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Open Poetry #1

I dont love you

amber
Member

since 1999-06-15

Posts 240
los banos, ca,

0 posted 1999-06-15 09:44 PM

IM AFFRIAD OF YOU,
BECAUSE I KNOW,
YOUR THE ONLY PERSON,
THAT CAN TRULY BREAK MY HEART.

I LIE TO YOU,
BECAUSE IM SCARED,
THAT YOULL TURN ME AWAY.

I KISS YOU GOODBYE,
BECAUSE YOUVE HURT ME TO MUCH,
AND I STILL REMEMBER HOW HARD IT WAS,
TO LET YOU SLIP FROM MY DREAMS,
TO WATCH THE FOREVER WE BUILT,
FALL APART IN YOUR EYES,
AND RUN SLOWLY DOWN MY CHEEKS,
EVERY TIME YOU HURT ME.

I WANT YO MAKE YOU HAPPY,
BUT IVE GIVEN TO MUCH ALREADY,
MY TRUST,MY LOVE, MY ENTIRE SOUL.

I HAVE TO FORGET YOUR EMBRACE,
IT STILL RUSHES AGIANST MY SKIN,
AND I THINK OF YOU,
OF ALL THE TIMES IVE WATCHED YOU WALK OUT ON ME,
AND THE ONLY THOUGHTS I STILL HOLD ARE THE ONES,
THAT WANT TO DROP TO MY KNEES,
AND BEG YOU TO STAY,
BUT I CANT.

YOUR LOVE HURTS TO MUCH,
YOUR TO EMOTIONLESS,
AND MY SOUL IS CRUMBLING AT MY OWN HAND,
EVERYTIME I LIE AND ASSURE YOU,
I DONT LOVE YOU.

Genea
Member

since 1999-06-15

Posts 321
USA

1 posted 1999-06-27 01:43 PM

such despair.....and again i say...Love should not hurt.

Krystal
Member

since 1999-06-19

Posts 140
Shelton,WA USA

2 posted 1999-06-27 03:05 PM

Wow... very powerful, beautifully written. I especially liked this,

"And I still remember how hard it was,
To let you slip from my dreams,
To watch the forever we built
Fall apart in your eyes,
And run slowly down my cheeks,
Every time you hurt me."

I can relate to this, right here in this moment. I am so glad that you posted it...
Wonderful!

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Shannon D. Montgomery
("Krystal")

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