do- One of those days where everything is just bad for some reason. You don't even know why, you are just having a bad day. Absolutely nothing explains it- the day just seems to be bad for some reason. Thus, you are left feeling sad, upset, depressed, mad etc because of it. Well, Sadly, It's been one of those *weeks*. I've had such a blan week. So many good things are happening this week- and I just can't enjoy them for reasons completely unknown to me... Someone please tell me I'm not crazy...And that you've felt this way too. So this is an invitation to you. Are you having a bad day/week/year/ or even a hour like me? Whether you know why it's bad or not... I say to you- "COME!Join me! Wallow in your sadness! Feel sorry for yourself!" |
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Acies
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Member Rara Avis
since 2000-06-07
Posts 7665Twilight Zone |
not really right now ~*hugs Spice*~ "So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, |
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Dopey Dope
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Member Patricius
since 2000-08-30
Posts 11132San Juan, Puerto Rico |
I'm in a weird mood......i'm caught between being depressed about my love life...and then being completely happy and finally reaching the sense of being whole again. Why am i depressed? Well, because finally i am whole...i got what i wanted....but doesn't that bring the fear or losing it again? The fear of all your hells coming back to kill you because it missed the last time around........ yes, i have that fear.....I am the most insecure son of a gun on this planet. I love and therefore I fear losing it....*sigh*....c'est la vei!  |
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Jesse Jaymz Senior Member
since 2000-01-24
Posts 708Youngstown, ohio |
if i were to post why i was so depressed it would take 2 pages.  but i will wollow with you and also you cant escape a hug *hugs*And I cry to the alleyway |
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Allan Riverwood
since 2001-01-04
Posts 3502Winnipeg |
Just recently I got a virus, which forced me to completely reformat my computer and reinstall everything. I had to find and d/l drivers for my devices and all that stuff, it took three days total. (you may have noticed I was away.) I've not been doing well in school at all... lots of getting behind happening in courses, lots of tests and assignments that hit me out of nowhere without warning... Little things too, like I'll walk into the wrong person, or the wrong room when something is happening. For example, my parents fighting. And to top it all off, something I'm still coming to realize myself... something very tragic and horrible that happened... that I still can't even bring myself to realize... ... and that I'm not ready to share with any of you... I'm sorry... but yes, it has been a bad week for me as well. I can only hope that things begin to improve... and all of the things that can be restored are. For now... I'm trying to keep myself moving onward. ~Allan Build a man a fire, and he's warm for a day. Set a man on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life. |
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Christopher
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Member Rara Avis
since 1999-08-02
Posts 8296Purgatorial Incarceration |
what virus Allan? I just spent the past several days cleaning out and recovering from teh pica.worm.Gen virus. Was a MAJOR pain. Aside from writing misc. vbs scripts throughout the system at random intervals (and then subsequently deleting them and copying them to a new directory) it also sent out recurring pings to various IP's. If it found one with an open share, it would copy itself to that person's HD. I muttered my fair share of curses over it, and was this close to a reformat myself - which would be the worst time of course since the update for Countless Horizons is only waiting for the registrar transfer to be complete. Note to anybody who runs multiple computers on a network - be SURE to password protect your drives. This is a very annoying little bugger. C |
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Allan Riverwood
since 2001-01-04
Posts 3502Winnipeg |
I'm not sure what it was called, but yes, I got it on a shareware program! It might have been that one, it just kept closing all my programs with illegal operations and stuff, among other things. It was nuts! Build a man a fire, and he's warm for a day. Set a man on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life. |
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Spice Senior Member
since 2001-04-13
Posts 1266Resting in my cardboard box. |
Oh! Thanks for wallowing with me people. I hate doing it alone. *Hugs to all* Thanks for the hugs Jesse and Acire. Allan Riverwood- I am sorry about whatever it is that is happening to you. I hope everything gets better for you. =) Be strong. Dopey_Dope- I am confused. Are you sad because you love now and don't want something bad to happen? Or are you sad because you just healed from a love and are afraid you might love again and get hurt again? Chris and Allan- Viruses! Ah! No! I don't think I could live with out my computer for any length of time! You guys are far stronger than I ever hope to be. HaHa. |
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Dopey Dope
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Member Patricius
since 2000-08-30
Posts 11132San Juan, Puerto Rico |
Spice....i'm sad because I'm in love with the woman who caused my life to turn inside out with heart break and complete inner death. I'm afraid of it all happening again. It's as if....I went through a hurricane at sea and i'm this man on some rubber, yellow dingy....the storm passed and isn't too far away. I'm on calm waters and in the distance i see the hurricane that almost killed me....not yet leaving, just lingering there trying to make me poop in my pants. I'm just afraid the storm will come back...and by the storm being within view I remember what happened DURING the storm and the memories pain me and affect the way I currently act during the calm. Get it?  I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust. |
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Spice Senior Member
since 2001-04-13
Posts 1266Resting in my cardboard box. |
No. I don't. |
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Dopey Dope
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Member Patricius
since 2000-08-30
Posts 11132San Juan, Puerto Rico |
Oh well! hehe |
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banburycross Senior Member
since 2001-03-27
Posts 946viginia |
i have felt the same way many times, i can definetely relate. at the moment i don't have any sad stories but i do have lots of hugs  *HUG*Sometimes, the things that go unsaid are the only things worth hearing. |
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Spice Senior Member
since 2001-04-13
Posts 1266Resting in my cardboard box. |
.....and the bad week extends............... Don't you hate it when people ask you whats wrong? It seems as though if you aren't bouncing off the walls with laughter then something most be wrong. After asked that so many times...It seems as if things do become wrong... anyone follow me? =) My bad week has decided to extend it's stay for yet another... *Sigh* at least this time I know whats wrong and I'm not just sad and depressed and withdrawn for reasons that were there- but unknown. Yes, this time they are known......and I hate them. =) Hope you people are having a good week! Somebody has to, Right? =) |
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Punk Angel Member
since 2001-07-25
Posts 66Pennsylvania, US |
spice, 3 weeks ago i thought my life was gonna end. but it didn't, i am still here! i want u to know that no matter what happens, u will always have a friend here at piptalk!! it seems to me that even though i just joined yesterday, u and dopey are the main people that responded to my poems, and i thank you both sincerely for it!! we love what is lost, but does what we lost love us back?? |
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Spice Senior Member
since 2001-04-13
Posts 1266Resting in my cardboard box. |
Thanks deary. You have a friend here too. And give Fading Away some time. HaHa- She responds alot too but she's on vacation this week.  |
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anonymousfemale Member Elite
since 2000-02-02
Posts 2797Limbo |
Welcome to my life. It's just one big unhappy day after another. Not even retail therapy takes the sting out of it. I'm not going to go into it because it'd take forever but the pain is always there. It doesn't go away and having a memory doesn't exactly help me in any way either. "Reality is just a crutch for people who can't cope with drugs." -- Robin Williams |
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Dopey Dope
Moderator
Member Patricius
since 2000-08-30
Posts 11132San Juan, Puerto Rico |
I'm all depressed because I'm leaving my home and embarking on a quest to the unknown. College, such a drag. |
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Spice Senior Member
since 2001-04-13
Posts 1266Resting in my cardboard box. |
I must say...the past few days I've been relatively happy. Alot of my crumbled little pieces are SLOWLY coming back together... Though there is a certain thing that still aches at me day in and day out..*sigh* *Wallows with the rest of you* hehe |
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Alyssa
since 2001-05-30
Posts 385IM ENGAGED!!!!! |
yeah spice my life is so totally over and today was the worst i cant even talk to josh today (josh is my boyfriend) "I have no never-again, I have no always" |
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