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EagleScorpion Senior Member
since 2000-03-08
Posts 1644Here, Now, Forever 
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HEAVEN'S CALL A spontaneous prose piece by Joseph Alexander Knob ************************************************** Where will you go upon death my friend i just want to know when your soul will set sail for when it does i was wondering if i could accompany you on your journey to the unknown and forseeable paradise that awaits us all beyond the gates of death where death resides no longer we could do amazing things we could do so many things amazing things, you and me and them and them we could go places , my friend why cant you beleive that you and me are not the bodies we inhabit we are are limitless and without end we are stardust and golden and love light flickers of pain and nirvana and past lives future lives its all the same because time has no meaning in the afterlife do what you want who you want every person you wanted to eat the greatest food you could ever imagine see the most breathtaking sights the places you'll see you will do this for eternity go shopping in a mall where everything is free go dance with the angels and sip heavenly champagne wander the ancient forest of lore go back to all of those old workplaces you used to dread and loathe and destroy them with your friends have fun doing it destroy an entire supermarket break open the cereal boxes pour the shampoo all over each other have cookie fights throw steaks to the wall until they stick run down the aisles and knock off every can you see until all of the shelves are bare and the entire market is a trashed heap of messy dirty nasty food stuffs and medicines raid the pharmacy invent new drugs that will never let you down and build you own cars that you will race with and crash with and destroy and not have to worry about getting injured because you are a heavenly piece of invincible love that found out that pleasure is possible without any pain build a new body if you were a boy in this life, be a girl for a change, make yourself beautiful admire your new body design new clothes have a new life make a new world throw endless parties where the fun never ends never ends never ends star starraway ends write poems and drink wine and read them to your friends as they do you as you sit in a castle on a dark sacred cliff in ornate scarlet and miniver halls of eternity's history where endless souls rested and now you rest where they all used to be where you will be again travel a city that doesnt exist with friends you dont know look in the mirror and wonder who that is wonder what you are doing cast magical spells make colors and lights and fire and ice with your hand lightning and healing powers save the universe again meet god one day but take your time because you already met him and time is something you will never need to worry about catch up on old times with friends you've left behind.. remember your life go to a movie theater and watch your life .. on the silver screen, watch someone elses life they would enjoy that if you did or watch a special movie about all of us friends..directed and produced by the angels just sit back and enjoy the show .. popcorn and soda and candy is free.. or perhaps you would like a filet mignon with escargo and baklava and caviar and with the finest wine any lips could bear to taste share dirty secrets one at a time and find that somehow you are not much different than the rest of us share your deepest desires your greatest dreams your highest and grandest vision of who you want to be in essence, who you are for you will never fall again pain is only an illusion death a transformation whatever you dream will be what will be, will be the crystal waterfalls the deserts of color the mushroom valley the forest of lore the secret garden the sea of seraphs the eye of eternity the winds of forever the sands of time the jungle of debauchery the greatest dance club in the world the greatest rave in the world the laboratory the body shop the greatest restaurant you will ever have the pleasure to be a patron of the most intense, pleasurable experience with that one person you always dreamed about but never met nor did you ever think you would for they were a fantasy a fantasy made into being by you because you beleived in them and thats all they wanted thank you for beleiving none of us will miss out on these things i speak of for i am a prophet unheard and unnoticed unheeded unwilling to give up on giving you this message of eternal life.. lost in the ages rewritten by fools and deviators of men this can soothe a soul i want to touch you . you know who you are i WILL HAVE YOU one day and i HAD you before and i'll HAVE YOU again and you know what i speak of you know what i speak of these dreams they are endless they never get old they never oh never will never get old the aylan mystery the rise of aiedo the call of gaia sings with exuberance a leap of faith not in vain have no pity on them pity yourself for the state we have allowed ourselves to be in at this point we did it for a reason you know we did it to meet heaven anew heaven anew is all life is for a fresh start for us all foolish humanity, killing ourselves waging war on each other starving and crying and painfully suffering until our last days This is what i came here for are we not all sons and daughters of god brothers and sisters of jesus we are all as special and as holy as jesus we are all shining stars no punishment due for our sins just freedom to do as we may.. our will unhindered paint a picture create a planet a star create a species a universe a story write your story and make your etching into eternity that will forever be seen by an endless amount of wandering hapless souls like thee see what they've made.. live a new life when you choose to at your terms at your discretion pick out who and what you want to be even if its not a pleasant life, you will want to live it for whatever reason for the richest people are not the ones with money go where the love goes for where there is love there is hope and hope is a blessing in death will it come shining down on your tear streaked eyes shall it come meet the old friends you left behind you never left them behind even though you dont know who they are right now you will never, ever leave them behind they are your friends forever in life and in death so many things have you already done so many things will you yet do take these words swallow them whole for they are the truth i kiss you my friend. my lover, my soulmate, she whom the heart tells me to kiss i kiss thee all over ..at some time in the universe.. did we embrace in tears.. in sweet surrender - the thunder the rain it taps at my window as i look out upon surrounding green mountains high and endless valleys and fields below the rain taps the window the rain holds me fast keeps me the fireplace flickers the air is perfect . there is no place i ever need be i may never come back to this existence again for why should i need to? it was not necessary i do not deserve this Earth life. i belong where i came from, and i know this well. i know who i was. i know my old face. i know my old body and long for it does my spirit. when will the rains come again, when shall the snowdrifts subside? shall we walk among the frosted pines the angels in the snowflakes the creatures abound the horses found sleeping there on the peak of the valley of color, there on canyons of fantasy lore did you speak to me telling me something i forget but i will remember that i remembered when that time comes even though i dont really remember, i do many a soul have walked these paths, endless a soul so true one single soul has walked these long paths endless yours, and mine too i dont want to know the answer to the universe i wish only to bask in it's spellbinding beauty for all of eternity.. i dont need to know. i dont want to know .. because i already know and i've been there before countless times i have. this time i wish to see it no more it is etched into my soul so perfectly that all i wish to do is admire the little things . the individuals . i do not want to be alone i do not want to be alone god alone is alone, man is not do you understand? i dont want to know.. i wish to climb mountains i wish to dive the deep seas, marvel at the creatures and shapes beneath i want to be a dolphin sublime a dolphin who knows as i i want to be a feline cat who prowls the night i want to dance in the woods holding hands around fires so great among great people. among great, special, sacred things . sacred things so rare, so beautiful, that to be in thier presence is to stab your heart with such awe and emotion as to bring a tender tear to eye i want magic to fill the night spirits to soar the windy cold and distant skies i trek the rain forests and rave forests. endless rave forests in a new incarnation drive my dream car if i'm to drive yours we'll race them and see.. just who loves it more my car awaits in my old house my love awaits . i await. for me. with flying scooters and zero gravity white dove trance fixation kilometer period grapefruit handheld contraption mistaken redemption hoplessly happy insanity quietly go to sleep in the morning we pound beers and we wont stop pounding beers until we've satisfied each other . . and pound more beers in a world where cancer doesnt exist, smoke away how long shall i go, before it gets dangerous for you to ponder? this is the nature of my remorse. knowing that out there is a world waiting for us that is going to be so beautiful that you have not the capacity to comprehend it. i just scratched the surface but the surface is a great place to be, and stay i personally love it its all up to you for wherever you go we will meet again you could die tommorow and i will know i will see you again . my fallen friends know this, as i reach out for them. i know that they know. as much as i miss them will you travel with me? by my side? shall we stick by each other as long as we live? |
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LoveBug
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since 2000-01-08
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This was quite an interesting piece. Some deep, beautiful, and aching thoughts here. I like stream of conciousness, but the lack of punctuation, esc, was a bit distracting to me. I'm a hag though! I'm sure I have mistakes in this message! :P  But overall it was a good piece of writing, and I'm glad you shared it here.Love's a lovely lad His bringing up is beauty Who loves him not is mad For I must pay him duty -Anonymous |
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EagleScorpion Senior Member
since 2000-03-08
Posts 1644Here, Now, Forever |
well.. for this one i intended to keep the punctuation as infrequent and erratic as possible. i wanted to concentrate more on just getting the words out rather than make completely sure they are arranged correctly. just a random rant. Got the idea from Jack Kerouac. He's the guy that came up with a similar version of this writing style. I guess he wanted to make what he was saying more intimate and moving to the reader, so long as they just read the words for what they are. |
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