I Hate Myself (For Hurting You)

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angel6917
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since 2000-01-14

Posts 478
WI

0 posted 2000-01-27 04:06 PM

I hate myself,
for what I've put you through,
for making you feel like a failure,
when you're the one who was right,
when you took the punishment,
the one I deserved.

I hate myself,
for breaking your fragile heart,
for blaming you when things go wrong,
especially since I messed up,
and I did wrong to you,
while you were so good to me.

I hate myself,
for telling you so many lies in the end,
just so you wouldn't hate me,
and so I wouldn't hurt you.
But I still hurt you,
and for that I hate myself.

~Kristi Lynn

"Sometimes people care too much. I think it's called love." -Winnie the Pooh

Dean
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since 1999-11-23

Posts 120
Canada

1 posted 2000-01-27 05:09 PM

Very good I like the peom!! I can relate babes!!Keep it real!!! I will continue to read your great poetry!!

Tamma

Senior Member

since 2000-01-17

Posts 794
In His Arms, Harpers Ferry, WV

2 posted 2000-01-27 07:14 PM

this is the exact opposite of how ive been feeling lately, three weeks ago, i got dumped for another girl, but oh well, im now with the one ive always wanted to be with.

*how was i to kno that today id meet someone like you? how was i to see the light with him in my path and you too far to touch?*

Master
Senior Member

since 1999-08-18

Posts 1867
Boston, MA

3 posted 2000-01-27 08:06 PM

Now, this is excellent! Have you ever consider writing with rhyme?

angel6917
Member

since 2000-01-14

Posts 478
WI

4 posted 2000-01-31 09:31 AM

Thanks much for your replies.
Dean:  Thanks for your compliments, and I can honestly say I wish you couldn't relate, 'cuz it's hard.
Tamma:  Congrats, and from the way things are going, I might be with the one I wanted to be with soon, too.
Master:  I try to write in rhyme, but for me it doesn't work very well.  I did one recently, but I don't know if it's that great.

~Kristi Lynn

"Sometimes people care too much. I think it's called love." -Winnie the Pooh

sweetcollege_girl
Senior Member

since 1999-12-03

Posts 872
just about where I want to be

5 posted 2000-02-01 01:05 PM

Angel..you the girl..you the girl! Excellent poem! Exactly how I felt when I broke up with the boy of my dreams! Luckily though, he understood, and took me back...now we are happy as ever! Thanks for posting a poem that I could relate to!

"Superiority to fate is difficult to learn. 'Tis not conferred by any, but possible to earn"--Emily Dickinson-"Superiority of Fate"

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