The start of a broken heart

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jytree
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since 2000-01-26

Posts 336
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0 posted 2000-04-05 09:55 AM

The start of a broken heart we have all heard this story before.
Now is my time to feel the pain again.
I have fought to survive against my worst problem.
I always fall in love with Girls that are diffcult.
I mean not diffcult to understand what they want sometimes.
One Girl right now I love her and she knows it.
But!
She is afarid to hurt me and herself.
She may not know this but I would rather die than hurt a single Girl.
This girl is the first that I understand what she is going through Yet I don't understand her and the way she thinks and feels.
I know that she is afarid to love because of the pain it causes.
But what I am trying to tell her is don't be afarid of the love I can give.
Even as I say this she runs and tries to hide somthings onside herself.
I person with a ruff past can never feel free unless they get rid of all that JUNK that they hold inside.
I am going to ask you a question!
Why would you want to hold pain and suffering inside???
This is the truth is you don't let the past go you will never be fully happy.
But this Girl is more or less what I look foward to when I go to school right now and we are just friends.
She dosen't understand why I love her.
So I will let you in on a little secret.
The inside of this Girl is amazing yet she don't see what I do.
All she sees is a broken down palace.
But what I see is just the oppsite.
I see her pain from the past,
I see who she is now and who she could be.
I feel her heart and wish I was in it.
I she her life engery *spunk* and it is almost empty.
I cannot tell you everything I see because she tries to hide things yet.
I am not going to force her to tell me what is wrong all the time.
I just figured that she knows that I will be here for a short time still I want to her the real her before I leave.
I can't explain why I just can't leave her alone I just can't escape her.
So this might just be the start of a heart break.

{This poem is to a girl she knows who she is if she reads it their are just some thing some that I can't hide and People if some of you out there Like someone and don't know how to come about to say it.
if you are bold enough bluntness is a good key just be blunt and honest if you have any questions just ask me I am here writing poems is my fun in life right now it is all I have until I go crazy with boredom}

For when day turn to night I am still there
The fallen angel jytree

**Angel**
Member

since 2000-03-31

Posts 162

1 posted 2000-04-05 04:05 PM

Wow, I am speechless! It really made me think of something I am going through right now.
Thank you for this poem. It really got to the inside of me.

Lindsay

Falmeblade
New Member

since 2000-04-03

Posts 7
Boise, ID

2 posted 2000-04-05 04:45 PM

Amen, I know all to well what you mean, I know a girl that is afraid of love and loving and being loved because of the pain of breakups as well, she's stubborn, and I can't do a thing about it, but I know the goodness inside her and her awful past, but she is still a little girl in maturity.

dazed
Member

since 2000-03-13

Posts 119
USA

3 posted 2000-04-06 04:35 AM

WOW!! hehehe
thats about all I can say...
Wish all guys were that way...lol

~DåzêÐ

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