Open Poetry #49 |
Maybe it's me |
hunnie_girl
since 2006-06-18
Posts 2567Canada |
Another long night You sleeping next to me How I miss the times We fell asleep together I blame you For everything Thoughts keep me awake Such a heavy heart Before turning away Excuses of work in the morning You put me at fault For it's my choice to be sad So maybe it's all me I could choose to ignore What I want How I feel Maybe it's all me Nothing's good enough I try to be happy But it's all pretend It's probably me But I can't stop The way I am |
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Lori Grosser Rhoden Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202Fair to middlin' of nowhere |
Oh hunnie! I know this hurt so well. The only one in the situation you can change is you. The only one that can make you happy is you, grasshopper. Hope you get the hang of that quicker than I did. Bless your heart. Lori |
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JerryPat2 Member Laureate
since 2011-02-06
Posts 16975South Louisiana |
It never is all one person's fault in these situations, but sometimes it can be made to seem that way. ~*~ There was a sign on the lawn at a drug re-hab center that said 'Keep off the Grass'. ~*~ |
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Michael
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Member Rara Avis
since 1999-08-13
Posts 7666California |
Ouch. The ache in this is pure, and wrenching. Michael |
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Jack Napes Member
since 2014-02-22
Posts 290Phaedra's Womb |
That's an old movie Hunnie, titled 'He said She said' with the volatile soundtrack featuring 'cuts' like "I blame you for everything","You put me at fault" and "It's my choice to be sad". If you can't do anything and truly feel helpless, pick up some more popcorn and catch the second show, third show...etc. On the other hand, you can choose to shore up your weakest point, weigh it all carefully with those you feel the most affection for, and get it sorted out to everyone's satisfaction. After that effort, perhaps counseling is the way to go. When you can't do it yourself, that's usually the dock to stand on. Ships don't come in, they only depart. Attached to this post is a powerful hope that all becomes new with the arrival of Spring for you and yours. We of the Winters appreciate leaving the grey scale and absorbing the color bars of a fresh new season. See ya... Jack Touch, but don't look |
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Gale Senior Member
since 2013-06-10
Posts 578Russia |
It's you, hunnie, but not your fault! |
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