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amber
Member

since 1999-06-15

Posts 240
los banos, ca,

0 posted 1999-11-30 05:23 PM

i hate myself becuase i cannot look past,
the guilty look on your face,
to convince myself that your not hurting me anymore,
and with me youve found your place.

i hate myself becuase i will not,
give all that i have, in fear,
that youll take it with you,
if things dont end up working here.

i hate myself becuase i should not,
take for granted all the hard times,
i know they will aid in the strength,
of your heart and mine.

i hate myself becuse im not able to,
see myself without you anymore,
when i promised i would never admit,
that your the only thing i live for.

i hate myself becuase i cant explian,
just where this feeling is coming from,
im a stubborn coward of a fool,
thats trying to hard to keep you in love.

RainbowGirl
Member Elite

since 1999-07-31

Posts 3023
United Kingdom

1 posted 1999-11-30 05:30 PM

Amber: It can't be done though sweetheart, wish it could...you ok?

HUGS

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Balladeer

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Member Empyrean

since 1999-06-05

Posts 25505
Ft. Lauderdale, Fl USA

2 posted 1999-11-30 06:12 PM

Don't even think about hating yourself. We've been there and we didn't know where the feeling was coming from, either, but know this......it is a strength, not a weakness.

Ohme
Senior Member

since 1999-07-17

Posts 816
Texas

3 posted 1999-11-30 09:08 PM

Amber. Never hate yourself for anything. It's ok to have regrets, wish that it wasn't that way. But no, never hate yourself.

Elizabeth Santos
Member Rara Avis

since 1999-11-08

Posts 9269
Pennsylvania

4 posted 1999-11-30 09:11 PM

Amber,
I love the title of this poem! It's wonderful! So is the poem
Elizabeth

amber
Member

since 1999-06-15

Posts 240
los banos, ca,

5 posted 1999-12-08 02:10 AM

im sorry it took me so long to respond, but i got busy, i want to thank you all so much, through your words since i have been here, i have felt more warmth and caring then any place ive ever been thank you all for treating me as kindly as you do. i appreciate from deep inside my soul.

amber
Member

since 1999-06-15

Posts 240
los banos, ca,

6 posted 1999-12-08 02:11 AM

im sorry it took me so long to respond, but i got busy, i want to thank you all so much, through your words since i have been here, i have felt more warmth and caring then any place ive ever been thank you all for treating me as kindly as you do. i appreciate from deep inside my soul.

hoot_owl_rn
Member Patricius

since 1999-07-05

Posts 10750
Glen Hope, PA USA

7 posted 1999-12-08 10:18 AM

My heart goes out to you dear...big hugs

Pepper
Member Elite

since 1999-08-19

Posts 3079
Southern Florida

8 posted 1999-12-08 10:45 AM

I agree with Ohme Amber....never hate yourself for any reason!!
A very heartfelt piece....
Hugs

A soul that writes from the heart and shares it, truly gives a gift extraordinaire!

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