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just_another_fe Member
since 2000-02-05
Posts 483MICHIGAN 
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This morning I layed in bed with my eyes closed holding my pillow tight and for a minute I thought it was you. But when I opened my eyes it was just a pillow and then I cried. I cried knowing that I'll never be able to hold you like that. When you call me "momma" or "baby" and you say "i love you" I get the biggest smile on my face A feeling of happiness fills my body and then I cry. I cry knowing that I will never hear you say them words to me with all the meaning that I give them. When I talk to you on the phone I'm so happy. I let your beautiful voice flow through my ears. I study the way your words sound and then I cry. I cry knowing that I'll never sit on the couch next to you to talk. Because I'll never see the way your lips move when you say the words I study through the phone lines I pretend I'm there example *sits on your lap* I imagine how it really feels to touch you and then I cry. I cry knowing that I'll never be there! I'll never sit on your lap! You will never hold me! When you talk about your family I hope they are all doing well. I smile at the accomplishments your brothers have had. I'm happy that your dad better now and then I cry. I cry knowing that I will never meet them. Because your family will never be mine. When you talk about your boyz at school or the guyz at Johns house I laugh. You guyz are so funny and then I cry. I cry knowing that I'll never meet them. I'll never hear them tell me stories about you. When you get mad at me and yell at me I cry. I'm not crying at the words your saying to me even if they hurt. I cry knowing that I'll never be able to look you in the eyes when you yell at me and I'll never be able to give you a hug and a kiss when we make up. When you tell me stories I listen to them and I love them. They make me so proud of you and then I cry. I cry knowing that I'll never be that girl in the stands waiting for the game to end. I'll never be that girl thats suppose to meet you by the gym doors. I'll never be the girl that you see in your smoke filled car. I'll never be the girl that lays next to you in your bed and I'll never be able to hear you tell our kids these same stories that make you the man that you are. The make you the man that I am so proud of and the man that I have grown to love more then life. THAT'S WHY I CRY! |
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Janet Marie Member Laureate
since 2000-01-22
Posts 18554 |
this is sadly beautiful...a well expressed poem of your emotions...theres no shame in those tears...and they are always healing...as is writing your feelings down like this. take care, janet marie Now for me some words come easy... But I know that they don't mean that much Compared with the things that are said when lovers touch. You never knew what I loved in you-- I don't know what you loved in me... Maybe the picture of somebody you were hoping I might be... How long have I been sleeping- How long have I been drifting alone through the night... How long have I've dreaming I could make it right... If I closed my eyes and tried with all my might To be the one you need... Jackson Browne |
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Denise
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-08-22
Posts 22648 |
This is so sad  Denise |
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Munda Member Elite
since 1999-10-08
Posts 3544The Hague, The Netherlands |
j_a_f, I would cry too. |
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just_another_fe Member
since 2000-02-05
Posts 483MICHIGAN |
THANX YOU GUYZ. THIS POEM CAME STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART BUT I DONT THINK THE PERSON IT WAS WRITTEN FOR EVEN CARES BUMMER HUH. MAKES IT EVEN WORSE BUT LIFE HAS TO GO ON. RIGHT?????????  THANX FOR READING/REPLYING  |
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Beverly Member
since 2000-02-19
Posts 123New Mexico |
JAF I felt like I was in the room with you watching you on that phone! "...I study the way your words sound..." I can just imagine you in listening in deep thought, hanging on every word! Great poem! Keep posting! |
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just_another_fe Member
since 2000-02-05
Posts 483MICHIGAN |
WOW really? *smiles* thanx a lot bev |
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