being in love shouldnt feel like this!

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amber
Member

since 1999-06-15

Posts 240
los banos, ca,

0 posted 1999-10-21 01:35 AM

you pull me close,
and say your sorry,
but somehow it grows old,
you say its nothing,
not to worry,
but i never know whats left untold.

i let you hold me,
but i know inside,
that it shouldnt hurt this much,
my heart is confused,
but still i try,
kept safe within your touch.

i asked you questions,
but you cannot speak,
and it leaves worries in my mind,
you say you love me,
but my soul is weak,
wondering whats left unsaid this time.

i tried to forget,
but it still hurts to much,
the look in your eyes,
as you glance away,
i see you welcoming her touch,
and my faith in you starts to die.

i get tired of the same old games,
but you still need to play them,
im sorrys dont seem to mean as much,
still you find the need to say them.

im broken down from all the worries,
of where you are and who your with,
its getting hard to keep on trying,
being in love shouldnt feel like this.

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im always the one to say im sorry, but have never once forgave myself......

Ixtab
Member

since 1999-06-23

Posts 105
MEXICAlpan de las tunas

1 posted 1999-10-21 02:03 AM

I sympathize with you;
wondering what's left unsaid this time, beautifull choice of words.

Ixtab

Watcher666
Senior Member

since 1999-10-13

Posts 1606

2 posted 1999-10-21 02:06 AM

Sad,beautiful poem.

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Illusion...what we see and what we do...it's all up to you.

Munda
Member Elite

since 1999-10-08

Posts 3544
The Hague, The Netherlands

3 posted 1999-10-31 05:01 PM

Sad and beautiful indeed.

JOY 14
Senior Member

since 1999-09-22

Posts 1419
Wisconsin USA

4 posted 1999-10-31 05:10 PM

I liked it, a very good poem. It shows a lot of feeling.

Denise

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Member Seraphic

since 1999-08-22

Posts 22648

5 posted 1999-10-31 05:19 PM

No, it shouldn't! Time to move on!

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Denise

devina
Member Elite

since 1999-10-28

Posts 3539
Cali

6 posted 1999-10-31 06:48 PM

my beautiful sister, inside and out, we've grown together- been through our whole lives. you should know that love isn't supposed to hurt but often times does. just remember that only you know what feels right inside, and you know i'll be here for you either way. lots of sisterly love.

Justina
Junior Member

since 1999-10-31

Posts 24
Kansas City. MO

7 posted 1999-10-31 06:58 PM

I totally feel you! And it sucks! But just remember, there is someone out there who deserves you!

amber
Member

since 1999-06-15

Posts 240
los banos, ca,

8 posted 1999-11-02 01:57 AM

thank you all so much and i know your right, but im still stupid i guess thinking i can change the way he loves me, but i know i cant, its jsut so much easier to keep hoping because i love him so much i dont want to lose him despite everything weve been through and all the nights ive cried myself to sleep, he still owns my heart and i can never change that. thank you all agian.

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