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A Friendship? |
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D84honey New Member
since 1999-06-14
Posts 2Brooklyn, NY USA |
Never a day passes, I can see, Without me thinking of him. He grew to be a part of me And my worries then dimmed. I gave him my heart And I thought he gave me his. This all happened from the start. 3 months later it would all fizz. He was my best friend at the time. I trusted him. But he gave me lame lines. The chances our relationship would last, very slim. I never felt so hurt And betrayed too. I felt just like dirt, With absolutely nothing to do. He didn’t love me. Not one bit at all. Only now, I can see. Talking to him was like talking to a wall. His words were lies. So were “we.” He left me where one’s heart dies. He had that special key. Without reasonable explanation, I cried and cried and cried. And during summer vacation, I only heard more lies. “Why is he doing this? I thought we had something. How real, and true, was our 1st kiss. And now, I’m nothing.” I was in so much pain, Didn’t even feel any anger. My eyes just shed tears like the rain Because I was put aside like a hanger. He didn’t know what he wanted And I had to wait during the mess. Anticipation. It haunted, Only to leave me in distress. He gave me some hope When he changed his mind. For a few days, I was able to cope. But in the end, however, he wasn’t very kind. He said it wasn’t a good idea. I just didn’t understand. “Things usually end this way dear.” Only then, my heart was hanging by a strand. There was nothing I could say, So he said. So I went to the bay Where I just felt empty and dead. It was over, the end. Just like that, Without a friend To help realize the fact. He was the one missing out. I tried to be nice. For reasons to be, I did scout. Mean I was though, much more than twice. How could I act the same To someone who treated me that way? We were just a game. I think I should’ve strayed. A fool I was, I thought. He doesn’t deserve me, For not even as the friend he sought. What was important to him, was only HIS glee. But something kept me near, Making me stick around. Perhaps it was fear… Or maybe because a strong friendship was indeed, once found. ------------------ ~Diana |
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Artic Wind Member Rara Avis
since 2007-09-16
Posts 8080Realm of Supernatural |
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