Always to Wonder.......................

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Open Poetry #1

Always to Wonder.......................

amber
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since 1999-06-15

Posts 240
los banos, ca,

0 posted 1999-07-07 04:22 PM

Sitting silently within myself,
i can still see you,
still feel your lies,
living inside me,
telling me that your happier without me,
without everything i gave,
without my heart and my soul,
and i wonder, how you could be?

Asking questions blindly,
to a long gone shadow,
finding answers hidden deep,
that i thought were lost,
within your footsteps,
when i had to watch you leave,
and i wondered, where were you going?

I feel you fading from me skin,
and it scares me,
because ive lost sight,
of life beyond you,
getting used to dying inside,
was easy when i was with you,
because you taught me well,
but now i bear the pain alone,
and i wonder, do you miss me?

Here i am,
in these four walls,
that suffocate the very essance of soul,
because we built them together,
and you wanted them to fall apart,
but still they stand,
like a lost child,
i wait ofr them to fall,
always to wonder,why you fell out of love with me.

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