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Joel the wolf Senior Member
since 2000-04-06
Posts 1333Angels Camp |
I ask you. Kim are you Occoupied? It's like this I like to give roses with thorns. It's likeness is beyond compare the deep red-burgundy, brings out a feeling of wonder on how nature or God could have produced something like this, the way the petals form a tight circlet with cascading petals that are like the ups and downs in life. A in time they gently open up to expose it’s self to all of nature as is it’s very nature. The fragrance is exquisite nothing compares with it's aroma (except Night Queen), that's like life to me, the beauty of it all, with all of it’s passion, the complete spectrum of love not just what one say's or a few store bought stickerless roses, or with the chains of civility and dress codes that bind our way of life to someone’s idea of proper, but the raw gut wrenching mouth watering taste of life. And then you have the thorns, in life we all know about that, but we seem to forget them and try to shoot for a life without these pointy things. We try to make every thing just like us without regard, for others. But that isn't possible, Like a rose without thorns it's a lie, We all have difficulties in life and you have your share as do I, but to know that they are what comes with this rose, we must not over look this, nor try to pretend that it doesn’t exist, but embrace it except it for what it is, as I do you. You are like a rose (Kim, my white dove) with thorns not a bad thing, not at all. (to me a good thing in fact) With the ruby red that seems far beyond a natural thing, as if you were put here to experience the full flavor of life and love, And the fragrance that empowers you over me and all men you meet, you know you have that power, I’m not talking about perfume but your essence of life, your inner being, and shining spirit. That you project outwardly to every one you meet. It seems each minute that I don’t have you in my arms I die just a little Each time I kiss your lips I can’t describe the feeling, (is that possible?) And each time I place my hand upon you we have already made love. So back to the question? (are you occupied with me?) This is the answer that only you can give to all, (I will if some one came up to me yes would be my answer to them ) Is this the truth? if it isn't then tell me! Kim it pains me to see you torn and seemingly to suffer, I would not want to be the demise (so to speak) of your life. I would not want to be a reminder of your hardships, Nor the lover that caused you any harm. Mental nor physical. So I will give you the opportunity to put your world to rights. (so to speak) . Just give me the word that you don’t really want to be with me, or that you don’t or won’t want to progress forward. And that you really don’t feel something for me. And I will make it very easy for you. To leave me. ( Even that in it’s self is ludicrous to me.) I can do that, you will not have to think twice about it. Any other answer will not do it's ether yes or no and yes that's black and white. You could possibly find a nice man to your liking some day that thought just like you, but where would be the flavor. My heart beats for you, one thump at a time. Love Joel. Next will be Kim’s reply. I howl a mornful song, that echos within my chambered heart, for all to read? nay for all to feel. |
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Christopher
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Member Rara Avis
since 1999-08-02
Posts 8296Purgatorial Incarceration |
Kim HAS to reply in kind! This is so heartfelt, she's almost duty bound to do so!!! |
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Munda Member Elite
since 1999-10-08
Posts 3544The Hague, The Netherlands |
Very heartfelt indeed.....I hope she will reply. |
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Pepper Member Elite
since 1999-08-19
Posts 3079Southern Florida |
We're unanimous on the heartfelt here .... I too hope you get a reply, Lone Wolf ........... |
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rojogrande Junior Member
since 2000-04-10
Posts 29Fullerton, CA, USA |
This was great. I have written poetry in which I refer to the love of my life as a white dove. I would love if you responded to my post. Thanks, ROJOGRANDE |
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Joel the wolf Senior Member
since 2000-04-06
Posts 1333Angels Camp |
To you all I thank you for your support and well wishes, And Kim my white Dove had answered this when I wrote it to her, she came back with a loving letter and said she was so occupied with me and that was to every body, her exact words I have forgotten still have her letter to me via, E mail, But with great sadness she has decided to return to her old life of celibacy and back to her church. it pains me so I'm not myself I gave her my heart, after staying away from women for over two years, she melted my heart and soul, and now she flies away for sure, there isn't a thing I can do about it, this is more painful than anything I have ever endured, and I have been down the usty road. I have been posting in Dark passions lately, I really don't need a pep talk, I will live my life ok but knowing that when she walked away, she did in fact take my heart. I guess it's time I closed the gap and seal it up. My friend with your white dove you can freely use this ?? terms of endearment I don't think I'll be using it any more. I have over or about 300 letters like this that I had written to her and her responses, and her professed love for me, I just don't know what to say, but please don't respond to this anymore, you can tell how much it pains me. Thank You all for understanding Joel. just a little bit lonelier the Wolf. I howl a mornful song, that echos within my chambered heart, for all to read? nay for all to feel. |
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