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Kitty**
Member

since 1999-07-27

Posts 428
Charlottesville,VA USA

0 posted 1999-12-05 04:28 PM

For quite some time I've been in thought,
soul searching, you might say.
Trying to anaylize myself,
questioning why I feel this way.

I've pulled no punches with myself,
the truth I have laid bare.
I've searched deep down within myself,
and studied all that was there.

There's no doubt, I love you.
But I have been a fool too.
I thought if I didn't stay in touch,
I'd never hear from you.

And so I'd write you every day,
My way of saying, I am here,
and please don't forget me,
for that's been my greatest fear.

I know I can't hold on to something,
if it's not meant for me.
That's what I've been trying to do,
At last, I finally see.

I need to accept the way things are,
and let fate play out it's hand.
What's meant to be, will be,
I don't need to make a stand.

I get this dreaded feeling,
that you will leave my life.
You are the one I lean on,
and you are my guideing light.

The out come will be the same.
No matter what I do.
I don't believe fate deals with me,
the same way he does you.

I'm going to try and handle life,
in the best way I know how.
Some things may change, some may not,
But 'unconditional love' is my vow.

I am sorry darling, but I can't
help but wish to be,
The magic that fulfills your life,
in the same way you do me.

Severn
Member Rara Avis

since 1999-07-17

Posts 7704

1 posted 1999-12-05 04:32 PM

How heartfelt - I hope it all works out.
nicely written Kitty.

RainbowGirl
Member Elite

since 1999-07-31

Posts 3023
United Kingdom

2 posted 1999-12-05 05:10 PM

*sigh*

HUGS

Yesterday is but today's memory and tomorrow is today's dream...

Kevin

Senior Member

since 1999-11-02

Posts 729
Torrington, Ct, Usa

3 posted 1999-12-05 05:20 PM

This is everything ive ever felt....
I'm printing this,
i hope it lasts forever

Kitty**
Member

since 1999-07-27

Posts 428
Charlottesville,VA USA

4 posted 1999-12-05 06:23 PM

Thanks girls!
Kevin..I can identify with you!! (HUGS)
and my best to you.

Rachel_A
Member

since 1999-11-30

Posts 70
North Webster, IN USA

5 posted 1999-12-05 07:48 PM

this one brought tears to my eyes

Kitty**
Member

since 1999-07-27

Posts 428
Charlottesville,VA USA

6 posted 1999-12-05 07:52 PM

Rachel_A..
If I dwell on this too much, it brings tears to my eyes too! Thank you for reading it..

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